I'm cold, a different cold. The one where you just want to curl up in bed and sleep forever.


1. I'm Cold

I am cold, I am so cold and I just want to curl up in a ball of blankets and peacefully drift off asleep into my own fantasy and never wake up. My empty soul just feels so dark and cold, and sometimes I warm up with brightness, then all of a sudden it becomes dark again. I do not exactly understand what is happening but i know that I am comfortable with this darkness, it feel's like home which is scary. I am so use to it now and when I am feeling 'happy' it feels wrong, it makes me feel uncomfortable and out of place. It leaves me exhausted with all the fake laughter and pretend smiles. My whole body is full of such cold, deep sadness which leaves me exhausted. 

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