Loved You First

Jessica is eighteen and her best friend is Harry Styles. When Harry denies his feelings for her, Jessica turns to another guy. Niall Horan, one of Harry's band mate and friend. As she continues to fall for Niall, Harry flares up with anger and jealousy which leads to their friendship to fall apart. Jessica, heartbroken, turns to the aid of her sister. A year later, Harry runs into Jessica at a party. Will they reunite as friends? Or will thoughts of the past be brought up once again?

A story of deception, lies, love, and friendship.


5. Doubts

The next morning, I got out of bed and took a quick shower. I changed into a shirt and put on a pair of shorts. I grabbed a room key when Angela finally stirred in bed. "Where are you going?" she asked me before I walked out of the room. "I'm going downstairs to eat breakfast." I said, walking out of the room and closed the door behind me.

I entered the café and saw Niall sitting with Liam at a table. I walked over to them and smiled, "Hey guys."

"Good morning Jess." Niall smiled.

"Sleep well?" Liam asked.

"I slept great." I smiled and sat down with them. "I just want to thank you guys again for coming to my birthday. It meant a great deal to me."

"You should thank Niall for that." Liam nudged Niall who looked down embarrassed. I knew Liam was right and I had to give credit for everything that Niall had done. "He knows I appreciate him being here." I smiled, reaching out and was about to touch Niall's arm.

"Hey guys!" I heard Harry's voice and quickly pulled my hand away. Harry, Louis, and Zayn walked up to the table. They grabbed some chairs and sat down. I stood up, then walked over to get some food. I grabbed a plate and a fork. I took some eggs, sausages, and bacon.

"You okay?" Niall met up with me when I was just at the fruit section. I nodded, "Yeah, I'm fine."

"You don't sound fine Jess." he said.

"Can we talk about it later?" I asked him in a hushed tone as he nodded. "Let me get that for you." he smiled, reaching out and grabbed my plate from me. I grabbed myself a cup of coffee and some creamer, then went back over to the table where the guys were. Angela was seated with them as Niall and I walked over.

"Mom and dad all ready checked out, but they're inviting us for dinner." Angela said, standing up. I nodded and sat down in my seat. She obviously knew what was wrong with me and she didn't press on with any questions as she left me alone with the guys. Louis and Zayn both stood up as well to get some food as they followed Angela.

Liam had gotten up to get more food and I gently grabbed Niall's arm for support. I didn't want to be left alone with Harry right now. Niall caught my eye and I think he understood. I released my grip and began eating my food. "Are you her personal body guard now?" Harry asked Niall.

"What's wrong with you mate?" Niall asked.

"I bet Jessica would love to answer your question." Harry threw me a look that I've never seen before, not in a long time. I looked away, but I felt his gaze upon me and it was making me uncomfortable. I also never heard him call me Jessica either, only when he was mad at me or in a situation like this.

I looked up at Niall who's eyes were begging me to tell him what happened between Harry and I. "We got into an argument at dinner the other night. I went outside to leave Angela and Zayn alone so they could talk. Harry followed me outside and I asked him if he liked me."

Suddenly tears began to form in my eyes and I couldn't eat. I couldn't even look at Harry or Niall. It was just too much. I stood up and left the cafe. "Jessica, wait!" Harry called out and followed her.

Angela's POV.

The rest of the guys and I walked back to the table with our food when I saw Jessica walk out with Harry behind her. "What just happened?" I asked, sitting down in Harry's seat beside Niall. "Jess explained to me what happened between her and Harry." Niall answered.

"I swear, if he hurts her again..." 

"If he does it again, you know Jess won't forgive him this time." Louis said.

"What did Harry say to her?" I asked.

"She asked him if he liked her, and I'm guessing everything went down hill from there." Niall said.

Harry's POV.

I followed Jessica all the way to her hotel room and grabbed her by the arm to turn her around to face me. "Jess, I'm sorry." There were tears in her eyes as she looked away. She looked at everything but me and it was understandable. I hurt her and I deserved to feel her resentment towards me. "I don't think I'll be able to forgive you Harry.

"I meant what I said about us not being friends anymore. I'm glad that you're leaving tomorrow so I don't have to see your face ever again." She shook out of my grip, entering her hotel room and slammed the door in my face. "Jessica!" I called from outside her room.

She opened the door and I saw that she was taking off her necklace. "Give this to someone who deseves it." She shoved the necklace into my chest, hurting me a bit and closed the door. I looked at it and remembered how she got the necklace in the first place.

"What is it?" Angela asked as I gave her the box. We were in a boutique when I saw the most beautiful necklace I had laid eyes on. I just had to buy it, but I wasn't sure who I'd buy it for. She opened the box and her eyes had lit up just like a child on Christmas day. "Wow, it's beautiful. You should give it to Jessica. I'm sure she'll love it more than me." she said.

"You think so?" I asked her as she nodded with a smile. "I know so." She closed the box and handed it to me as I took it from her. "I hope you're right." I said as she rolled her eyes. Angela was always right when it came to her sister.

Later that evening at dinner, the guys and I were staying at her house while we were on break from tour. Jessica had gone upstairs to her room. I went upstairs and knocked on her door. "Come in." Her voice called out as I opened the door, entering her room and closed the door behind me.

"Hey short-stuff." I smiled.

"Hey Haz." she smiled. I walked over and sat dwon with her on the bed. "I want to give you something." I said, pulling out the box from my pocket. She reached out and looked at it, confused. "Think of it as an early birthday present from me." I smiled. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to see her again after that.

She was seventeen and I was eighteen. It was on occassions like this when I would able to see her. She opened the box and she threw her arms around my neck. "I love it Harry!" she said, then pulled away. She took out the necklace from the box and handed it to me. I put it around her neck and she faced me with a smile on her face.

"How do I look?" she asked.

"Beautiful." he smiled.

"It's official. This necklace is the significance of our friendship." she smiled.

"You and your sister are so much alike." I smirked, slightly shaking me head as she lightly punched me, then we both started laughing as I began to tickle her.

A small laugh came out of my mouth just thinking about that memory. I looked at her hotel room one last time before placing my hands in my pocket and walked back to my hotel room. Later we all checked out of the room and drove back to Angela's house. "My parents will be over later this evening." Angela said.

I looked out towards the backyard to see Niall and Jessica laughing. It killed me knowing that I wasn't the one making her laugh and that one of my best mates was. "Be happy for her Haz." Louis said, wrapping an arm around my shoulders. I looked at him, then looked back at the two of them.

How can I be happy when the girl I cared about was falling for another guy?

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