I Always Will Remember (A Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction) *COMPLETE*

Alice and Irene, two Italian university students, finally manage to have One Direction tickets for their Stadium tour! The band is having one Italian date in the same town where the girls attend university: what happens when they accidentally meet two of the boys around?
See what happens that changes their lives forever!

____ **Some swear words and mature content here and there**____


29. Chapter Twenty-eight

“I'm sorry to wake you up babe, but... We're a little late” Louis whispered before kissing me softly on the cheek, and with my eyes closed I could smell his wonderful cologne.

“How come you're already up?”

“Well... Liam just knocked at our door because... I didn't hear any alarm clock! I was deeply asleep... We didn't rest that much tonight...” he replied, and I knew he was smiling from the tone in his voice. I chuckled and remembered the touch of his hands on me the night before, the way he made me feel desired and loved every minute of it, and I opened my eyes to look at him. I caught my breath when I saw what he was doing.

He was packing.

He was gathering his clothes and shoes trying to stick them all into the two trolleys he had with him, and barely looked at me, all busy in his hard work.

I immediately felt like I needed to go away from that room, to avoid that scene, so I got up and started to pull the blanket away but realised I just had my panties on: my clothes were on the floor, so I covered my chest with the sheets and looked at Louis, hoping he hadn't notice it. Of course he was looking at me, and threw me his 'The Who' t-shirt with a smirk all over his face.

I put it on without even thanking him and quickly headed to the bathroom, trying not to draw his attention on me because I just wanted to collect my thoughts on my own, and put on the best fake face I could. I closed the door behind me and stared at my reflection at the mirror.

Here we are.

Louis was in the other room, getting ready to leave, to move on, and I was there, barely able to think rationally. All I had were feelings: I was too shocked to feel sad, to feel any defined emotion, really, but one feeling that dominated the others was anger.

I was mad at myself! I hated myself for letting the whole thing get this far. I kept repeating me I was fine with it, and that I could live for the moment, but now reality was like a tsunami, violently carrying away all my strength and hope. I loved Louis before, and I loved him now for real: two days were enough to prove he was the one I wanted to be with.

It's time to be realistic, Alice. This is not a fairytale: he's leaving and you knew he would do it from the beginning. Stop being a little girl!

Those words didn't help me at all, it was like having someone reproaching me, and I felt on the edge of tears; my attempts of not letting Louis notice anything miserably failed because I suddenly heard a soft knock on the bathroom door:

“Hey babe... Are you ok?”

I turned around and slowly opened it, not wanting to act like a drama queen, and met Louis' concerned look just behind it.

“I'm... I'm ok. Just... needed to think a little”

He scanned my expression and stood there a while, thinking about something to say, but I knew it wasn't easy for him as well. He invited me to sit on the bed and we looked at each other for a while, as if we were communicating just by doing that; there was sadness in his eyes, I was able to tell it for sure now, and something similar to regret and guilt, and I couldn't help but to wonder what was going through his mind.

“We both knew this day would have come. But we did it anyway. It's time to face the consequences”

I looked down and nodded.

“I'm not able to accept what I just said myself... they're empty words to me right now. I... I don't know if we did the right thing” he went on.

I lifted my head up and stared at him:

“What the hell do you mean by that?” I asked, starting to feel anxiety and anger build up inside of me.

“I mean... I enjoyed every second with you, Alice, but... the amount of time I'll need to get over this scares me a lot” he admitted.

“You'll find someone else within this day. Someone that loves you even more than I do, maybe, so... Don't act like you're sorry” I harshly replied, regretting everything I had just let out of my mouth the moment I saw Louis' face change and get incredibly sorrowful because of my words.

“Do you think I'm a liar?” he asked, his voice sounding cold as ice. I wasn't brave enough to look him in the eyes again, feeling like a truck had just run over me – well, actually I felt like I wanted to be run over by a truck.

