Heart Breaker

Hi my name is Rebecca Carrol! I live in Mullingar in Ireland.
My best friend live here to Niall Horan.
We met when we were like new born and now we are 13! We dose not go in the same school because Niall's school is an all boy school so......
Now we have a Co-Author and it's Tiger99 :)


31. Letters



I picked up the letter in my hand. It read:

Dear Lou,

I'm just going to come out and say this. I left. As in like left the country. I want to start a new life. I want to move on. It's not you. It's just me. I hate doing this to you but I have to. The least I can do is tell you the reason as to why I left.

Yesterday, you know when we made up and Niall randomly stormed off in anger? You probably do. I mean it was only yesterday? Anyway when i told you to sit on the couch, I went upstairs to check on Niall. He was crying, a lot. His eyes were red and puffy. I asked him what was wrong but then he started to shout in anger to me. I had no idea what was going on. I guess I got a little angry as well because he never acts like this. You probably know, him being your best mate. 

When I asked him why he was acting like this, he blurted out something which ruined our friendship. He said that he loved me. Not as a best friend. Much much more. I guess, I kinda got caught off guard because I've only ever seen him as a best friend. True, we had a fling when were 16 but I assumed we were over it and moved on. But he didn't. He always loved me and still does. I really don't blame him. 

Me leaving him is no one's fault, especially not Niall's so don't go blaming this on him. It's just how things where meant to work. I can't be with you, Lou. Just with the fact that I know it's killing Niall every time I'm with you is just too much to bare. So I left. I'm really sorry, Louis.

But I want you to move on. You're a great guy Louis. You don't deserve ending your whole love life because of me. I didn't deserve you anyway. So please feel free to date anyone. 

Love Becca xx

Tears dropped on the letter. No, Becca. I didn't deserve YOU. I still love you. 

I went back to her mum's house to check if she was there. No. She's not. I went back to Niall's house.

My anger rose when i read what Niall did to her. I grabbed Niall's letter and mine and stormed over to his room. I barged in to find Niall asleep. 

"NIALL! GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP!" I shouted at him.

"Whaaaat?" Niall said getting up.

"Why did you do that to Becca!? Why did you tell her that you love her? What did you expect? That she'll break up with me just for you? Well you thought wrong buddy! Now, cos of your smart act, she left. She's gone Niall. She wants to start a new life. This is ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!" I spat in his face.



Sh-She left? No, she couldn't have. She's probably just at her mothers or something or back at England at her home at the most. She couldn't leave me. 

"Niall, I checked she's really gone. She's not at her mum's house." Louis said still angry.

"She left you a letter" He said giving me a piece of paper and then left closing the door. I slid on to the floor. Why Niall? Louis' right. What did I expect? She obviously didn't love me as I do to her. 

I opened the letter with my shaky hands. It read:

Dear Nialler,

I'm not really good with letters. But I bet you've already found out that I have left. Don't bother checking my mum's house and my house in London. I've left to go to another country. It really breaks my heart leaving but you have to understand that I have to Niall. It's for your and my good. I couldn't date Louis, knowing the fact that you still love me. I just couldn't bare it. But as I said before Niall, I only thought of us as best friends. I guess when you said that it kinda put me off guard. I just went straight out and told you. I didn't want to lead you on. 

Niall but most importantly, don't put the blame on yourself. I bet Louis' read his letter and already put the blame on you despite me telling him not to. I know how he is. But don't listen to him. He's just upset that I left him. Don't take his words to heart. You're still his best mate. Me leaving was defiantly not your fault. Or Louis'. It was just meant to happen. I'm glad you told me about your feelings towards me before things got out of hand. You can't control your feelings towards someone......right?

So I guess this is it? I want you to move on. You're a sweet guy Niall but I don't deserve you. You need to move on with a girl that loves you back, who's prettier, cleverer and better than me.

Love Becca xoxoxx

I burst out in tears. I know I shouldn't be blaming myself but I can't help it. And I don' want to be with anyone expect Becca. She stole my heart. No one can match up to Becca. Not even close. I need to find Becca. But that's gonna be impossible. She could be anywhere..........



Last chapter!!!!!!!!

I was going to publish this tomorrow but I did it today because I had Julia_One_ on the edge of her seat as well so I was like....might as well do it today.

We're gonna miss writing this so much :(

The sequel is going to come out in August so yeah, look out for it. I'll write post another chapter on this telling you about it and stuff so yh........

Thanks for all the people who read this, liked it and favourited it. 

We love you so  much :)


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