Loved You First

Jessica is eighteen and her best friend is Harry Styles. When Harry denies his feelings for her, Jessica turns to another guy. Niall Horan, one of Harry's band mate and friend. As she continues to fall for Niall, Harry flares up with anger and jealousy which leads to their friendship to fall apart. Jessica, heartbroken, turns to the aid of her sister. A year later, Harry runs into Jessica at a party. Will they reunite as friends? Or will thoughts of the past be brought up once again?

A story of deception, lies, love, and friendship.


3. Over Again


"Harry, you're leaving again?" There were tears in Jessica's eyes. It was in the middle of tour and we went to LA for a few days. I just had to stop by and see her before resuming tour. I didn't want to hurt her and seeing her cry, I knew that I did. She was sixteen and we've only been friends for a good year, but it seemed like we knew each other forever.

I reached out and hugged her, tightly. "I promise I'll come back." I told her. Her arms were wrapped around me and right at that moment, I never wanted to leave her side. I liked the idea of being alone with her in my arms. Just the two of us and no one else to interrupted. She looked up at me, "I'll make sure you keep that promise Harry Styles." she said.

I nodded, kissing the top of her head. We pulled away as I got into the taxi with the guys and from the rearview mirror, I could see her wave good bye. I hadn't realized that would be the last time I ever saw her.

"Earth to Harry?" Zayn waved a hand in front of my face as I shook my head out of the daze that I was in. "Are you okay?" he asked. I looked around for a moment at our surroundings and realized that we were at the bowling alley. "Where are the girls?" I asked.

"They went to the bathroom while you were in a daze." he said.

"Oh." I said dumbly as he laughed.

"Hey, it's okay. It happens to all of us. What were you think about?"

Before I could answer, Jessica and Angela came back over to our table. "Do you guys want to eat out for dinner? I know this great restaurant nearby." Angela smiled. Zayn and I looked at each other. I smiled, "Yeah, that'd be great."

We all got in Angela's car and arrived at the restaurant. We all got out and let the girls enter first. Once we were seated at our table and ordered our food, we began to catch up on everything that happened in the last year. "I'm kinda sad that the other three couldn't be here with us. We tried to get them to come along." Angela said.

"It's not a big deal. The four of us can catch up." I said.

"A lot has changed since we last saw each other." she said. "Right Jess?"


"Jess, are you okay?" Angela and I were in the bathroom at the bowling alley. Of course I wasn't okay. I couldn't stop thinking about Harry. "Yeah, I'm fine." I answered her as she slowly nodded her head. "If it's about Harry, you can tell me. That's what sisters are for." she said.

"You know I've had the longest crush on Harry. I just... I don't know how to tell him." I said.

"When the right moment comes, you just tell him. You have to feel confident about it. You can't be scared and chicken out. I know there's some confidence in you." she smiled. We walked out of the bathroom and asked the guys if they'd like to eat out for dinner with us. They agreed and we left the bowling alley.

Once we arrived at the restaurant, we sat down at our table and ordered our food. I got the seat next to Harry. "I'm kinda sad that the other three couldn't be here with us. We tried to get them to come along." Angela said. I wondered what the other three were doing at our house. Liam, Niall, and Louis all alone. I'm sure they were playing video games, watching tv, or something.

"It's not a big deal. The four of us can catch up." Harry said.

I want the two of us to catch up Harry. "A lot has changed since we last saw each other." she said. "Right Jess?" I looked up at her and nodded, "Yeah a lot." I looked back down at my hands anxiously. "Did Harry ever tell you about how he and Jess met?" I heard her ask Zayn.

"No." Zayn answered.

"Oh my gosh. It was the cutest thing. I think you should tell the story Jess." she smiled. I looked up at my sister and I knew her eyes were telling me something. I swallowed, clearing my throat a bit. "Well, we were in London for a vacation and we weren't really planning to watch the X Factor live.

"We saw Harry's audition and after he was done, we left. Then, um... we ran into each other."

"It was like love at first sight." she said.

"How did you and Zayn meet?" I asked her.

"Harry." she answered. "Speaking of Harry," She looked towards his direction with a smirk on his face. "Do you like anyone?"

I glanced over at Harry who had turned a bit red and cleared his throat, looking away. He hadn't looked towards my direction the whole entire evening after she asked him that question. We ate our dinner in silence, only listening to Angela and Zayn's conversation they had.

I stood up, excusing myself from the table and walked out of the restaurant. I needed some fresh air. I couldn't stand to be in a room full of tension between Harry and I. I heard the door open and close behind me as I turned around only to see it was Harry. "I can't believe she asked that question." I said.

"What's wrong about that question?" he asked.

"Do you like anyone?" I asked, reading his face. He shrugged, "Just someone in particular."

"Who?" I asked.

When he didn't say anything, I pushed even further to get more words out of him. "Do you like me Harry?"


I did like her, but it had been such a long time since we've last seen each other and why did I want to rush my feelings for someone I only see a few times out of the whole entire year? "Jessica, I'm not ready for a relationship." Just as soon as the words had left my mouth, I regretted it.

I could see it in her eyes and it was written all over her face that I had hurt her. Tears formed and began to fall down her cheeks. I began to reach out to wipe them away, but she slapped my hand away. "Don't touch me. I don't ever want to talk to you again Harry Styles. We are not friends anymore!"

She turned around and walked down the street as I watched her leave.


I knew it. Harry did change. A lot can happen in three years and Harry proved it right in front of my eyes. It was a long walk home but I didn't care. I needed to let out some steam. I let myself in the house through the gate and entered the house through the double-doors that led out to the backyard.

As soon as I opened the door, three heads turned towards my direction and three bodies had stood up automatically. I was a mess, but I didn't care. Liam was the first to make a move towards me and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a hug. "Who did this to you?" he asked.

When I didn't answer, I only looked over his shoulder to see Louis take out his phone and bring it to his ear. I only cried harder and hugged Liam tighter. I never wanted to let go. I couldn't believe this was happening all over again.

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