Since I was silent, he went on:

“Don't suppose I don't have feelings because I'm Louis Tomlinson from One Direction, ok? That's stupid and disrespectful. All that I said to you, all that we've done together... I truly meant it. All of it. Being who I am doesn't make me immune to regrets, or heartbreaks, or emotions in general. Being me sucks, sometimes: especially when I would like to spend much more time with someone, but I can't”

I felt tears starting to form into my eyes, and I desperately wanted him not to see it, but at the same time I didn't want to hide anything to him:

“I'm sorry L-Louis....” I stuttered “I didn't mean it! I.. I know you're wonderful, it's just that... It's hard to believe you feel the same for me”

“I know, I know, don't worry” he hugged me and I let everything out, my tears started to fall and I held him with all the strength I was able to.

“Don't cry or I'll do it too, please!” he tried to cheer me up, wiping the tears away with his warm fingers, looking at me as if I was a little child who just fell from her bicycle.

“Alice, you... You and I... We would have been perfect together. Like... seriously. I don't find many people that understand me so easily and naturally like you did. You...” he stopped, and I feared he might cry too, and I wasn't prepared for that! Luckily he just sighed and went on:

“You will always be on my mind. I could not forget you. I cannot forget these days! Our chats, and laughs. Two days seemed to be a lifetime, and this makes everything more difficult, but... We will both feel better with time, just be sure of that”

“I know Louis, I know time heals tons of things.. It's just really hard right now, that's all” I attempted to smile, already feeling some relief after that intense crying “One day I'll look back at this and I'll laugh remembering everything” I concluded.

“I could have met plenty of girls but... It happened to be you” he smiled, making my heart warm “and I couldn't be more happy than this, even though... I... I wish we would have met in some other circumstances”

“Me too, Louis”

“LOUIS C'MON WE'RE LEAVING IN FIVE MINUTES!” Liam shouted from outside the room, clearly being a little furious.

“Fuck I almost forgot!” he yelled, then looked at me “I... I want you to call me if you don't feel fine, ok? Call Harry and he'll get to me”

“Don't worry... This is not the first time I need to recover from something like this... and it won't be the last one for sure” I shrugged my shoulders, trying to sound confident.

He went to grab his things, while I quickly put on my pants and took my bag, and we both ran to the elevator:

“I bet Harry and Niall are trying to convince the driver to leave without me!”

As we stepped in the reception, everyone was already there: the boys with their baggage, and everyone from the staff with theirs as well. I spotted Irene and Zayn talking aside, but they soon stopped when they all saw Louis.

“I tried to convince the bus driver to leave you here...” Niall giggled.

“What did I tell you?” Louis whispered to me, and I couldn't help but laugh.

“Time to say goodbye to the brunette here!” Harry exclaimed, getting close to me and hugging me tight, almost suffocating me with his warm hug.

“Bye Harry... Please don't ever change, and forever be this cute” I said to him smiling, and turned to Liam, who was next:

“Thanks for everything, Alice.. we had an amazing time” he hugged me as well, and I felt the kindness in his hold, so I quickly kissed him on the cheek when he stepped back.

“Come here you girl!” Niall shouted and grabbed me, lifting me up in a bear hug.

“Niall stop eating that much! You're getting too many muscles here” I laughed, and hit his arm in reproach when he put me back down.

Zayn approached and we shared a shy hug, but I managed to whisper:

“Call Irene, from time to time... ok?”

He smiled and nodded, turning to my friend so that they could say goodbye to each other properly.

Louis was standing behind me, waiting for me, and I tried hard not to let my emotions overtake me again; he got closer and wrapped his strong arms around me, relieving for a moment the grief I was feeling that was almost preventing me from breathing normally.

“Remember what I said to you”

“I will, Louis... I will”

We rested in each others' arms for what seemed a minute, but then someone called his name and we had to end it.

“I know I'm super hot and cool, but... don't cry for me ok?” Louis joked, smirking at me.

“You're the one who'll miss me the most, you idiot” I smiled, even if my heart was sinking at a scaring speed.

“Goodbye Alice”

“Goodb-” I couldn't even end the word, and I just kept waving my hand while the boys were all getting on the bus, looking excited for the new adventure that was waiting for them in another town.

Louis placed himself next to a window, allowing me to see him, and our eyes did not disconnect till I couldn't see him anymore, the bus already gaining speed and taking him away from me.

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