Never Ending night

"Im tired Harry!! Cant you see that!!". He let more tears escape his eyes "so what does this mean?". I cursed my self for what was happening "I..I cant do this". I was a secret a dark evil little secret never talked about during the day I was in his was world of never ending night.


13. This isnt the way I wanted it

Im at a crossroads here any suggestions on what should happen next??? Im going to right a short paragraph, and you leave a comment below of what should happen next.


I sat in my car, completely devestated. I couldnt think of one place or one person I wanted to see. I couldnt even drive for the fact I couldnt see as tears stained my eyes. I continued to sit there after what felt like hours, but was only twenty minutes. I thought I saw a head peaking from behind a bush but I brushed it off and started my car. I wanted something comforting something that would make me feel better, but the only thing that would make it better was if the last hour had never even happened. I just wanted to be in Harry`s arms. I decided to just drive around the city to get my mind off of everything. But that ended up me stopping every 10 minutes to either cry, check my phone, stop and stuff my face with something I didnt need, or just stare at the world in motion as I sat frozen in it. My phone rang tearing me from my thoughts it was Harry. I decided to let it go to voicemail like the other 13 missed calls I had from him, I even had two from Louis and one from Eleanor, whom I had completely forgotten about. I unlocked my phone listening to the voicemails 'Baby please come back, we can get through this", 'Jess, its Lou please just make sure Harry is ok', 'Baby im sorry, I just need you', "Jess, its Eleanor, please we are worried about you, Louis only told me, he says its not his secret to tell but please, just call me love, Harry is an utter mess', 'Jess its Lou again, please just let us know where you are'. The next one I heard broke my heart Harry was crying and broken his voice was hoarse, and I didnt want to listen to the rest, as his words kept replaying in my head 'Jess please, baby you promised, please just let any of us know you are ok, I cant live without you". I started to cry again, after more minutes passed so did my tears. My cheeks actually hurt, and I looked a mess. It was getting late, it was just getting dark so almost 8, and I only had a few options. I could call either Louis, El, or Harry back and let them know im alive. I could just deal later and get myself a room,  I could go back to Harry, or possibly ask to stay with El or Lou. But one thing popped into my head that I heavly considered, I could go and find Zayn.

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