Unbelievable Story

Suicide: to kill (oneself)...
The thing is, I though about it. I cut. I try a lot of things. but I never succeed. I failed to myself to do the only thing that was ever on my To Do list. I never regret trying to do it. I didn't wish to do it. Not after everyone had found out. Not after I had to lie to everyone I cared about. Everyone I loved... That was, until I, who hadn't let my walls down for anyone... That was, until he came into my life... Until he made me realize that I really just wanted to be saved and not die. But I still don't know if I can thrust him. Thrust him enough so he would help me. Help me go through it all. Help me fall into him, when no one else would.

Help me take the right way out. Or, let me take the long way down.


1. His car

"I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did-''

I woke up, turning my alarm clock off. 

''Hum..'' I whined, ''I don't wanna go to school today.''

I didn't. Not today. I was Friday. It was February 1st. Harry Styles birthday. Everything was going so well. And I had a feeling-wait not a feeling, knowledge-that if I went to school it would ruin my day, entirely.

And it was all because of then. That people who made me feel insecure, bad... Those people who made me hate myself and my body. 

I got up from my bed and went to bathroom attached to my room. I opened the bottom drawer and took out a hair-tie. I normally brushed my hair twice and it fell into its normal waves, but not today. Today it looked extra-curly, due to me wearing it in a bum for the night, like I always do. I grabbed the curler and curled my hair, giving it cute little section curls.

''Sophie!'' my mom shouted from the kitchen, ''What do you want to eat for breakfast?''

''I'm coming!'' I answered back ''And just a glass of milk or juice is fine.''

''Ok, but you gotta eat!'' she argued worried.

''I'll just grab something at school later.'' I half whispered.

I finally finished curling my hair and went back to my room, to get dressed. I grabbed just a simple shirt, a pair of skinny jeans and my favorite Vans.
I walked out of my room, grabbing my backpack, and looking back, to make sure I had everything. I stopped and went back to get my iPhone and my Spanish I notebook.
I walked downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed the milk glass that was set on the kitchen counter, like always. I drank it and set it down on the sink, looking at my mom and kissing her cheek.
''Bye mom. Love you!'' I shouted leaving the kitchen.
''Bye darling, and say Happy Birthday to Harry for me sweet.'' she said, as she tough Harry was one of my 'friends'. 
I chuckled, leaving the house, and closing the front door. 

''Four gone, One more to go'' I tough as I walked to school Just gotta keep things low and quiet and today will be just fine, so, NO talk! 

As I was walking to school I saw a familiar car parked outside of the school front gate. I stopped, recognizing the car, but I didn't know where from...

I froze, realizing it was HIS car, Harry Styles' car! No, I must be dreaming of over thinking stuff, I'm sure. ''Ok Sophie, breath and keep going''. And so I did, peeking through the corner of my eye as I walked through the drivers seat window... 

While that, the words Fat, Ugly, Stupid, Bitch, Monster, Ridicule, Crazy and Nerd, kept playing over and over again, like they always did, as I got trough the school gate.

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