I'm not perfect. I'll never be good enough for you. I still don't understand why you still love me.


2. Chapter 2


Harry's P.O.V.

Ew. Man whore. Harry should just go die. He's disgusting. #LouWillNeverLoveYouStyles.

Such a faggot. Go burn in hell. #LouWillNeverLoveYouStlyes.

I thought I was a slut! Ha! Not anymore. Kill yourself. Nobody would miss you. #GoDie.

You're pathetic. No wonder Louis left you. Go Jump off a cliff. Everyone would be happier without you in their lives. #EllsBetterThanHarry.

Silent tears stream down my face as I read the latest tweets. I throw my phone across the bathroom. I pull my hair to the point where the soothing pain is almost unbearable. I lift my head as my eyes fall upon a piece of glistening metal. I reach across the floor and hold the paper thin sheet of metal between my fingertips.

A razor blade. One of the many things that would ease my suffering with exquisite pain. I shakily hold out my left wrist as I press the blade to my skin. The pain is beautiful. Oh how it hurts as I cut a long thin slit acrossy wrist.

I watch my blood pool and from a tiny stream as it falls off my wrist. My blood mingles with my tears as they both drip onto the cool white tile floor. A soft broken sob escapes my lips as I stand up. I leave the bathroom with my still bleeding wrist and walk into my bedroom.

I sit on my bed and stare at the ceiling through my tears. I stand on my bed, a handful of glow in the dark stars. I continue with what I started yesterday. I stick the remainder of the stars on the small patch of ceiling I have left to cover. Once I finish I collapse onto bed bed and start to cry.

My eyes sting and my tears run dry. I sit and rub my stinging eyes. I get a piece of paper out of my drawer and begin to write a letter. My suicide note.

Dear Louis. 

First of all I want to say that I love you. I love you with all my heart. I'm so so sorry for disappointing you. I tried so hard to make you happy but obviously I failed. Louis please know that I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted to spend more time with you. Please don't think that this is your fault. Please don't feel guilty. I just couldn't take it anymore. I put glow in the dark stars all around my room to remind me of the brightness your beautiful eyes hold. A glow in the dark stat for each I love you. A star for each time we cuddled. And a star for each time I think about you. I love you so much Louis and I'll forever be watching over you. I'll be waiting. I love you forever and always.

Harry. xx

I take the bottle of bleach from my bedside table and put it to my lips. Goodbye world. Goodbye Louis...

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