I'm in Love with my Best Friend (One Direction not famous)

An insecure girl who battles bullying, self harm and mental let down in school and home. If that isn't enough pain, she has to see her one and only best friend whom she’s had a crush on forever with another girl, and that girl is her bully. What happens when one day Harry posts a picture of her on a modeling website and she posts a video of him singing on the x factor page? Will their journey lead them to falling in love or will it just cause more trouble?


1. Chapter 1

Here I am, doing something I never thought I would do. I decided that i’m in a desperate need of a diary. And before you start to wonder all these crazy thoughts, no i’m not mental. I’m gonna write some things about myself, most of them are really surprising, almost too surprising to the point that I can’t even talk to my best friend of many years about. I’m gonna start by saying, i’m not your normal type of Manchester high school girl. When it comes to trusting, I don’t trust that much people anymore. You wanna know why?

Well, I've been abused, bullied, and hated for the past 3 years of my life. My small and weak 16 year old body can’t take it anymore.  You might be wondering about my family right now, nothing much to say really. My mom and dad both have full time jobs and traveling businesses, I barley see them. I’m just happy they remember my name every once in a while. I have 2 older brothers, Nathan who is 18, and Alex who is 20. We have a weird relationship, one day they feel like killing me and the next day they’re making me breakfast and calling me by my actual name which is Jessica instead of some sick nickname they came up with. I’ll get down to business, I don’t cut know but I did 1 year ago. I stopped because Harry persuaded me not to when he found out while we were swimming in the summer.

Enough teasing, i’ll tell you who Harry is. Harry is my best friend, only best friend to be honest. We've clicked as soon as I hit him with a plastic gun in second grade. Who knew plastic brings you luck? There’s just one tiny problem. I’m crazy in love with him. But too bad for me, he has a girlfriend. You wanna know who his girlfriend is too? Well, her name is Macy, she’s fake, popular, and she’s my number one bully. What more can I say? I just want harry to be happy, so I never said anything about it. Isn't it weird that he’s popular and i’m not? But i’m his best friend! I’m not saying I want to be popular  seriously like eww. Isn't this just a mixed up world? Now back to business, When he asks me about those bruises she caused, I lie and say that I fell or something. When he asks me why I’m crying, I say I got sand in my eyes. How can he not see me hurting? The thing that really hurts the most is that, he doesn't know that. He thinks she’s fucking perfect but she’s not. She’s fake, and even though she is perfect, perfect isn't real.

To make matters worse, she’s not the only person who bully’s me. Her and a group of friends, boys and girls. They’d do whatever to make my life miserable, but i just wish they would walk in my shoes for a moment. Just thinking about them makes me sick. I think this is enough for a Diary introduction, it’s time for me to enjoy my new years eve alone eating ice cream and watching romantic movies wishing that was me.

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