Never Ending night

"Im tired Harry!! Cant you see that!!". He let more tears escape his eyes "so what does this mean?". I cursed my self for what was happening "I..I cant do this". I was a secret a dark evil little secret never talked about during the day I was in his was world of never ending night.


17. ala Harry

I closed my eyes after I heard the door shut. I let a sigh out and instantly started to relax but that changed as I felt Harry`s eyes on me. I was practically sitting on him and my hand was still resting on his shoulder. My cheeks began to burn, and my heart rate picked up, I was nervous about this conversation, and it was making me blush. I opened my eyes and met Harry`s. We just stared at each others eyes, I opened my mouth to say something but quickly closed it. I felt a lump in my throat, I knew what was about to happen, and I couldn't control it, but I just didn't want to feel week. Harry frowned realizing what was about to happen. He draped his arms around my waist pulling me onto his lap, and I let go. Tears fell from my eyes one by one as I stared at him blankly. He sighed and pulled me into his chest. I sobbed into the crook of his neck. Tears staining his shirt, as he rubbed my back soothingly. No words were spoken between us, he just let me get it all out. I hiccupped and sat up resting my hands on his chest and looked at him. He wiped my tears away and mouthed 'im so sorry'. "I missed you so much Harry", he looked at me and slowly brought his lips to mine, giving me time to pull away if I wanted, but I wasn't going to. Our lips touched not moving, he was waiting for a signal to continue. I brought my hand to his curls and tugged at them. I felt him smile in the kiss, and then separate my lips with his as his tongue slowly explored my mouth. I missed his touch, I missed him, I missed the taste of him, everything was so slow, he didn't want to rush, just incase I came into my senses.  I pulled away inhaling deeply, I hadn't even realized I was so out of breath. "I love you", he said caressing my cheek. I gave him a half smile "I love you too", I whispered. He smiled back and lifted me up, he tugged my leg around him so I was straddling him but in a sitting position. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head in the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer into him. "Jess I know I screwed up massively, but I love you so much, I cant live without you", he whispered. I breathed deeply against his neck causing him to shiver. I smiled, I really loved him and it made me happy knowing I had the effect on him. "Harry", I breathed, he shivered again, pulling me closer. "You hurt me more than I thought you possibly could", I felt him tense and his arms went limp. I hugged him tighter "But being here without you felt like hell, I love you so much harry, I don't want to think about life without you, so I forgive you and love you way to much to let this ruin our marriage. Just promise me that you wont lie to me anymore?". He hugged me tighter and brought me closer to him "I promise you". He pulled away from me and began to look worried "So you will come back home?" I nodded. "And you will wear the ring again?" I nodded and his face lit up. He pulled it out of his pocket and placed it on my finger beaming at me. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "Oh and I wanted to say how sorry I was so I got these". He pulled out a black velvet box. He opened it revealing two Identical bands, one smaller than the other. He looked up at me answering my question "I know that until I come out and tell the fans about us I cant wear my wedding band. So I made these. I promise to wear it everyday either around my neck or on one of my fingers, if you promise to wear yours wherever you go and keep that wedding ring with you, so I know you are mine". I smiled and nodded me head yes furiously. I was so happy it felt like the night he gave me my wedding ring, he smiled and kissed my passionately. We pulled away for air. He placed the ring on my finger right beside my wedding ring. He handed me his and I placed it on his ring finger. I smiled at him hugging him again "I love you so much Harry". He hugged me tighter, and kissed my hair. "So you're taking that asshole back????!", my brothers voice yelled harshly. I heard the door shut. uh-oh, what was I going to say, I thought Harry would be gone when he got back. I looked at my brother then up to Harry for help, he looked as sick as I felt.

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