Moonlight Sonata (Moonlight Series): Book 1

If you lose someone who was the only person who mattered, you're done. But, what if someone you find just by a dream, changed the emotion. How do you think Claire handled her thought of her killing her own mother? How can you react to that? Losing the only the only one who you thought would care for you. Claire finds her other half, Blake, making her heal through her pain of loss.


25. Fear of loose


     There are so many things that I fear at this moment. The loose of Blake. Just being without him breaks my heart in two. I can't live without him. 

   I cry into his shoulder as he strokes the back of my head and whispers,"Clam down Baby..It will never happen. I love you to much to hurt you like that. .." i nod my head and sit up. He pulls me to his lap slowly and turns me to face him. I wrap my arms around his neck and start to kiss him passionately. He puts his hand behind my head and deepens the kiss. I never meant for that to happen Claire..please understand, He says in a very pained thought. Don't worry about it Blake..I can see everything you went through earlier...I no what you really felt...We continued to kiss him into the late night. All has been forgiven...

   The next day....

      I awoke and Blake stroked my back with his strong hands. "Is there anything you feel up to doing today my love?" He asked in his most soothing voice. "I don't care what we do..I just want to spend the day with you..without any worry..without any fear.Just a normal day with watch movies..or just hang out and normal.." He shook his head in agreement and said,"Yeah. I know Baby..we need a day to relax for a change.." "Then its final..we will spend they day together and just relax...we will stay and watch movies since I have two broken limbs."I smiled and he went and put a movie in.  He selected the movie 'The Hunger Games' ...which I thought was really good. It had the right amount of action,right amount of romance, and was based on a Distopian civilization. I layed my head on his shoulder as he asked,"So..what is it you like about this movie?"I think about it for a short second and say,"The love..I like the romance..that out of everything a person can go through...they can still find love..."I twiddled my thumbs and he says in a soft tone,"Do you have any regrets about having a relationship with me?" "No!Blake...why would you even ask that?I love you!" I start to tear up and he calms me down."I didn't mean it like that Claire.."He whips away the tears I had shed and says,"There is so much more that I can't even explain that I want to do with you...You mean the world to me...and if a situation calls for it...we would have to make a decision if we are to stay together or not...but it pains me to think that there ever might be a possibility...."He layed his head against mine as I shook my head. "Do you ever think that it would come down to it?" 

   He looked physically pained to even think about the answer to my question."There is always a possibility before the bonding..that's just how things work.."I tear up again and nod my head in agreement. He pulls up my head and says,"I won't leave you unless someone drags me away from you...its not possible for that to happen.." He rubs my arm and gently kisses me on my lips. As I kiss him back I tear up once more and start to cry. He pulls away and I whip my eyes with my sleeve. "Whats going on now?"He ask in a soft gentle voice."I can't imagine living without you Blake.. it physically pains me. thinking about that possibility just makes me ill..."I lean down and lay my head on his shoulder and he caresses me against his body. "I hate seeing you cry Claire..and I hate being the one to cause you pain.."I look at him confused."You never cause me pain...its situations and predicaments that cause me pain..I love you and the only pain you can cause me is by leaving me..."

  He picks me up and lays me down on the bed and kisses me. I feel complete around Blake. He makes me feel so alive and refreshed...and he takes away any pain that I might have. I love my warrior of peace. He always wants me to have peace and be comfortable. He makes me feel as secure as I ever will be about my life. He is my only stability I have. He is my rock. Constant. MY Blake.

     "I love you Blake." 

    "I love you too Claire."

    He kisses me all night. When I finally fell asleep I was comforted and peaceful with him around to protect me. I love this man. MY Blake.

   I dreamed that night about Lylian and how she tries to kill me with her bare hands. I wake up in a cold sweat. As I feel as cool hand on my head I hear a soft whisper,"Shh..everything will be ok...I'm here to protect you..don't worry about what was in your dream...take a deep breath..." I breathed in very deeply and my body relaxed from the tension I didn't even realized I had. I layed down in a pair of arms that protected me from any fear I might have. I smiled a real smile that I haven't done in months it seemed like. 

  I fell into an abyss of deep sleep that threatened to never let me return. I dreamed of nothing in this abyss and just rested. I heard a soft,"I love you Claire..just rest and wake up when you are ready.."

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