forget, forgot, forgotten ?

Alex is an really normal girl. When she is 12 she falls in love with a boy while on vacation. When they return the next summer everything is perfect. They keep in touch but over the year the contact slowly fades away. When the next summer comes around he isn’t there. In a moment of complete anger and heartbroken she deletes all the contact information. All that’s left are the pictures. Almost directly after she feels miserable. A whole year go’s by and she is sure they will never meet again, a summer passes and she stay’s home. But almost a summer later she sees a clip on youtube, and there he is. Singing on the X-factor. Will they be reunited? And does he still remember her?


19. chapter 19 - nothing gives us a break.

Middlesbrought arena - 2011 - in the evening

As Perrie and the girls left the stage she ran into Zayns arms. It was a rather adorable sight. Although if you looked better everybody would agree to disagree on that statement. All the One Direction fans would have noticed the cute Larry in the background, and call them the cutest. And then you had Mike and Alex, and everybody should agree that they were the cutest. Somebody of the backstage crew took a photo. It would be a photo many of them would look back at, mixed feelings. Perrie was so happy Zayn almost couldn’t bear to break the new to her, he had to though. Alex felt plain miserable; the only thing that kept her from cutting the pain out was Mike, Mike and his safe arms. The feeling of safety that once upon a time she could feel by Niall was now granted by Mike. I would be a lie to say this didn’t confuse her at all. Niall, the sun in her black world, Mike the one to paint it black. But the roles had changed, everything has changed. Do you ever blame the world but never blame you? You really should stop that. At first it might seem easier, to put the blame on anything but yourself. But blaming someone else for your miserable isn’t going to solve anything. It takes a lot of strength to realize, so much people can be sucked up by it. Thinking it will never be fixed, giving up on everything. But at that point there has to be someone, your own personal hero. What most people don’t realize is that this person doesn’t have to be your lover; it could simply be your best friend. But there is also that you have to participate. You can’t keep relying on other people, and most of all you have to accept the help. It’s hard to break down your walls, it’s hard to let people in. but you have to, you can’t keep on living miserable. Killing yourself isn’t a good option either. Believe me if I say that Alex wanted to do nothing more badly in her life. But Mike and Perrie had changed that. in the most sappy story of all I guess it had to be Niall. But Niall was too weak. It must have been the hardest for Alex, but Mike… in the end it is all thanks to Mike. Mike didn’t give up, mike fixed Alex. As well as he could, because that was the whole point. Mike had limits; Mike could not fix Alex completely. The only one who would was Niall. But Niall was too weak. They didn’t understand why he was too weak; he was really a strong person. But back to the story at the point where Perrie’s world got fucked up again. Just when they think to lose all the drama, universe plots against them. So Perries world is about to go down, down.


Perrie’s p.o.v.

