Loved You First

Jessica is eighteen and her best friend is Harry Styles. When Harry denies his feelings for her, Jessica turns to another guy. Niall Horan, one of Harry's band mate and friend. As she continues to fall for Niall, Harry flares up with anger and jealousy which leads to their friendship to fall apart. Jessica, heartbroken, turns to the aid of her sister. A year later, Harry runs into Jessica at a party. Will they reunite as friends? Or will thoughts of the past be brought up once again?

A story of deception, lies, love, and friendship.


7. Forgivable?

Prom was finally here. All my friends had gone with dates, and were having the time of their lives while I sat at a table being the loner that I used to be. Many guys asked me to dance with them, but I politely declined each and every single one of them. Eventually they all stopped talking to me and went to ask other girls to dance with them.

I stood up from my seat and walked out of the gym doors to get some fresh air. For the first time in a long time, I was at peace with myself. No one was there to bother me and I could finally clear my mind. I heard footsteps behind me as I turned around and asked, "Who's there?"

He walked out from the shadows. Immediately I could tell who it was. "Niall? What are you doing here?" I asked him as he continued to walk towards my direction. Niall smirked, "I can't see you?" I let out a sigh of relief and smiled as I went up to hug him. "You don't know how much I've missed you. I know you just left, but it felt like months."

I pulled away and looked into his eyes; his beautiful blue eyes. "I can say the same about you." he smiled. I leaned in and kissed his lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, making the kiss even more passionate. I felt his arms wrap around me and that's all I've ever wished for, to be in Niall's arms.

From outside we could hear the start of a slow song and Niall pulled away, holding his hand out to me. I took his hand as the two of us began to dance. "I never thought I'd be dancing with you on prom night." I said. In the back of my mind, I remembered when Harry promised he'd take me to my senior prom. He had told me that last year, but it was still imprinted in my mind.

"Were you expecting someone else?" Niall asked as we continued to dance together. I shook my head and smiled, "No, you're the only person I want to be dancing with right now." He smiled, twirling me out and then spun me back into his arms. I looked up into his bright blue eyes as we shared another kiss.

The next day I woke up to find Niall lying in bed beside me. I smiled, cuddling up beside him while resting my head on his chest. I could hear the slow sounds of his heart beating. It was comforting. I heard a faint knock on the door and I quickly sat up, then walked over to answer the door.

"Hey sorry to wake you." Angela whispered, looking over my shoulder and then met my eyes. "It's okay. I was all ready awake." I told her as she nodded. "Oh, okay. Come with me into the kitchen. I don't want to wake Niall." she said. I nodded as I followed her out the door, quietly closing the door behind me.

We entered the kitchen and Angela checked the hallway one last time to make sure the coast was clear. "What's going on? Why are you acting like this?" I asked her. It took her a minute to answer me and when she did, I looked at her like she was crazy. "Why would you talk to Harry after I specifically told you not to?"

"Sorry. You weren't acting like yourself this past week, and I figured calling Harry to ask for some advice would help."

"Well, clearly it didn't." I spat, crossing my arms over my chest.

"Don't use that tone with me. I'm older than you, and you live under my roof. Look, I know you're happy with Niall but-"

"No. Harry and I will never be friends again. Not after what he told me. I don't think I'll be able to forgive him after that."

"I understand Jess, but Harry-"

"I don't care about Harry."

"You're delusional."

"I'm delusional!? You're the one who called him. How can you accuse me like that? I'm your sister."

"Jess, you've loved Harry since the day you two met and ever since then, you two have always been the best of friends. Every time he and the guys would visit you, he'd never leave your side. He wouldn't let any of the other guys come near you because he was afraid that you'd fall for one of them. Okay, maybe not Louis and Zayn but the other two.

"You know I'm right Jess. When you and Harry stopped being friends, Liam and Niall stepped in. Niall especially. He's the one who filled that huge hole Harry left in your heart, but I know you still have feelings for Harry and I know for a fact that he has feelings for you."

Angela and I would argue sometimes, but when it came down to knowing someone's true feelings, she was right. "Look, you can forget all about him if you want to. Deep down inside, you're going to soon realize that Harry won't be able to forgive himself for what he has done to you and that'll be the day you'll know that he's much more than a friend."

She walked out of the kitchen, leaving me there to soak up everything she had said to me and to drown in my thoughts. I also thought about what Harry had said to me, the part that he didn't want to be in a relationship. That got me thinking if he was afraid of being attached. I didn't want to jump to any conclusions.

But one question ran through my mind and that was: will I be able to forgive Harry?

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