Heart Breaker

Hi my name is Rebecca Carrol! I live in Mullingar in Ireland.
My best friend live here to Niall Horan.
We met when we were like new born and now we are 13! We dose not go in the same school because Niall's school is an all boy school so......
Now we have a Co-Author and it's Tiger99 :)


6. Moving on

Moving on


It's been almost 2 years now. Niall Horan, that sweet and loving boy who happened to be my best friend and my ex-boyfriend. Yes you read it write, EX-boyfriend. Niall has changed so much. About a month after he 'supposedly' loved me, he cheated on me. He started to date loads of celebrities like Demi Lovato and stuff. It's like he just forgot about me. Where was the sweet little Nialler that I used to know. Now, he's just some player. I really did love him and it broke my heart to see him holding hands and kissing Demi Lovato. 

Your probably wondering how he ended up dating a big star like her. Yeah, let me put you out of your confusion. 

Ever since bootcamp, things have kind of really hit off for Niall. He got put into a band with 4 other members (Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik and Liam Payne). Their band is called One Direction. They've become really famous. I see them everywhere, them meaning including Niall. I see them on E!, magazines, billboards and loads of other random places!

During the first week of bootcamp, Niall and I texted and called and skyped each other every night. But then we started to get busy with our own things. I guess he got bored of me and decided to break-up with me and date some more.......how should I say it...........fruity women?

I've always kept loyal to my promise but he obviously hasn't. At least I didn't have it in me to cheat on my boyfriend behind his back unlike he did.

I'm now 18. Niall's around 19 now. Not that he remembers me anyway.

I'm not going to wait around for him though. I need to move on. He can't expect me to be always waiting for him, because I've got my own life to carry on with.

Now, I've moved from Ireland to London. I hated that! Don't get me wrong or anything, I love London, it's just that I grew up in Ireland and I love that place. I always have and always will. I had to move for a lot of reasons.

1) I needed a new job and London offered more jobs that Ireland

2)My mum kicked me out because I needed to be 'independent'

Pfftt! Yeah right! more like she wanted more 'alone time' with my dad! Ewww! It's so gross now that I think about it! *gag*

Anywaaaayyyy, getting back to the point..........

I am currently living in my flat by myself. I know what you're probably thinking, LONER! It's just that I don't know anyone here. I mean, I've literally JUST moved here about  month ago!

Ever since Niall left me, I have taken a liking to singing. I took classes, I'm not that bad I suppose but nowhere near as good as Niall. 

I have finished all my classes for my singing. According to my singing teacher I'm 'perfect'. Yeah right! I'm now currently working as a singing teacher. It's pay is quite good so I'm quite stable and am not depending on anyone for money.

In my spare time, I make my own songs. not to get them published or anything. It's just something I like to do. I've made one about Niall and I. It's called Red. It's one of my favourite songs. It fits my situation perfectly.  

This is it:

  [Verse 1:]
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all along
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

[Verse 2:]
Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all along
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all along
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah

His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street


I was playing this song today on my guitar. Once I finished it, I just put it down and started to cry........... WHy did Niall have to break my heart like this? After I managed to calm myself down, I decided to move on. There's not point in looking at the past.


Hey guys, I'm now co-authoring this with the original write -     Julia_One_


If you haven't already fanned her, do it. She's awesome!

As you probably know, I just copied and pasted the lyrics of red by taylor swift. 

Are you guys swifties as well? I am :)


hope you like the chapter!




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