Even If.

"You'd love me? Even if it's not you who I choose?" I whispered to him.
"Even if," he swore.


17. Thirteen.

Song of the Chapter- Chocolate by The 1975. Start playing when you see the # sign! (You're really going to want to participate with the song of the chapter for this one;))



GUYS I REALLY WANT TO PARTY TONIGHT @Beth_Stark @JacksGap @FinnHarries @ZozeeBo @MarcusButlerTV @Joe_Sugg @danisnotonfire @TanyaBurr @JimChapman @PointlessBlog








Beth's POV

My phone vibrated constantly as the plans for tonight were being finalized by everyone in a giant group message. I sauntered over to my closet and stared at my clothes, trying to find a suitable outfit for clubbing.

It can't be too warm or I'll sweat too much, it can't be too skimpy because it's freezing outside, it can't be underdone, it can't be overdone. 

My eyebrows furrowed in concentration as I searched for the perfect thing to wear.

After about half an hour of trying things on and mix matching, I found the perfect outfit.

I wore a shortsleeved black peplum top with my leather disco pants, and I accessorized with my black Louboutins with red soles on the outside (Zoe told me I should splurge after I got my third Youtube check) , a big gold necklace, and my union jack Chanel bag.

Instead of curling my hair, I decided to do a more wavy style. Zoe and Tanya liked to call it my 'Mermaid Hair' and it worked seamlessly with the outfit. After feeding Zeus, I threw my phone, my wallet, etc into my small bag and jumped into Zoe's car.

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"Is it even legal to look that good?" I thought as I discreetly checked out Jack and Finn.

Finn was wearing a grey V- neck with a lightweight leather jacket, black skinny jeans, and grey lace up TOMS, while Jack was wearing a plain white V-neck, similar pants, and black leather shoes. Usually only Jack's hair was styled in a messy/ windswept way, but tonight Finn had adopted the look, and he looked freaking gorgeous.

"LET'S GO PARTY!" Caspar shouted and we all ran to the dance floor.

The beat of the music pulsed through our ears as we jumped up and down, laughing like we have no problems, and dancing like the world would end the next day. 

Once the unfamiliar song ended, the guys disappeared to grab some drinks and Zoe, Tan, and I walked to the side of the dim room to chat.

"This place is so cool! Good job finding it, Tan!" I giggled, the euphoria of the dancing making me happy and jumpy.

"I know, I love this place! We had a fashion line release party here during fashion week, and I've been coming here ever since!"

"So, Zo, how are you and Alfie?" I wiggled my eyebrows at her and she laughed.

"We're good! I'm so happy right now!" she replied with a grin.

"Yes! Zalfie is definitely my OTP," I smiled before the boys ran back to us.

"Here love," Jack smiled before handing me a water bottle. He knows I don't drink.

"Thanks babe," I smiled gratefully and took a drink.

We all sat around a chatted for a bit before heading back out for the dance floor.

After we danced to about three more songs, someone came onto the small stage.

"Alright, alright! You guys are crazy! We got a good bunch tonight! Okay, so we were thinking that a little karaoke action could pump you guys up! Any takers?" a young guy who looked about in his twenties announced, and automatically, everyone in our group started waving their arms and pointing at me. My cheeks heated up and I chuckled embarrassedly.

"Ah! I think we have a volunteer! Pretty girl in the black, how about a song?" he grinned at me.

"DO IT STARK!" Caspar yelled.

"Sure!" I shrugged and walked up to the makeshift stage. 

Looking down at the crowd, I realized how many people were actually there, and my stomach churned in nervousness.

"What's your name, little lady," the DJ asked me.

"I'm Beth Stark," I grinned, and everybody cheered.

"Ah, fresh off the internet. Why don't you sing us a little tune?" he asked animatedly, and the crowd cheered in response.

For a moment, I contemplated my song choice. It's pretty easy for me to do lots of different songs because I had a very wide range, and I decided on one of my favorites.

I smiled before whispering my song choice into his ear.

"Ooh! I like it! Let's do it!" he yelled before running off the stage to play the song.


The beginning beats of the song pulsed through my ears as I clutched the microphone in my hand as if it were my lifeline. My nervousness practically melted off as the beats continued, and when I finally started singing, I was alive.

The words practically leaped out of my mouth without me thinking about it, and I sang my little heart out. I felt numb, like some other, bigger, force controlled me, and I couldn't help loving it. I tuned everything out, and got lost in the music.

The crowd was going crazy and I was feeding off of their energy.

"Oh we go where nobody knows, with guns hidden under our petticoats

We're never gonna quit it, no we're never gonna quit it no

Yeah we're dressed in black from head to toe, with guns hidden under our petticoats

No we're never gonna quit it, no we're gonna quit it no." I chanted with a smile as I looked down at the dancing crowd, and I couldn't help but think. This is what I love to do.

I lived. I breathed. I suffered through everything.. for this. 

And I wouldn't change a thing.

By the end of the song, I was physically drained, though my mind was still running a million miles a minute. 

I sauntered back over to the crew, who were huddled in a little circle.

"Hey guys," I grinned and joined the circle.

"BETH YOU ARE INSANE!" Marcus shouted over the music.

"Thanks!" I shouted back with a laugh before I felt a small tap on my shoulder.

I turned to see a middle aged man who looked insanely proffessional. He was dressed in black dress pants and a fancy red dress shirt.

"Beth, right?" he asked with a smile.

"Yeah, that's me," I smiled politely and I could feel my friend's eyes burning holes through the back of my head.

"I'm Haden Clark from SYCO music," he said, and it was hard not to let my jaw drop.


This guy, a legend in the music business, was talking to me.

"Oh! Wow, hi!" I smiled sheepishly and shook his hand.

"That performance was incredible, and I think you have a lot of talent that we could work with. If you're interested, give me a call," he handed me a business card before walking away.

My jaw dropped and I held this card as if it were a nuclear bomb that would explode at any moment. Without changing my facial expression, I turned back to the crew who wore faces identical to mine.

Then, everybody's shock and surprise turned to excitement and they all started screaming and shouting and patting me on the back.



Author's note:



Hehe, what did you guys think:)?

Sorry this one was short, but it was a surprise, no?

I was wondering, would you guys rather have long updates every week or short ones every two or three days? Comment!

Also, comment your predictions, I like to hear them:)


Also, the song of this chapter is my absolute favorite song, so I suggest you listen to it, it's amazing.

So yeah, bye,

Much love,



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