From a Nightmare to a Dream

Lisamarie just got out of a serious relationship. She broke up with him, he wanted her back, she didn't. But one night she found herself missing him so they hung out and she felt like she wanted him back, he didn't. She knew what it was like to be officially heart broekn. To get her mind of him she started listening to some new music. The group was so adorable, funny, attactive, 4/5 British, and 1/5 Irish. Also known as One Direction. She become obsessed. This was to get her mind of him and it was working. She was finally happy. But could she get anymore happy after a concert and meet and greet? It's very possible... Could there be any more drama in her life? That was for sure... Could one boy of her most wild fantacies take her out of her nightmare and bring her into a dream? You'll have to read and find out ;)


1. I'm Sorry But I Can't Do This Anymore

     It was senior skip day and instead of going to the beach, shopping, or even six flags with my friends, I decided to hang out with my boyfriend. My boyfriend Gino. I went over to his house very early that friday morning. I got out of the car and went up to his door and I was greeted by a big bear hug and a very passionate kiss. I loved his kisses. They filled my whole body with butterflies, not even just my stomach. We went inside and went straight to his room. It was only like 8:30 so I was still really tired, even though I basically slept in. On a normal school day I would getr up around 5ish. He understood though and let me sleep until 11. I woke up with him right next to me. How I wished I could everyday. He was my everything and I was his. We listened to the same music, both liked hockey, we loved to party together, we're both Italain, I could go on and on, and most importantly we loved each other. I really thought we were going to last for a very long time. Our six month was even on my 18th birthday, like does that not scream fate? He was my first love.

     So everything seems so perfect right? Well wrong. There's also a few things I should clear up about Gino that I over looked for a while but just couldn't anymore. He was one of the most controlling people Iv ever met. He chose who I talked to and who I could hang out with. He was always second guessing me, thought I lied to him. And in a way I did. I had friends he didn't know about I talked to my ex who he told me I could never talk to again.

    Well everything was going well that day, it was the first time we hung out since I told him I wanted a break for a week. And when I woke up, we messed around a bit, took some pictures, watched some television, and then those words came out of his mouth that I still question to this day, like what if he never said anything, would we still be together? But he said "So...are we going to talk about what happened...?" Originally in my mind I wanted to say no so bad and just go back to kissing and having fun, but on the other hand I did want to talk about it so nothing was hidden, maybe the relationship still had a chance.

"Yeah, kind of if you want to."

"I do. I missed you so much."

That's when it hit me, I loved him, but I didn't miss him. I realized I wanted to be friends. But I wanted to kiss him so bad at the same time. I was so torn that I decided to just go completely cold on him.

"Yeah, well I need to get some things out that have been bothering me."

"Sure, you can tell me anything babe."

"Well, I feel like you're controlling me. You won't let me even be friends with Brandon. You just can't expect me to cut someone out of my life like that. Also the same thing with a few other guy friends. I only made you block that one girl on facebook because she's obviously just a huge bitch and you know me and her have our problems and she also wants you. I'm not the irrational one here."

"Ok well you can do whatever you want then, talk to whoever. Does that make you happy?"

"Well, yeah"

"Would  you cheat on me?"

"Not if I was sober, you know how I am when I'm drunk." In my head after, I was like why the fuck would he even ask that. Like that's so annoying.


"Can I please go back to sleep?"

"Sure, I'll be in the living room."

     He left and I was crying. Crying because I knew this wasn't going to end well, crying because I wish we never had this conversation, crying because I knew I had to end it soon. Then I got a text from Gino. It said 'I know this is going to end up into another break, but please promise me one thing' I texted back saying 'Anything...' and he replied 'Don't do anything.' I knew what he meant, he meant as in don't be with another guy, he wanted me to stay his and act like nothing was happening. All I said back was 'Ok' I tried to go to sleep but I had so much on my mind that I just ended up walking out of his house and going home. I ignored all his texts and calls for the next couple of days. I was so stressed out it wasn't even funny.

     It was the next saturday afternoon and I was getting ready for work and I got another text from Gino, and I read this one as I have read them all. But I was becoming sick to my stomach, knowing I was still actually in a realtionship with him. The text was so simple but it made me snap. It said 'What should I do with the phone case I orderd you?' I said 'I don't think I can accept that' and he said 'Why? You're still my girlfriend' and that is when the never ending tears started. I replied with 'I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore' Through many many texts and many many tears, I had broken up with him in the most gentle way I could. I just hoped we could stay friends. But that's not what he wanted at all.

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