Dear Zayn.

My name is Gabriella Hennessey, I'm 19 years old dancer. I loved to dance, I always have. Dancing is my passion. When I was 17, my mum remarried a man, who didn't always loved me as a daugther. He used to hit me. I've tried to told mum about everything he had done, but she didn't believe me. So I ran away from them. I went to London and that's when I bumped into Danielle Peazer, who is now my bestfriend. She introduced me about the dancing. I've followed my dream to be a dancer so here I am now. I dance to be free, to forget and so that I can have something to love when I feel like nothing loves me. And my life changed, since I met him, Zayn Malik.


22. Chapter 22.

Gabriella’s POV

I walked downstairs to see Danielle and Niall were standing in the hallway waiting for me. They are talking about stuffs I don’t even known what is it, but they both smiled at me as they saw me.

‘Are you ready, Gab?’, Danielle asks.

I nod and smile, ‘Niall, can I have the ride with you?’, I quickly ask as I saw Zayn gets in to Liam’s car.

Niall frowned, ‘Yeah sure, whatever you want, Gab. Come on, let’s get going now’

I followed behind Niall with Danielle. She shut the door behind us and locked it.

‘But I need to stop at Nando’s’, he said turning around to face me.

‘Is that an order?’, I ask wearily.

Niall laughs, ‘I’m hungry, Gab’

My eyes widening, ‘Are you kidding me, Niall?’

He nods and we both walked up to his Range Rover. We got in the car and Niall drove us to the nearest Nando’s Restaurant in town.

‘You want anything?’, he asked me, unbuckled his seat belt.

I shook my head, ‘No, it’s fine’

He nods and quickly hopped out from the car before anyone could see him. I leaned my back onto the seat and wait for Niall. I was surprised to see a few people with cameras on their hands taking pictures of me from outside the car. And a few more are waiting for Niall at the restaurant door. I ignored them all. I have nothing to do with this. How the boys can even used to all these stuffs? 15 minutes later, Niall walks out from the restaurant with a bag of food in his hand. He waved to the group of girls and paps before get into his car back. He hands me the bag.

‘Sorry. The service is sick’, he said before drove his car to the studio.

We arrived the studio 5 minutes later, everyone is there waiting for us. Niall apologize to everyone for being late. And we joined them in the big circle. Ellian walked in with two girls and a man followed behind him.

‘Are you ok?’, Zac leans in next to me and whispers.

I turned to see Zac and smiled then turned to look at Ellian back.

‘Hello everyone. So let me introduced, I bring you Mr. Alex Harries, whose incharged to design your clothes for every event we had’, Ellian begins.

‘So today, we’re going to have some fitting session’

‘Gab?’, Ellian called my name out. I looked up to see him staring.

‘Can you please stands up and come infront?’, he asked.

I then without wait any longer, stands up and walks next to him. Everyone is now staring at me. Ellian then calls out Karen and Lucy’s names followed by Susan then Danielle.

The girl with brunette hair pulled me closer to her, ‘Put your hands up’

‘Is than an order?’, I ask wearily.

She smiled sweetly, ‘Yes dear’

I put both my hands up and she begin to measure my body with a tape.

‘Ellian, what is this for?’, Harry asks.

‘The Brit Awards. I’ve been told that you guys will attend the event’, Ellian replies calmly.

‘And what’s up with the girls?’, Niall then asks.

‘They’ll attend the event with the five of you too if you want. Because you can ask any one of them to be your date’, Ryan, the boys’ manager interrupts.

I rolled my eyes, I don’t feel like attending an event like that. And I also know that there will be no one of them will ask me.

‘Perfect’, the lady said, finish measuring my body.

‘Thank you’, I say firmly.

‘My name is Kate’, she held out her hand.

I shake her hand and smile, ‘Gabriella. Just call me, Gab’

‘Nice to meet you. I’ll be your stylish. So, we’ll work together for this whole year’

‘Fair enough’, I reply calmly.

I then walked away from her and sit at my place. I watch Danielle walked up to Kate. I smiled. She’ll be in my group too. I pulled out my phone and go on twitter, ‘I don’t really talk to strangers’, I posted a tweet.

