Never be the same again

Niall is straight, straight as he'll ever be, but will harry put up with the pain of knowing niall will never love him.


4. How will I tell him?

Chapter 4: How will I tell him?


Harry's P.O.V

I felt a shiver down my spine as a lust of wind came brushing past me. The gravestone inscription read...

'Loving Mother And Wife

Will Always Be In Our Hearts 

1968 - 2013'

I could feel the soft touch of my Dad's hand touching my shoulder, he told me it was ok. I didn't know what to feel at the moment. But there is one thing that was on my mind, and that was Niall, he makes my heart race faster than anything I've ever experienced. I am ashamed of myself for ever thinking that he would like me back because he has always been straight, but with the past thing that happened, it made me think otherwise. I hope he does like me because if he doesn't I will never be able to live with myself. 

My Dad told me that we should stay after the funeral so that we can say our own things to Mum, I agreed. After everybody left I laid tulips on my mothers grave, Mum likes tulips. My Dad asked if I wanted to go back to my apartment or to go home with him, I chose to go back to the apartment. Although I know that I will have to see Niall, I need to lay in my own bed.

Niall's P.O.V

"Harry?! Is that you?..."


"I need to talk to you..."

I felt a slight pain come into my stomach, I was going to tell Harry that I like him, but I couldn't so I made up something quickly.

"How did the funeral go?"

He paused for a moment and looked at me in shock.

"What the hell Niall? What did you expect me to say? That it was good?!"

I thought over in my head what I had just said, I knew it didn't sound right, and now I've made a fool of myself because Harry stomped into his room.

I walked over to his room and up to his door, he shouted at me to go away but I walked in anyway. I came in and saw him lying down on his bed. I got in the bed with him and started to hug him. I knew that this was risky but I upset Harry and needed to cheer him up. He smirked at me, I couldn't describe how amazing this felt, him being in my arms, holding him tight. I hope that Harry will see that I like him, but there was just one more thing I needed to do, and that was to tell him I like him and ask him out on a date. 

Harry's P.O.V

"Niall... Why are you hugging me when you're straight?" 

I looked at him with confused kind eyes wondering what he would actually say.

"Because Harry, I.. I... I like you. And I've only just noticed it recently but I know now that I think you're an amazing person"

I couldn't breath with the amount of excitement I had, I hugged him tight almost suffocating him.

"So does this mean we're together now Niall?"

"I guess it does..."

I felt Niall getting closer to me, his breath smelt of chocolate and his nose was now touching mine. Our lips met and we kissed, he now means everything to me, he is mine and I am his.

Niall's P.O.V

At the start of the year I thought I was straight and that I didn't particularly like Harry getting close to me but now he has shown me that love is blind and that there is only one person for another, I now know that I will never be the same again.


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