The show went so well! I was finally truly happy again. When we ran off stage the only thing I could think about was Zayn. Zayn who would be waiting there. When I spotted him I immediately jumped in his arms. Oh how I missed him. I think our hug lasted for minutes until a voice tore us apart. “Aren’t we getting any hugs?” Louis’ voice boomed trough the surprisingly silent hall. It was really funny how they all cared about me. At first I thought that because I was zayn’s girlfriend I wouldn’t really have anything with the other boys. I had been a fan before and I always though Danielle only hung with Liam. That was kind off true but that was just because she didn’t get along well with the rest. I don’t know why because I think they are just lovely. I quickly hugged Harry, Liam and last Louis. Because after all he was the one who interrupted my moment of PDA with Zayn. It was when my hyperness toned down a bit that I noticed two other people. I couldn’t see who they were because he was whispering something in her ear, and both their faces were covered by his shoulders. I have seen them around, I caught glimpse of them around but never really saw their faces. All the things I know about them is that he is a security guard, although that isn’t hard to notice as he wear a uniform. And from what I’ve heard is she his girlfriend who tags along. I didn’t know that was allowed but that didn’t really matter. I mostly wondered why they were here; doesn’t he have some kind of job to do? I was ripped from my thoughts as I heard Louis asking for attention. It was when I looked around that I saw that Niall wasn’t around. Louis was about to speak up when I interrupted him; “where is Niall?” the mention of Niall got me a weird reaction. The whole room seemed to tense, visibly. Even the couple in the back, you could just see his grip tighten on her. “What’s up with all the Niall tense?” this was the only logical way for me to ask. Four of his brothers seem to hold some kind of grudge or disrespect. I really have no clue but I need to figure out. After Alex left Niall and I grew closer, I think of him as one of my closest friends. “Guys, answer me!” I yelled out as nobody answered me. Guilt and pity shined in all their eyes. At this point I really couldn’t stand them. “Sit down on this couch and the story of what has happened this day backstage will be told.” Louis mocked with a posh voice. Suddenly there was a red leather couch behind me. I swear that wasn’t there a couple of seconds ago. One of them has to be an undercover wizard. It was a Bordeaux red couch with beautiful patterns all over it. It was then that the couple moved towards us. The girl behind the guy, almost hiding. As they walked closer I started to recognize them. Well, I recognized him. There was Mike walking towards us and all of the lads including Zayn seemed fine with it. Why the hell didn’t someone stop him? He is flacking Mike! I was about to scream to point that out to the boys when the girl behind him stepped forward. This can’t be real, this can’t be? She has been here, under my nose all this time. Now I know why they put this couch here. My mind filled itself with questions. Why was she here? Why did she left? Where was Niall? The list goes on. She walked closer and I got a good look. She looked good; she didn’t look as if she was abused. She was thinner than when she left but I guess she finally took herself to the gym then. She looked happy but also guilty. And I felt like I could never forgive her. She had caused so much trouble, she had broken Niall. None of the boys saw it but to me it was clear. They had broken each other. Niall had hurt Alex, but the way Alex kept disappearing made Niall hopeless. It was really painful seeing things like that happen and feeling like all you can do I sit on the sideline. Watching them fuck up. I was angry at Alex. I was furious. It was like I was on fire, I felt like I was burning from the inside. I was burning with hate, ate for Alex. I know it isn’t right to hate her, I know I should probably forgive her but I can’t. Every step she takes makes me more and more furious. She opens her mouth to say something, but I cut her off. “Don’t, I don’t want to hear you speak. I don’t want anything to do with you. I hate you! And now I want to see Niall.” Everybody looked shocked. They choose this girl over there brother; well I am choosing Niall over her. I just want to speak with Niall. No matter how much I love Zayn, at this point I am annoyed with him. I am on the edge of flipping on all of them but I don’t care. A stunned Liam Leeds me to a room with a bed were Niall lays in. he leaves right after. Niall looks so surprised and sad when I sit on the chair. “I thought you would hate me most of all…” he says, and his bottom lip begins to tremble. “I could never hate you. In fact I hate her!” I thought that would make him happy, knowing that I felt the complete opposite of the rest. But this only upset him more. “You shouldn’t hate her as this isn’t her fault.” I wasn’t in the mood for arguing but how could he deny that this was her fault?! “It was, if she didn’t run away from her problems everybody would live happily ever after!” but niall disagreed again, he still loves her but that doesn’t mean he has to defend her. I mean, I chose a different side than Zayn and I still love him. “You don’t understand Perrie. It is as much her fault as it is mine.” He spoke calmly. This seemed to upset me even more. “Why does everybody always defends her, always picks her side!” I screamed in desperation. And then I ran out, I could hear Niall’s screaming become distant. I ran and ran, turning corers and not caring to where I ran. Niall couldn’t chase me so why keep running? I thought to myself, I started to slow down a bit and turned the corner. “AAAAUWTCH!” my bottom hit the floor. The pain travelled upwards my spine, causing me to cringe. I shut my eyes trying to get away from the pain; I guess the person I ran into did the same as it was silent, apart from the moans. I opened my eyes and my day couldn’t get fucking better. Of all of the people I had to run into.


A/N heyy, long time no update! I know I know, but this is my final week and I have absolutely no tests or anything to study for so I’ll be having loads of free time, yayy!

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