Never Ending night

"Im tired Harry!! Cant you see that!!". He let more tears escape his eyes "so what does this mean?". I cursed my self for what was happening "I..I cant do this". I was a secret a dark evil little secret never talked about during the day I was in his was world of never ending night.


4. Our first real fight!

It was dark out now. I hadnt come out of our bedroom for hours. It was half passed nine and we still hadnt said a word to each other. I had to admit I kinda felt guilty. It was our one month anniversery and not only did I deny him sex, I didnt give him his gift, I started and arguement with him, and I made him feel like it was his fault. I know I wasnt completely mad that Harry didnt tell me about Zayn, I know he did it all for good reason but I was scared and hurt that he lied to my face. I guess I had to man up and admit I was in the wrong no matter how much I didnt want to. I contemplated changing into something more practical but after some thought and relization that I was still clad in just Harry`s shirt. He would most likely forgive me in that get up instead of being fully clothed. I braced myself and walked down the stairs and into the living room. He sat there just in his boxers, resting his elbows on his knees and his head burried in his hands. I cringed as an even bigger pang of guilt ran through me I sighed and walked to him moving his arms and forcing myself into his lap. He reluctantly wrapped his arms around me while looking down at me. I frowned, he had been crying his eyes were red and puffy. I kissed him softly "Im so sorry, I shouldnt have gotten mad with you. I wasnt thinking, It wasnt your fault. I Love you and Im sorry for ruining today, and even more sorry that I got angry with you". He nodded hugging me to him "Im sorry I didnt tell you I was just worried that-", "No Harry you dont have to explain, I should have respected that if you wanted to tell me you would have". He sighed resting his forehead against mine "It ok, I love you and Im sorry, I should have told you but I was just worried that youd want to see him, and youd leave me". I took his face in my hands "Harry, I love you and im your wife. I know that I dont make it easy for you when it comes to Zayn because I care about him, and yes I want to know if he is ok but He left me Harry, he said he never loved me, he hurt me so why would I leave you for him, You`re perfect Harry".  He closed his eyes a tear escaping "But you still love him". I wiped his tear away with my thumb "Harry look at me". He opened his eyes looking into mine "Yes I do love him, but I love you I married you, and I know I was reluctant at first, but I wouldnt change anything thats happened between us so promise me that you will never doubt my love for you because im not going anywhere". He nodded kissing me "I promise". I smiled snuggling into him "Now Mr. Styles, I know that tonight didnt go as planned which im still very sorry for but I want to make that up to you, so I promise that I will be your naughty student, and give you your gift". He chuckled his breath tickling my face "How about friday, we are both free that day, and my special gift to you will be ready by then". I wrapped my arms around his neck "Its a date". He wiggled his eye brows making me giggle "Now off to bed Ms. Styles", He said picking me up bridal style. "Im never going to get tired of saying that", he said looking down at me as he placed me on the bed. I watched him walk around to his side and slide under the cover, opening his arms to me. I crawled over laying on his chest "Im never going to get tired of hearing it", I said closing my eyes. Minutes passed and I was slowly drifting off in Harry`s arms when I heard him speak "He is going to be ok you know". I opened my eyes meeting his "Are they going to put him in rehab Harry?". He shook his head no "It was an accident, the alcohool just didnt mix well with the medication he was taking". I sat up looking back at Harry with concern "Medication for what?". "Sssh", he coed pushing me back down on his chest "He is just taking some pills because he is having trouble sleeping, Zayn is fine Jess". I nodded closing my eyes again "Night Harry", "Night baby".

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