Hi Im Hannah. Im Dating a guy named Dylan. He is really hot. But he is a little jealous of my friends Niall, Louis, Liam, Harry and Zayn. We all go to school together. Yea he is the bad boy type. But he will never hurt me. Although lately our relationship has gone down hill. :( I guess if you wanna know more you can read my story.


18. Chapter 18

Nialls POV: When she took her top off I could see her ribs. I put on some PJ pants, "What are you doing?" She asked. I moved onto the bed and rubber her sides. I could feel every rib she had. Then I looked to her back. Her spine was visible. I rubbed it. Hannah moved so I couldnt touch her at all. She grabbed her shirt and put it back on. "Hannah thats not healthy." I said. "Niall I know." "Hannah your not taking care of yourself! You have a baby inside you.'' I was close to yelling. she looked at me. "You've never yelled at me before." she mumbled. I looked at her realizing what I had done. she was hurting. I wasnt here for her. "I am sorry." I said. "I love you so much Hannah. I am just worried about you." I continued. "I am sorry too. I should have taken care of myself." He cupped her face with her hands."I am so sorry Niall." She said. I heard her voice crack. "No I am sorry. I wasnt here when you needed me." I said. I hugged her. I felt like if I squeezed her any tighter she would break. She cried into my shoulder. When she calmed down I let her go. "i am really sorry i wasnt here Hannah." I said. "No Niall dont be sorry. Its your job. Your way of providing for your family. I am sorry." She said to me. She looked to me almost ashamed to have me look at her. "Take off your clothes." I said. "What?" She asked. "Please just do it." I said. She looked at me kinda weird but then she did. She stripped down to her bra and underwear. She stood up a little ways away from me. I could see her Spine and her ribs. She had a gap imbetween her legs that she didnt have before. I wanted to cry seeing her this way. "Oh God Hannah. I love you." I said. She sniffled. "You do?" she asked. I knew she was feeling insecure about herself and that was one of the reasons why she had done what she did. I stood up and grabbed her hands. "Yes, I do. It kills me to see you like this." I said to her. She looked away from me. she let go of my hands and moved to the bed. She put the blankets over her. She didnt even bother putting on clothes. I turned out the lights and then layed beside me. I put my arms around her and pulled her closer. I wispered in her ear. "Your still beautiful. You will always be the most beautiful person I have ever met." She started to cry. I held her tighter. She took my hand and held it in hers. "I dont think I could have done better at choosing a guy for myself." She said. I didnt say anything else. an hour later she fell asleep. I didnt want to fall asleep. I just wanted to lay there and watch her sleep in my arms. She moved and turned facing me. She woke up. "Niall?" She said. "What babe?" "I love you." Her saying that made me smile. "I love you too. Now get some sleep darlin." I said. "I am happy your home Niall.I missed you so much." She said. "I missed you too." "When do you have to go back?" She asked. "In a couple weeks." I said. I didnt want to tell her cause I didnt want her to not eat. She didnt answer. She fell back asleep quickly. I held her in my arms. I fell asleep around 3 AM.

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