My gaurdian angel

I run into a empty class room and pull out my scissors, bringing them to my wrists
I watch as the crimson red blood pours out of my arm, cut after cut until there are 5 cuts, I grab the bandages out of my bag and cover my cuts then pull down my sleeves.......


16. Never Again

Louis' Pov


I wake up and look around for Hannah but she is no where to be found.

I see the car that we leave up here is gone, shit.

I run up to Niall's room and shake him "Niall!"

"What?' He grumbles rolling over

"Hannah's gone"

"What!" He sits up quickly

I look at his arm and see the word Worthless carved into it "What is that?"

"The reason she fucking left' He quickly sits up and puts a shirt on

"What are you talking about?"

"Last night, she saw it and broke down and kept saying how everything that has gone wrong is her fault.. I bet she left because she thinks we would be happier without her"

"Where would she go?"

"I don't know... she wouldn't want to just go somewhere to stay..."
"You don't think that she would..."

"God I hope not" He sits down on the bed and runs his hand through his hair, we sit there for a good 10 minutes before he shoots up "I know where she is!!" He rushes downstairs grabbing the keys, me quickly behind him

"You can't drive!!" I take the keys "Just tell me where the fuck I am going" I sit down in the drivers seat as he hops into the passenger side

"Drive to the park" I quickly drive as fast as I can without getting pulled over to the park

When we get there we see the car

"Come with me" He says as we hop out. I follow him behind a bunch of bushes and trees to a place with a bridge over a lake... And her on the edge of the bridge, tying some sort of weight to her feet

I stand there and watch her as she jumps in

"No!!!" I quickly run over and jump in after her


Hannah's Pov


I grab some exercise weights and tie them to my feet

I hear some rustling of the bushes but don't stop

"Goodbye world"

I jump in and fall to the bottom

I move around as I loose my breath

I hear some one yell something but I I stop thinking about it when I see her... My mom

'Darling, what are you doing?'


'This isn't the way out, you have people who love you.... I know you are hurt that I left.. but I am always watching over you... Sweetheart I love you... please don't do this'

"But mom, it's too late it's already done.. "

'Not necessarily, I love you sweetheart, always remember that..'

And with that she was gone "Mom?" I scream but my lounge fill with water. The last thing is see is a boy swimming towards me and untying the weights before everything goes dark


Louis' Pov


I jump in and quickly untie the weights. I grab her waist and pull her up

I get to the surface and take the air into my lounges. I swim to the grass and Niall pulls her out as I hop out

"Hannah!!" Niall screams "Hannah... Wake up... please"

"Niall... Mate..." I say softly after feeling that she has no pulse

"No!! She can't be dead" he cries "She promised me"


"No!!" he starts to do CPR

"Niall... it's no use..."

"Stop it!! Don't you want her to live!!! Don't you love her!?!?!"

"Of course I do but-"

"Then you should be doing anything to help her live!!!" he continues doing CPR, blowing air into her lounges "Hannah... Please... you promised me"

"Niall... just stop!!!" I say pulling him away

"No!! Hannah!! You promised me!!!! You promised Mom that you would take care of me... that you would always be there for me!!! You can't break that promise!!!! You can't!!!" he says crying

"Niall, I'm sorry...."


Hannah's Pov


I wake up on what looks like a cloud

I look up and see mom and Teddy "Oh my god" I run over and hug them

"Hannah, sweetie what did I tell you? You weren't supposed to do it" my mom says into my ear

"B-but now I am here with you, now we can be happy" I cry looking at her

"Hannah, not everyone is happy that you are gone"

"What are you talking about? I only brought trouble..."

"Come on sis... we'll show you" Teddy takes my hand and pulls me to a door

She opens it and I step through seeing Louis holding Niall and they are crying "Why are they crying?" I look and see my body

"How could you do this Hannah..? You promised me.... you Superpinky promised..."

"You can't just break one of those it's against all humanity" I say softly as he says it


"I broke my promise....  I hurt the people I love..."

"Hannah... I don't know why you would want to do it... Niall loves you... my mom loves you, my sister loves you..... I love you...." Louis says softly "And I thought you loved me too...."

"I do.." I say quickly

"Darling, you see people do care about you... None of that stuff that happened was your fault... that was God putting obstacles in your way...."

"But it's too late now... I already did it..." I look at my mom

"Not necessarily" She says as her and Teddy disappear

"Mom! Teddy!" I say looking for them

I look over at Louis and Niall

'Not Necessarily"

I walk over to Louis and put my hand on his shoulder

He jumps and shivers


Louis' Pov


I feel a chill go through my body, almost as if Hannah just touched me

I turn and look but I see nothing 'Louis'

 I hear a faint voice say

"What?' I turn around

'Louis... Don't give up.... Don't just let me die... Please I need your help, I made a huge mistake.... I need you to not let me die'

I hear Hannah's voice.. I am going crazy

'Please Louis...'

It sounds like she is crying... real or not, I don't like it when she cries


I let go of Niall and crawl over to Hannah's body

"Louis what are you doing?"

"I have no idea" I shake my head

I look down at her body and pull her into my lap

'Louis, kiss me...'

I shake my head, should I? No, it's crazy

'Louis I don't have much time, please'

 I lick my lips taking in a deep breath

I put my hand on the back of her neck and lift her head a bit "I have absolutely no idea" I whisper and bring my lips to hers

I pull away and look down at her

She takes a deep breath and starts to cough up water

"Hannah!!" I shout

"Louis" she breaths and hugs me tightly

"One question..." Niall asks

"What?' she looks at him hugging him


"Let's go home first" she stands up and I stand with her

I grab her hand and pull her close "Don't you ever do that to me again, I think 3 times of scaring the living shit out of me, thinking you're gone is enough' I kiss her deeply, not letting go for anything

I put my hands on her waist and pull her closer

She pulls away "Never again"

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