Into The Darkness

This is the story of Aria..
she has many issues, she self harms, depressed and she is falling face first...
she meets justin bieber 4 days before his concert in dallas..
can he catch her as shes falling or is it to late?


17. Settle For Less

Justin's pov

I woke up panicking. I breathed out and realized it was all just a dream. I looked around but I didn't recognize this place and then a lady walked in. She was a nurse. As my eyes adjusted to my surroundings reality hit me like a hard slap to the face. 
I seen her.. 
Laying lifeless.
Her lips weren't blue anymore though. She looked almost like she was alive. I came closer and grabbed her small hand into mine. That's when I seen her eyes flutter open and the world stopped.
Aria: j-Justin? 
Justin: it's me beautiful..
Aria: where am I?
Justin: at the hospital..
Aria: Justin I'm so sorry. Please don't be mad at me..
She looked away and I seen a tear fall from her eye.
I grabbed her chin and gently pushed her head back into my direction to see her eyes.
Justin: I could never be mad at you beautiful
I kissed her forehead and she smiled weakly. Just like she did the night she told me why.. Why she.. You know. 
As I thought about it my eyes began to wander back down to her wrist. Her wrists were still healing but since she cut the day before or that day it was still fresh. 
After a second she realized I was looking at her wrist and put her hand over it and pulled away.
Her face showed every emotion but also showed no emotion. I looked into her eyes and I was mesmerized.
Aria: Justin?
She was so beautiful..
Aria: hello justin?
I needed her to be mine once again. 
Justin: what?
Aria: what are you thinking about since you chose to ignore me when I called you?
Justin: you..
Aria: huh?
Justin: you, I was thinking about you..
Her face lit up and a smile spread across her lips. She giggled and hid her face, she was blushing.
Justin: why are you covering that beautiful face of yours? 
I seen her cheeks turn a deeper red and she hid her face more in her hands. I gently grabbed her hands and pulled them away. Her face was in my hands, and we stared into each others eyes. 
Justin: your beautiful.
We leaned in and I gently put my lips on hers. She pushed away. 
Justin: I'm sorry
Aria: Justin I'm still with Robert.. I'm not that kind of girl..
Justin: why are you with him?
I tried to hold back the hurt but it was hard. 
Aria: I love him. He's my bestfriend and he was there after you left. I cried and I wouldn't eat or get up. Alex and Robert were there and made sure I did. Alex left to be with Sarah and it was just me and him. 
I stayed quiet. I didn't know what to say but I could feel the tears fall from my face. I looked down and refused to look back up. That's when Robert came in. 
Robert: oh my gosh babe I was so worried about you!! What happened?!? 
Aria: I'm fine Robert. Everything is fine.
He kissed her and more tears fell from my eyes. I couldn't be in here any longer. 
Aria: Justin wait! 
I stopped just before I was out the door. I heard small foot steps. She whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek. She said "I have and always will love you" 
Robert: hello? Yea she's with me. She came to see Just- ill call you back... Aria? Can I talk to you? 
Aria: yea
Robert: what is that? 
Aria: what? 
Robert: on your wrists!!! What is that!?!? 
She stayed quiet.
Robert: answer me. 
She flinched.
Aria: it-it's n-nothing...
Robert: aria why the hell would you do that to yourself!?!
Aria: I- I don't know. 
I could hear the tears falling from her eyes. I wasn't inside by I was at the door.
Robert: why didn't you tell me? I could have been here this whole time..
Aria: I just didn't want to worry you.. 
Robert: babe I always worry about you even when I'm not with you. I worry constantly. Promise me you won't do it ever again?
She stayed quiet.
Robert: aria please..
Aria: Robert I can't promise you that, I don't want to break that promise but I will do my best to stop..
Robert: that's good enough for me. 
I heard him kiss her forehead and I stormed off. I can't take this! Why does she have to be with him! Why can't she be with me?!? It's not fair! I messed up but I can't take it back! She's with him and I guess I'll have to accept that. We can be friends. Right? Best friends. Even though I want more i can settle for less..

A/n I can't end this story it means to much to me so expect alot more chapters because Aria's crazy life isn't over yet. We still don't have a past life. And I'm thinking about creating a movella just for her journal. Would you read it? Let me know in the comment section and thanks for being patient. I love you all :*

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