I Always Will Remember (A Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction) *COMPLETE*

Alice and Irene, two Italian university students, finally manage to have One Direction tickets for their Stadium tour! The band is having one Italian date in the same town where the girls attend university: what happens when they accidentally meet two of the boys around?
See what happens that changes their lives forever!

____ **Some swear words and mature content here and there**____


24. Chapter Twenty-three

My heartbeat was slowly decreasing its speed while I was quietly laying there with my eyes closed, perceiving the beautiful sensation of Louis' body on me, his wet hair against my cheek.

It took me a while to realise that he was breathing heavier than I was, so I imagined he might be asleep for real, and I smiled picturing his cute face in my head.

A lot of thoughts could have been in my mind in that moment: something unbelievable had just happened, something I would have never predicted that could possibly happen to me, not even in a million years, but well... All I could think about was that... I loved him.

I unconsciously gasped when those three words formed inside my mind but I didn't know how to call it elseways.

How can you think of that? C'mon it's so stupid! And plus...

I loved Louis. I 'loved' Louis as a fan loves her favourite singer, but now I loved Louis for who he was, for the person I knew. The time we spent together confirmed my ideas of him but also showed me something more, and the way we perfectly understood each other represented a strong sign of what our relationship could be: something that definitely doesn't happen all the time.

Should I tell him about it? Was it a good idea?

He wasn't the type of guy that would have mocked me about it, I wasn't afraid of that, but a part of me was sure that he probably wouldn't take me seriously.

We were coming from completely different worlds, after all, and our destinies probably met more than they should have.
Not mentioning he was leaving that night.

This last consideration stabbed my heart, but I knew it from the start, and now it was too late for complaints and regrets.

You'll just love him the way you did till now. 'Love' doesn't mean to 'possess someone', Alice.

Would have I been able to stand it?




Louis grunted like a little bear and slowly turned his head, scratching his neck, then moving on me carefully:

“Hi babe I... I think I fell asleep...”

“Yes you did” I smiled to that perfect human being “How do you feel now?” I asked, caressing the back of his head.

“Actually... Pretty good, now that I gathered my strength again” he smiled and went to support himself on his forearm, so that he could look into my eyes.

“Don't even think of leaving” I whispered, faking anger in my voice “I need cuddles now”

“I'm not going anywhere” he looked at me cheekily, then added “I just wanted to say that... I never expected this to happen”. He looked away from me, while I was waiting for his words, observing the expression that was forming on his face.

“Despite what everyone could think, I tend not to be much trustful with people... I mean, I want them to give me reasons why I should trust them, otherwise I just show them the superficial part of me” he stopped but I nodded, encouraging him to go on.

“With you... I kinda felt that... I could rely on you. I instantly knew that you were sincere and liked me for me, not for popularity reasons, for example...”

My heart almost exploded when I heard it: I was so glad that he was able to see that! It already was an enormous achievement for me, because it was probably the aspect between us I mainly cared about. I didn't say a word but smiled at him, not wanting to interrupt his speech.

“All I want to say is that... I don't open up to everyone this much, like...” he seemed to blush a little, but soon regained his sassiness “...You saw my fun stick!” he laughed and looked down to indicate his private parts.

“Your WHAT?” I yelled and burst out laughing as soon as I realised what he was talking about.

“You're shameless!” I finally managed to say.

“But why? It' true! Did you see it or not? Want me to show it again..?” he giggled, amusing himself so much with those sex-related jokes.

“Louiiiiiis stop!” I complained, grabbing him from the shoulders because he was already starting to get up.

“Ok babe, just joking.... Of course it wasn't about this. Well, it's partly about this too, I must be honest, but... It hardly comes so natural to me. That's all” he shrugged his shoulders.

“What do you mean...?” I cautiously asked, hoping I would not cause him to close himself to me.

“I don't know how to express it differently, but.... It's just that I don't think about things too much when I'm with you, unlike it happens to me when it comes to girls, you know... I feel like I can show you pretty much everything about me and you would not freak out” he smiled.

“Oh ok... that's definitely a compliment for me, Louis, so... Thank you” I stared at him with the happiest face I could possibly wear. He caressed my cheek and placed a sweet kiss on my lips, so I hugged him and pulled him down on me again, holding him with all my strength, my thin arms around his muscular chest. I felt like I would have died if I'd let him go even for a millisecond.

He sank his face against my neck, his arms surrounding my head.

“I'll miss you. I'll miss you so much Louis!” I suddenly mumbled, controlling my cracking voice and regretting it the very moment I pronounced those words, my eyers starting to burn.

I swallowed and breathed heavily 'cause crying was the last thing I wanted to do.

“Hey Alice... Don't think about that now” he whispered in my ear, his hand running on my cheek.

“We're still together now, and we knew it was going to be like that”

I nodded but that wasn't making me feel any better. I felt bad and stupid at the same time.

“I know Louis, you're right. At least... I'll have memories of how amazing you are” I said, gazing at him, his eyes already calming me down. He smiled, but then put on a serious frown, and I knew he was going to say something he firmly meant to say:

“I will always remember you, Alice”

“I hope you will” I said, not wanting to believe it.

“Of course I will!” He seemed offended by the fact I wasn't taking his affirmations seriously.

“No matter how many girls I'll meet in my future, I definitely will. We shared something important, and I'll carry it with me as long as I live” he said.

I knew he was being sincere about it, but the thought of being reminded by Louis Tomlinson needed some time to be fully realised.

“You couldn't have said anything better than this, Louis, you know that?” I smiled and hugged him again, feeling waves of love and happiness wrapping him along with my arms.

“We would have been a perfect couple” I giggled, and he chuckled too.

“I was almost crying my heart out, but now I feel completely fine, all thanks to you”

“I know I know... I'm the perfect boyfriend” he proudly said with a satisfied look on his face, and I jokingly hit his arm in reproach. He laughed and placed his hand on my jaw, and I couldn't resist him anymore, so I got up a little and softly kissed him, wanting that contact to last forever.

He pushed me back down and we sweetly kissed again, while his fingers through my hair were relaxing my body pleasantly. He then laid down next to me and pulled me close, so that we could look at each other, and lovingly caressed my face before trapping me into his arms. I let out a deep breath and nested against him, finally feeling at peace with the whole world around me, and especially with myself and with all the emotions agitating inside of me.

We stayed like that for a while, our hearts beating at the same pace, and Louis kissed my head from time to time, his sweet side still surprising me, and filling my body with warmth.


I suddenly felt my eyelids falling down, so I thought it was better to get up: we didn't even now how much time we spent there on our own, while the others could now be on the other side of the world.

“Louis...? What if we go back there?”

“Yeah I was thinking the same.. They will make enough suppositions out of this” he lowly laughed, and got up, helping me to do the same after picking up the towel.

We headed for the thicket hand in hand, and my heart was lighter than a feather, even thought it was full of Louis.





* Author's Note *

I'm terrible, I know it. I'm so sorry it took me this long! :(
To be honest, I wasn't completely happy with the last chapter, and I found it really hard to get back to the story.
This will never happen again, and I will tell you when this is going to end, so don't worry till then... I think there are going to be 5 more chapters, but... who knows for sure! :D
Thanks for being so patient, I don't deserve you :'( Don't be afraid to give me any kind of feedback, It's always helpful, and feel free to insult me if I'll do it again, ok? (:
Love you all :*

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