The Payne He Left Me

Life had gotten worse for poor Emily. After Liam and the boys left breaking her heart, everything went down hill. She has tattoos and peircings, smokes, cuts all up and down her arms, and sees a counselour twice a month. To top on that, she hates her job at Starbucks, and James got a boyfriend and doesn't see her often. Mostly, she's all alone besides her cat. But when she runs into someone special, what will happen?

~**Sequel To 'Why Do You Hate Me, What've I Done?'**~


1. Never

                                                               *~1 year later~*


Ever since that day in the hospital, I have been broken. I completly fell apart. I had to stay in the hospital anothor month, so that pretty much took up half my summer. And I cried and cut so much, I now have to see a counselour twice a month. I got tattoos, and piercings all up my ear. I graduated high school, but just barely. And I'm STILL teased, though I'm an adult! I see fans walk by me often, pointing and snickering. I can't remember the last time I smiled. Probably too long ago.

I ripped down all my One Direction posters. Broke my CD. Erased the songs from my phone. Blocked him on Twitter. Erased my memory of them as much as I could.

Now I work at Starbucks, and I hate it! Even my boss hates me! And another thing too. Ever since James got a boyfriend, Christopher, we never spend much time together. Plus I have the feeling he doesn't like me. There are only five other people that like me on this planet..... Stop it! My mind often wanders to them. I hate saying thier names. It reminds me of..... him.

I'm much more mature now. I'm seventeen, and the boys are 20, 20, 19, 19, and 22. It'd be weird to date him again at this age. STOP IT. I have to remind myself to stop every time. That's what my shrink Clarissa says.

Sometimes, I wish I had never met them. Never won the contest. Never fell in love with him. Never. I never expected what was soon to come.

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