Louis' Diary

Louis' secret's out, and now, you can see his inside thoughts on the matter. Live a few days in Louis Tomlinson's shoes, as he walks the path of recovery.
*Larry Stylinson fanfic*


1. Secrets

Day 1:

Today was probably the single worst day of my life. We were in an interview, me of course, as far away from Harry as possible. They hate me sitting next to him now. He used to take my hand during interviews, and rub the scars on my wrist. Without him to help me, it's just made things harder. Anyway, we were getting interviewed, and Liam was talking about how happy we all were, when the interviewer said 'Then why does Louis cut himself?' I was stunned, I mean, I hadn't told anyone but Harry. Niall had gone pale, and Liam was speechless. Zayn had tears in his eyes, and Harry was reaching out for me, but instead of going to him, I ran. I ran past the crew, and through any door I could find. I could barely see through the ocean of tears flooding from my eyes, but I managed to find myself in a small dark room, that seemed to be generally unused. It took a few hours for Paul to find me, and by then I'd found something sharp enough to stab myself with. When Paul finally found me, he said I was passed out on the floor, swimming in my own blood. All I said was it was worth it. So, now I'm in the hospital. Harry's asleep next to me, and the others have gone for dinner. That's why I'm writing to you. Can you keep a secret? Well, I hope you can, because you'll know all mine soon enough. When I woke at the hospital, Harry was snuggled next to me, his legs intertwined with mine. He was sobbing into my chest, whispering about how he could've stopped me, or how he should've told someone. I just hugged him tightly, letting him cry. He's like the little brother I'd never had. We love each other like that. Then, Zayn came in, and told us the press was coming, so Harry had to leave. That was probably the worst bit about the hospital. They just push everyone away. Harry wasn't supposed to come back, but he did. I knew he would. I've been told I'd have to spend a few days in hospital, so I'm going to have to get used to Harry not being around. I mean, he has a life too. So for now, you're my company. At least, until Harry wakes up.

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