Lyric's parents get a divorce when she finally gets where she wants to be in life. She moves all the way to Dover, New Hampshire from Brimingham, England. She is bullied, secerets are kept from her, and things are done to her, and her mother doesn't believe her. She falls in love, and her own "mother" kicks her out of the house, so she moves in with her boyfriend. When they get older, they are still in the same house. Her boyfriend can't support his love, so he goes into the army. But you will have to read to find out the rest of the information. Some chapters will contain adult content.
Self harm, Alcohol, Sex, Depression, Disorders, Love, and Bullying will take place in this story. It most likely be updated once or twice a week, and it will be Lyric's diary.


5. I Can't Believe This

  Dear, Journal

    I can't believe Taylor would do something like this. This month has been HORRIBLE! and this happening does NOT help it one bit. Jake moved out and Taylor moved in a month ago, and since Taylor doesn't work it's just me and him when I get home from school. With the people at school and now this, it's to much and my mum doesn't believe me, or should I even call her that?

    I bet you are so confused right now, so I'll just tell you. This month I have gotten beat up everyday of the week for three weeks, by like four different groups of people. It doesn't help that when I get home I'm pretty much forced to work my butt off, and yes I am FORCED. Or I get beat by Taylor, even worst then the girls at school, and I tried telling my "mum".

    So now I have bruises all over my body, and I am a little scared to not listen to Taylor or be anywhere closed to out of site of a teacher. I also found out that for four-teen YEARS my "family" has been lying to me. They also trust a guy that, they think they know, other then there daughter that they have known from the day she was born. According to my "mum" and "brother", my dad doesn't know anything about what is going on down here, let alone know that I found this out.

    But now I guess you're wondering why I keep saying "mum" and "brother". Well it's kind of hard to explain, my dad got a women that he, did love, pregnant with me, and when she gave birth to me she didn't want me. So before I, ever got old enough to remember anything, my dad married my "mum" and before they ever met my "mum" had my "brother". So I'm living with people that have kept this big of a secret from me for this long.

    I guess it's time for me to tell you what Taylor did. Well it's Sunday, and my "mum" had to go out of town for the weekend, so it was just Taylor and I all weekend. Well Friday was okay, Saturday is where it all went down. The worst part is, it all went on, till, like ten minutes ago.

    On Friday night Taylor went out with a couple of friends, and he got home like super late, and I could tell he was drunk, it was already Saturday morning lets just say that. I had to help him get to his bed that's how drunk he was, and when I put him in his bed he looked at me funny, I asked him what was wrong, he told me I looked sexy then he said come here, and I tried walking away. But when I was almost to my bed room, he pushed me on the wall and said, I told you to come here. I was really scared about what was going to happen, because he was in my face, he grabbed the back of my neck a pushed me into his room, on his bed. He closed the door and stared at me with an evil smile, then and there he pulled his shirt off and started crawling on the bed to me, when he was inches away from me I jumped off the bed as fast as I could and ran to the door opened the door ran grabbed my bag that had everything in it and tried pulling the door open. But before I could Taylor was right behind me, he pushed the door shut and locked it as he grabbed my arm in a tight grip and pulled me to the bed room again, when he put me on the bed this time he didn't bother to shut the door he started crawling to me again but in a more scary kind of way, this time I kicked and screamed with all I could, so he reached up a hand, and slapped my face, with that I stopped screaming and kicking, and when he finally thought I was done. He started at me again, this time his hand was on my thigh and when he started kissing my neck, I bit his shoulder jumped off the bed again and ran to the back door ran outside and when I was almost all the way over the fence he grabbed my foot and pulled me down, I fell on the hard ground, he grabbed me by the hair and pulled me inside, he was done playing games with me he tied my hands to the bed and turned the music up really loud, so nobody would hear me screaming, he came in and when he untied my hands I tried running again, he slapped me like twenty times and when I was on the ground he sat on my legs and started unzipping his pants so I started kicking he pulled my pants off and started raping me.

    Rape. Out all the people it had to be him, I knew he was trouble. The worst part is, my mum doesn't believe me I tried telling her like five minutes ago but she just won't listen. I have to tell Jake, maybe he can help me. But once again it's like one A.M. and I have school tommarrow so I have got to go to bed. Good night.




                                                                                     Lyric <3

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