‘Hey’, I feel someone tapped on my shoulder and that person went to sit next to me. I turn to look for the person. It was Harry.

‘Are you ok?’, he asks looking at me.

‘Yeah’, I reply and looked away.

‘Are you sure?’, he asks again.

‘Yes, Harry. I’m okay. Just leave it’, I rolled my eyes.

‘Woah, someone’s not in a good mood’, Niall suddenly interrupts as he walked passed us.

‘Fair enough’, I mumbled.

‘So, I’m here to ask you a favor’, Harry begins.

‘What is it, Styles?’

‘I want you to come with me, as my date, for the Brit Awards. So, will you be my date?’, his voice a bit shaking. I know he is nervous. But why should he be?

‘Well’, I paused, ‘Okay. I’ll go with you’, I replied without thinking more.

‘Nice. Thank you’, Harry smiled and kisses my cheek.

‘You’re welcome, Harry’, I replied before got up. I made my way to the locker room and sit on one of the bench. I put my face in my hands and tried not to scream. I’m not sure why I’m so mean today. Well, since I had enough with Zayn this morning. I used not to care about people around me but now, why am I so care? It hurts me multiple times.

‘Someone’s not happy today’, a voice interrupted my thoughts. I looked up to see Zayn standing there. He then walked up to me.

‘Can I sit here?’, he asked, pointing at the empty space next to me.

I nodded and looked away. Zayn sit next to me. We stayed there in silence for a while before he broke it, ‘Look, Gab. I’m really sorry about this morning, you know, I really don’t meant any of the harsh words for you’

Well, words don’t have the power to hurt you, unless the person who said them means a lot to you. Wait, did I like Zayn? No way. But there’s something about him that just won’t let me give up. I can’t be mad at Zayn. I took a deep breath before turning my body to face him.

‘Okay, Malik, I forgive you’, I whispered.

He looked up to see me and his face lit up, ‘Pardon? I can’t hear you’

I rolled my eyes and ignored him, ‘You heard me. I’m not saying it for one more time’, I got up and was about to walk when Zayn suddenly gripped my arm and pulled me to him. I accidentally went to sit on his lap and our faces are close, very close. We stared into each other eyes before his lips touched mine.

‘Zayn’, I pulled away but Zayn didn’t moved. He wrapped his arms around mine and started to kiss my neck. I moaned as he found the spot on my neck.

‘Z-zayn, stop’, I warned him. I pushed him away and quickly get up.

He smiled, ‘We should be back in the studio’, he said and gets up. He took my hand and we both walked together the hallway.

‘So, will you be my date on Brit Awards?’, he asks.

I stopped walking and turn to face him, our hands still locking. Zayn also turned, so now we are facing each other. He raised his eyebrow and stared at me.

‘I-I’m sorry, I can’t’, I replied.


‘H-harry. He already asked me’,

And that Zayn suddenly let go of my hand. I felt hurt.

‘And you agreed to go with him?’, he asked furiously. I slowly nodded. Zayn looked at me disappointedly before looked away. Well, why would he be? I slowly nodded and gave him a questioning look.

He looked away and I noticed a tear rolled down on his cheek. He walked away leaving me alone. I quickly run after him and grabbed his arm, ‘ Are you crying?’

‘Why do you care?’, he asked furiously and pushed my hand away from him.

I was speechless. Zayn’s right. Why do I care? He wasn’t someone important to me. Right. But I always have a soft spot for him since the first day I met him at the restaurant.

‘Zayn! Gab! What are you two doing here?’, both of us turned to see Liam at the door that leaded us back into the studio.

I quickly walked away from Zayn and made my way into the studio back. Liam stood there froze as he stared at me walked by passed him. I heard the door behind me closed as I entered the studio. And I slowly turned around to see Liam wasn’t there anymore.



Hello guys. How ya doing? Sorry for taking a long time to update. Anyway, I haven't seen the documentary yet and I don't feel like I should. What happened right now, I'm not really sure. But please remember, that we're a family. I love this fandom, and I don't regrets every second of my life being in this amazing fandom. We are directioners, together we stand. Love you. Take care x

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