Even If.

"You'd love me? Even if it's not you who I choose?" I whispered to him.
"Even if," he swore.


14. Ten.

Pre-Script: I tried to find a song for the chapter and I ended up spending an hour on Pinterest and I tried to find a cute Jack and Finn GIF but I ended up scrolling tumblr for 32 minutes, so you get neither because of my horrible procrastination. Sorry loves:)


Finny Finn Finn The Better Twin:

Come onnnnnn you have to tell me what you're going to be...... or..... else....<:)

Jack Jack the Better Chap



Come on, you can tell me what you're going to be:) it'll be our little secret;) 

Burr Burr it's Cold:

Hey Beth! What are you dressing as tonight? I'm not sure if I'll be overdressed! Ahhhh!

Jim is Amazing:

Beth please tell Tanya to calm down and that she'll look just fine, she won't listen to meeeeee


Come on Beth, you can tell me:) I'm your favorite South African Slut!

Marcie Butt Butt:


I laughed as my phone continued to vibrate constantly. Everyone was quite obsessed with the fact that this was my first time trick or treating with friends, even though we were way too old.

"Zeus, do you think I look good?" I asked Zeus. He barked in reply.

"Do I look kissable?" I asked and did a twirl in my costume.

He barked again.

Sometimes I swear my dog has magical powers. 

I did a last full mirror check.

The white flapper dress I wore fit me like a dream, and the beads rose and fell whenever I moved, and I loved it. I had on a cropped black wig with dramatic makeup and a defined red lip. Long white pearls hung on my neck. I threw my essentials into my black Chanel bag and grabbed an old Jack Wills bag for my trick or treat bag. 

As I was walking out the door, I remembered that I needed one more thing to complete my outfit, and ran back to grab my black boa. 

Now, I thought, the outfit is perfect.

As I sat on my front porch waiting for Zoe to pick me up, I replied to all the messages.

To: Finny Finn Finn the Better Twin

I think I'll take the chance and not tell you. MWAHAHAHA:)

To: Jack Jack the Better Chap


To: Zozeebo

I don't think so, love:) You'll see in about 5 minutes anyways:)

To: Burr Burr it's Cold

Oh hush Tan, I'm sure you look incredible as always:) 

To: Jim is Amazing

Haha I did. You're such a good dude to her:)

To: Slut

CASPAR YOU SLUT I BET YOU'RE NAKED UNDER THOSE CLOTHES. And no, I will not tell you, even though you are my favorite South African Slut:)

To: Marcie Butt Butt


By the time I had replied to all my messages, Zoe pulled up on the street and got out of the car to show me her costume.

Zoe had dressed as Sandy from Grease... after she ended up getting together with Danny. Zoe had her hair done in a retro style and wore black, high waisted disco pants, a black cropped top, and black pumps.

"Oh my gosh you look incredible!" she gushed.

"Are you kidding me? You look hot! Alfie won't be able to keep his eyes off of you!" I said and she blushed at the mention of his name.

"Let's go, I can't wait to see what everyone else is wearing!" she squealed. I sat down in the passenger seat and pulled out my small vlogging camera.

"Hey everybody! IT'S HALLOWEEN! I'm here with Zoe Sugg. Say hi Zoe!" I laughed and pointed the camera at her. 

"Hi!" she grinned and stuck her tongue out while starting the car.

"We're driving to meet everyone else and we're going trick or treating. I know that we might be a little old for this, but I haven't trick or treated with friends... ever. And they thought it was something that needed to be done. So I'll be back once we're with everyone. BYEEE!" I smiled and waved before turning the camera off.


The car pulled to a stop and Zoe took out the keys. 

We both stepped out of the car and walked over to our friends. I searched for Jack and Finn and saw both their eyes on me with their mouths hung open, and I chuckled as they both flushed, knowing I saw their reactions.

Caspar whistled once we got with them and we laughed.

I looked around to see everyone's costumes. Marcus was a rapper, Dan was a dinosaur, Tanya was Cleopatra, Jim was a nerd, Joe was a tribute from the hunger games, Caspar was a cat, Jack was a vampire and Finn was a biker.

May Just say, Finn looked incredibly hot.

I mean, Finn is always hot, but imagine him wearing dark skinny jeans, a plain white v neck, sunglasses, A FRIGGIN LEATHER JACKET, with his hair all messy.

He also had on a fake goatee, but if Finn looked that hot, I think you would overlook it.

Tanya put her hand on my shoulder which snapped me out of my Finn reverie. It's a good thing she did, or I might have started drooling.

"You guys all look amazing!" I observed.

"So do you," they all replied in unison.

"Well I've got to make my first Halloween special, don't I?" I grinned.

"Yeah! Speaking of Halloween.... let's go!" Caspar jumped up and down.


"I'll trade you a licorice whip and 7 moams for your king size chocolate bar," I offered Jack as we were all sprawled out on my floor, our sweets organized in front of us in small lines and piles separated by brands.

"Hmm. Make it 9 and you've got a deal," Jack replied.

"Done," I shrugged and started pelting him with moams, one by one until I gave him all that I offered, and he couldn't stop laughing.

"Man, I can't believe that one lady shut her door on us," Dan laughed at the memory that was created only hours ago. Everyone burst into a fit of laughter as we remembered our encounter with the resident of 92 Plum circle.

"I miss being a kid," Jim sighed and leaned his head on the couch. There was an echo of sighs in response as we all engaged in our own thoughts of childhood. Mine were probably quite different than everyone else's.

I really needed to talk to Finn, so I sent him a text telling him to stay after everyone else, and after he received it, he smiled and nodded at me, and I couldn't help but grin back.

We all talked a little bit longer before the yawns began to get the best of us and one by one, everyone started to leave. 

Until there were two.

We were both standing in the kitchen, and I began the conversation.

"Finn, I don't know how to thank you for tonight," I started.

"Don't worry about it. I'm pretty sure we all needed a little blast from the past. Everyone had loads of fun," he smiled back.

"But I had more than just fun. Ever since I was a girl, I always wished to do things like this, and you're the one who made it possible for me to experience one of the things that I've missed, and I have never been more grateful. I mean, we all dressed up crazy, just for the sake of letting me experience Trick or Treating. That's pretty cool. And you were the one who made it all possible. So thank you Finn," I told him sincerely.

"You're welcome," he smiled.

We both just stood there slightly awkward, both of us wanting to kiss, but neither of us knowing if it was a good time.

"I really want to kiss you now. So I'm gonna do that," he said and I laughed at his weirdness before smiling into the kiss.

It was if all the sweetness, passion, fire, and intensity inside of us was laced into the kiss. We kissed needfully. I needed to figure out how I really felt about these boys, and he needed me to choose him. Need was everywhere. It was in his lips, which moved seamlessly on mine. It was in his hands, which ruffled my hair. But mostly, it was in our heads, running through our minds a mile a second. 

needed him.

But most of all, I needed an answer.

What am I going to do?


Author's note:

Hey guys! I just wanted to apologize for making you wait so long! Writer's block:/ But I promise the next chapter will come soon, possibly by the end of the weekend, to make up for this one being so short!

Guess what I love but don't see a lot of?


I would love you to the moon and back if you gave me some feedback:) Vote and comment! Who do you think Beth should choose? What do you want to see more of? WHAT SHOULD HAPPEN NEXT? Pleeeaseeee comment! 

I love you all!

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