It always starts with one drink

I met Zayn Malik at a pub when I was 18, and he has been my life ever sense. I wouldn't have it any other way and I'm happy to be falling in love next to my best friends and "the boys". I want to have that happy ending, even if this all started with one drink.

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25. This is when we start over


Today is the date of our first date. Well second first date really but I don't have to go far for this one. I still lived with Zayn so it was funny to see him here the morning after we had made plans to see each other again. Today he said we could just stay around the house and get to know each other then do something fun or creative here as well. It's not that he didn't want to spend money to buy me a fancy dinner or whatever celebrities buy their girlfriends on a date... it's that I recommended he didn't. I don't like it when he spends money on me, he asked me if I wanted to go out because him and the boys were going to get some clothes for something that I cannot recall, but the point is that he lent me some money for clothes and I gave him the extra money I didn't spend and payed him back. He always tells me that he doesn't care how much he spends on me but I always worry.


The boys want to throw a party but I told them it wasn't a good idea. They told me to stop over thinking things and to just go with the whole party idea. I'm not too sure about this, Meredith and my first second date is making me nervous and the boys are sinking their ideas into my brain and now I wanted to have this party. 


We've been on this "date" for about an hour and it is the most awkward one I have been on in maybe a year, the last one was a blind date that my friend set me up on. We are just sitting here looking at each other and then looking down at the drinks in our hands. "So..." He says looking up at me again. "So" I say looking at him. Just then Liam walks through the door, "Guys we're having a party!" Niall, Irina, Louis, Eleanor and Harry walked in after them. Harry didn't look up at us and Liam pulled my chair out with me still sitting on it, "Come on Mere get up it's time to partyyyy!" I shook my head and started to laugh at Liam. "Well then let's get this place in shape shall we?" Walking toward Irina I pulled her away to help me find an outfit for tonight. As we walked up the stairs I heard Niall say; "See Zayn I told you she wouldn't mind".


I didn't want to look at either of them. I couldn't stand seeing Meredith being happy with someone other than me. I could make her so happy, if she'd only give us a chance but she says that her feeling for Zayn are strong and something she cannot ignore which means I have to just let it go. Who am I kidding everyone loves me, I'm Harry freaking Styles for crying out loud. Not one person can resist this, no one but Meredith. I might just ditch this party for an hour or so, by the time the party is in full swing I can be back here with maybe 4-6 girls on my arm. That will show her, I don't need her. I can have any girl I want. I'll just have to live with the fact that she will always be around with him. Hand in hand with him. Fine. I'll be fine. I'm always just fine.

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