suicide (*One Direction*)

Morgan, a teen who life is messed up, she attempts suicide but it fails and dose she find love in the proses ?
hey btw this Morgan character is practically based on me but older, and I have never attempted suicide or ever thought of it I love my life and I have never been through what this Morgan has been through . ohhh yeah in my book it saiz that its by mojo1033 I changed my user name and I cant change it. I will try to change it !!! xxx



1. This is me

Hi, I am Morgan,

I am 17,

I am from Scotland and I live there.

I  live in poverty and my mum abused me ever since my dad died which was 3 year ago,

I am quite tall, I am about 5.7 foot.

when I was like 12 I could beet most of the boys at arm-wrestling  and the other boys didn't want to do it cause they knew they would be beaten, by a girl. I was the strongest in my primary school.

I was different from other people.

since I was about 12 people would call me names, most of them wouldn't bother me.

my personality would be; loud, creative, independent, crazy, funny, wild, daring, fun to be around and random but I can also be serious when need to be.

when I was 12 people would call me weird and always looked at me funny and would always comment behind my back about me, I just ignored them I had my best friend and she liked me for me, the crazy and wild one.

but one day when I was doing my homework after a really crappy day at school, the bulling got worse over the years and the names actually started to hurt me. And my mum tried to kill me, literally kill me- she had a freakin' kitchen knife ! she must of been high on some of the heroin she's on, she missed me and I grabbed my back pack and ran out of my shitty house.

I walked to St. Enoch centre (A/N high five if you know where that is !)  I lived quite close to it.

I sat in an alley way and just cried on the wet ground, if you haven't been to Scotland before well its wet, cold, windy and rainy literally all the time if we sun for like an hour it is a miracle !!

it was really cold. I had on my jeans, long-sleeved tee with a jumper over it, a cardigan, a jacket and my converse, oh and my grey beany. my hair is ginger NOT red. I wore it in light natural curls and with my beany on top.

I just cried and cried and wanted to curl up in a ball and die! my life is so shitty, I am covered in loads of bruises from where my mum had hit me and the bullying had been really bad today. I got punched in the nose by my ex. he wanted to get back together and I was like hell no, so he punched me. and I have a black eye but word got out that my mum abuses me and they kept teasing me saying ' oh did your mummy hit you ?' in a way you would speak to little toddlers voice. as I do every day I just ignore it so it looks like it doesn't hut me but I is killing me inside.

I just want to end my life as I am getting abused, bullied and I have no friends. I don't even have a proper bed I have a mattress and one blanket and we don't have electricity so it is like -10 in winter at night. I will end up dying of hypothermia, I am surprised I already haven't .

I was gonna do it.

I looked up from my hands to see that One Direction were playing at the SECC tomorrow. I have heard of them before cause all the girls giggle and fan-girl over them ALL the time in class and it starts to get annoying.

I got up and walked out of the city centre and to the Erskine bridge (A/N its a famous bridge in Scotland.) to end my life.





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