It's Where My Demons Hide (Harry Styles Fanfic)

"I have my demons. We all do. They'll come out sooner or later and now you've seen if you're gonna go, go!" Harry said in a bitter tone as he sat on the couch with his head in his hands. Did he really want to dismantle everything we have together? Just when I was about to open up to him, before I knew who he really was, he's giving up on us. I stood up and held in my tears. "No, I'm not going anywhere. I can help you fight your demons. WE can fight them with love, by saying there is a tomorrow. We can fight them by demanding people care. We can fight them with resilience. We are all broken and being vulnerable is scary and hard. We hide our demons. We hide things that don’t need to be hidden." I grabbed Harry's hand and held it tightly as his tears fell from his eyes. "Just let me help..." I pleaded as tears fell from my eyes as well. Harry looked down at me and I saw the goodness inside him.
If hate can love, then what is evil? He can love...


8. The Promise

I gasped as I saw Ed standing by Kayla's door. He looked at Kayla and then at me. I didn't want to talk and have him recognize my voice. I just stared back and then looked at Kayla as she rolled her window down to talk to him. "Hi." she said and Ed nodded at her. "What are you girls doing here?" Kayla looked around and then back at Ed. I could tell she was thinking of something. "Uh, well. I lost my dog, we were just trying to find him." Kayla looked forward and then back at him. "You haven't seen him, have you? He's a German Shepard. Answers to Prince?" Ed looked at her and shook his head. "No, sorry. I haven't seen him around." Kayla nodded "Okay then. Thanks anyway." Ed nodded and looked at me and waved. I waved back as he said "Good luck finding your dog, ladies." Kayla smiled and rolled up the window and started the car. "And good luck with your drug deals, creep." she said quietly.


I looked down at the truck floor and picked up the binoculars. "I can't believe this." I said putting them on my lap. Kayla backed up and looked at me "Me either. What are you gonna do?" she asked and I shrugged. "I have no idea." I sat back and looked out the window.


I didn't feel any different towards Harry, I still had this feeling for him and I knew it wasn't going away anytime soon.

"Sid would be pissed if he knew you were dating a druggie." I sighed. "First of all, Sid can suck my dick. He's not my dad. And second, I'm not dating Harry." I replied. "Not yet." I closed my eyes and still looked out the window as Kayla drove us home. I had no idea if I should hint to Harry that I knew or not.




Kayla drove me home and after she did, I went to take a shower. I grabbed my towel and my clothes and went to my bathroom. I turned on the hot water and threw my hair up in a ponytail and got in.


Minutes later I heard the door open. "Mom, I'm in the shower! Get out!" I said with one eye open. I saw a dark figure from outside the shower curtain and raised my eyebrows. "Mom?" I asked and then the curtain was ripped open from the side revealing Harry.


My eyes widened as I saw him standing with a smirk on his face. "Hi baby." he said in a dark raspy tone. I faked a smile and looked at him. He pulled off his shirt and pants along with his boxers. His beanie was pulled off and was thrown. He got in the shower with me as he stared and shut the curtain. He stood in front of me, towering over me. His hard chest already had water droplets on it and his cross necklace hung down perfectly.


"Harry, my mom and dad are home." his lips pressed to mine and we locked into a kiss. His teeth caught my bottom lip and pulled and bit down hard. I gasped and wrapped my arms around his neck. His hands felt my ass and down my thighs and picked me up. He put me against the wall and kissed my stomach. Harry lifted me up more as he made his way down to my clit and my legs were thrown over his shoulders. He flicked it with the tip of his tongue and I closed my eyes and tilted my head back. Harry then slipped his tongue inside and fucked me with it as his thumb worked my clit. I breathed heavily and my hand grabbed the bar that holds the shampoo and conditioners.


"Oh my god!" I said and bit my lip and covered my mouth as Harry lifted his head and looked at me. "Cum on my tongue, baby." he stuck his tongue back in and rubbed my clit faster. I moaned louder, but not too loud. My back was arching and my back and held my hair as I felt the orgasm in my stomach. "Harry," I moaned. "right there. That's going to make me cum!" I tilted my head back and breathed hard. Harry kept going tin the same spot and moved his tongue faster and deeper. "Fuck!" I screamed out. My orgasm took over my body and I grabbed a fistful of Harry's hair.


Harry took me off the wall and down on the shower floor. He hovered over me and looked at me as he lined up his member with me. He stuck it inside me, filling me up and and making me gasp and flinch. "Ah!" I called out and Harry bit his lip. "Fuck.." Harry whispered and closed his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows. I grabbed a hold of his face and kissed him on the mouth hard. His hips bucked harder and he was making me leave my moans in his mouth. 


The water was splashing off his back and hitting me in the face. I moaned and Harry looked at me and bit his lips. "You're so sexy..." he said softly and tried bringing his orgasm faster. I breathed and closed my eyes and felt Harry's lips on my chest. His teeth bit down on my boob and pulled. I squeezed my eyes shut and felt the pain and pleasure in it. I moaned out and dug my nails into his back. "Cum on me." I whispered in his ear. Harry groaned and closed his green eyes and went faster. I saw how that effected him and said more. "I wanna feel it run down my stomach. All warm and slow." Harry then pulled out with a moan and got on his knees and hovered over me.


One hand held him up and he stroked his member. My hands rubbed his stomach and then his chest, I scratched down his chest and to his abs. He moaned and then felt the warm ooze hit my stomach. I smiled down at my stomach and took my finger and ran it over my stomach. I looked up at Harry who watched me bring it to my mouth and lick it off and then sucked it. "It good?" he smiled and I nodded. He leaned down and plated a kiss on my lips. "You're so sexy, baby." I giggled a little and got up washing off the remaining cum. Harry got out and wrapped a towel around us and kissed me. "I'm gonna have to go here in a second, baby." I smiled and nodded. "Okay."


I had totally forgot about what happened tonight, about the drugs and pot.


My smile left my face and I stared at him. "But before I go," Harry reached down and took something out of his pants. "I wanna ask you something." He came back up and I looked at his fisted hand. "Yeah?" I asked and he unclenched it revealing a ring. my lips parted and I looked up at him. "What- what is this?" Harry smiled and it on my ring finger. "A promise ring."


A promise ring??


I looked down and didn't know what to think. "Don't these work if you're a virgin?" I asked and Harry laughed, "A promise ring can be used for anything. But I am crazy about you and I want to keep you around." I felt quite queezy after that and the words cut through me.


'Keep you around'...


Harry kissed me and then put his clothes on as I stood looking at the ring. It was pretty, small but pretty with two hearts in the middle. I fisted my fist and looked at Harry who was dressed now. "I gotta go, baby." he kissed my lip and walked out the door. I followed and watched him open my window back up and climb down the roof to his car.


I sat on my bed and set a picture to Kayla of the ring. I waited for her response and she texted back.


From: Kayla

Now you're his girlfriend.


What have I just gotten myself in to? I gulped and looked at the ring.


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