Don't Let Me Go

Raelynn has to move halfway across the world for her fathers job, San Diego is all she's ever known. Will meeting a special someone turn a bad situation around?


9. Frustration.

We arrived at the TV studio around 10:50 just in time for Harry to follow the other boys to hair and make up. I followed behind the 5 of them and sat in the empty chair away from the the make up stands. I sat down and logged onto my Instagram. After a few minutes a girl came up and sat next to me. I looked over at her and she had her tongue and lip pierced with a few tattoos. I assumed she was Niall's new girlfriend since he was now covered in tattoos and had his lip and eyebrow pierced. I thought I should break the silence so I said "Hey, I'm Raelynn" she looked over at me and said "I'm Mackenzie, Niall invited me here, I'm guessing you're here with Harry?" "Yeah, he invited me too, but that's cool" she nodded her head and went back to scrolling through tumblr. If you took away the tattoos and piercings she was pretty. She had long blonde hair dipped in blue, with hazel eyes. She was wearing a pair of dark skinny jeans and a New York City tank top. I turned my attention back to the boys who were now getting their hair done. I looked at the time 10:56 the boys were getting ready to go out after the host of the show announced them. "I've never seen you here, did you just move here?" I looked back over at Mackenzie and told her how I just moved here a few days ago. She seemed uninterested so I stopped after I told her that. The boys were done with everything now so I walked over to Harry and wished him and the others luck. Me and Mackenzie walked backstage and watched the host announce them. The first few notes of Best Song Ever sounded and the boys went out. I watched them perform and then they sat down on the couch next to the host. I felt my phone vibrating in my back pocket so I stepped a little farther back and answered it. I put the phone up to my ear and heard the screaming of Brent and Torrie in background with my mother straining to try and get them to be quiet so she could talk. After a few more minutes of bickering I began to get impatient because I really wanted to watch the interview. She finally told me I needed to come home and watch the kids. As soon as I could. My father already started his job and my mother started today in 30 minutes now. I felt the anger beginning to bubble up inside me. Its always me. I'm always the one who has to watch them. It's always me that has to tell my friends "oh sorry I have to watch my brother and sister". Well that's not happening today. "Sorry Mom, hire a babysitter, I'm done spending my teenage life on them." She let out a too dramatic gasp and I hung up. Yeah sure it was bitch move and I'd probably get into trouble for it but I'm done with it. 
   I walked back up next to Mackenzie and saw the interview was almost over. Wow. Thanks Mom. When I'm mad I get irrational and do stupid things so I just went to the bathroom and locked the door to the tiny room that was very well decorated and sat on the floor and cried. I tend to find myself doing that quite a lot. Sometimes for just no reason. Everything just builds up and I let it out all at once. Now was one of those times. I cried because I missed my friends, I cried out of frustration, I cried because Harry was all I have here and I've only known him a few days. It just feels good to let everything out after keeping a smile for so long.

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