What do I do now

Hi my name is Silver lets just say I am in a orphanage I don't really like talking about it. I have a friend named Cindy we both hate one direction so that is probably all we have in common. Then the worst thing ever happened one Liam from one direction was looking a girl around 12-17 and Mrs.Lopez called all girls ages from 12-17 Cindy and I watched all the girls run down stairs on dresses and heels and make-up. Cindy and I burst out laughing I had on a sweatshirt and sweatpants. Will Cindy or Silver get adopted? Will Silver ever tell her story? read and find out P.S. this is my first book so please give it a chance.


14. Jaynell part 3

I woke up in a room in a bed. I adjusted my eyes to the dark just enough to realize I didn't have contacts on and my glasses weren't on my face I still had on my clothes so I stood upand started looking for my glasses when the door opened and I sat on my butt the guy said "Hi Silver remember me" I said "Mark" (Mark)

Mark said "correct" I said "what do you want" Mark said "Relax just a couple of questions" I said "You're going to send it to my foster parents aren't you" Mark "Yep" I said "please give me contacts or something they don't know I wear glasses" Mark said "No can do they shall know the truth put on the glasses and answer the questions" I put on the glasses and said "Okay"  Mark said "look at the camera" I look at the camera and Mark said "How many boyfriends have you had" I said "None" Mark said "Aww waiting for dad to get out of jail" I said "HE CAN ROT IN JAIL HE FREAKING RAPED ME ALL THE TIME I WAS WITH HIM AND YOU WATCHED WHY WOULD I BE WAITING FOR HIM I AM SCARED FOR MY LIFE WHEN IT COMES TO MALES PLUS JAMES STILL DOESN'T BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY DAD RAPED ME AND THAT MADE HIM LEAVE ME AT THE ORPHANAGE" Mark said "How many abortions have you had all together" I shook my head and said "one" Mark said "Do you still drink and smoke" I said "a box of Newports a day and I drink when I am stressed" Mark said "How many times and how have you been abused at your new house " I said "um punched, slapped three times and my hair pulled twice" Mark said "by who and for what" I said "Um Niall he tried to kiss me at a party and I pushed him away and he slapped me and I slapped him back and he punched me in the face um Harry pulled my hair because he was assuming I had a "fun" night with 10 boys in my bedroom um he slapped me once I was arguing with him the day I got suspended Louis slapped me because I took $10 from Niall and left an I.O.U um he pulled my hair because I got suspended for fighting a girl at school and sent her to the hospital went to school drunk and all that good stuff" Mark said "Out of all the family who do you Love and who are afraid of" I said "I love Zayn and I am afraid Louis Harry Liam and Niall" Mark said "why are you afraid of them" I said "They promised wouldn't hurt me but they lied Liam yelled at me and Louis Harry and Niall abused me I mean it didn't hurt because I am use to it" Mark said "Do you miss Matthew" I said "yeah he at least took care of me when he left bruises I have bruises from when I got dragged down the steps and slapped" Mark said "Do you um still self-harm" I said "oh um I try but Niall sleeps near the kitchen so it's hard to when I want to" Mark stood up and pulled out a razor and said "No more than 20 cuts got it because this isn't healthy" I say "thank you can I do I do it with my glasses off" Mark pulled out some contacts and I said "Thank you uncle Mark" He left the room and I said

"This is for fat"


"This is for being a sl*re"


"This is for being born" 


"This is for being stupid thinking someone cared about you"

*Slash Slash Slash Slash*

"For being ugly"

*Slash Slash Slash Slash Slash*

"For ruining Harry Louis Niall Zayn Liam and James' life"

*Slash Slash Slash Slash Slash Slash"

"This is for feeling lightheaded and dizzy while cutting now"

*Slash Slash*

(Dinner Time)

I said "Uncle Mark can you pass the salt" Mark said "No your going to harm your self" I said "No I'm not" Mark said "No salt I love you" I said "I love you too"

The next day Louis POV

Harry said "Where is she it is 10:00 am" the doorbell rang so I ran to he door and there was a CD I called the boys  in the living room and we watched it and at the end all the guys were surrounding me and Harry but James he was in the corner rocking back and forth saying "How is that possible he lied to me" Zayn said "why in the world would you guys hit her or any girl god she never told me he raped her why does she lie wait she wears glasses how come wait she cuts no one knew she cut" Harry said "I knew she cut that's it" Zayn said "I knew she drinks and smokes that's it she trusted you guys and you hit her Louis what happened to Silver's ankles two weeks ago" I said "She jumped out her window" The door bell rang and I opened and it was Silver she walked past me and said "Zayn I might be going out tomorrow to see my dad" Zayn said "Okay you still going to school" she said "I don't know yet"

                                                                  Silver POV

Zayn said "Okay you still going to school" I said "I don't know yet" James comes over to me and said


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