Relapse

You know that moment when you got the world on your shoulders . yeah that feeling.
you are looking for perfection in every direction but you seem i don't know lost.
i was bullied humiliated and embarrassed probably all my life.
i just wanted to feel relief ,feel like every girl on tumblr or on a magazine.
so i picked the razor and started relief on my arms,it got so bad that my mum took notice i refused to eat not even anything i was almost never hungry.they saw the scars on my wrists legs almost everywhere.
i had to help my self i was determinate that i would do it.
i picked up a camera and recorded a video for everyday
i spoke about what was happening and everything i wanted but was to scared to do.
for once i spoke not hiding a single thing
day after day people started asking liking for new video's.
the X-Factor requested me as a host call it what you want.
i was no longer the naive or sad little kid.i smiled a lot a genuine smile this time.
i became fun for once.

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