Two Lives, One person

Lexie Mcpherson had a perfect life, she was pregnant, got a promation and had the perfect man or did she?When she goes on a night out and a tragic accident happens her life falls apart. She loses her baby, her life, her job and her man. She debates whether life is worth living. But what will she decide?


11. Pills

Today Lexie lives her lonesome day after day waiting, waiting. Unable to move without falling over, unable to get up so she just sit and wait. Watching the same dull programmes again and again, bored out of her mind. To be honest, she don’t know which is worse, sitting being lonely day after day, week and week or having sheer embarrassment of someone having to dress and undress her, bathe her, feed her and take her to the toilet.

This is the day Lexie McPherson and I died. i died a long time ago, in soul and heart. But this is the day i die in person. I plod along to the bathroom, open the full bathroom cabinet, full of medication to take my suffering away. Today i will use them all to take my suffering away, forever. i throw them all down my throat in one big gulp. I shuffle along the expensive carpets towards my luxurious bed and flop down; i curl up into a ball and stare. I stare at the picture of when i  was beautiful, when i was tall, poised, and had long blonde curly hair with the most beautiful cheek bones and the most clear, crystal blue eyes you have ever seen with long beautiful eyelashes. This was when i was so happy. In the picture i was laughing with my best friend, who now i haven’t spoken to for 7 years. I was at the fashion week in Paris, my dream come to true. My designs strutting up and down the most worshipped walkaway known to any girl. It was my dream made real.

I could feel my eyes drooping, my life being sucked out of me, bit by bit. I no longer can keep my eyes open. I start to choke, unable to breath. This was it. This is the second day Lexie McPherson will die. This is the second day i die. This is it. This is what i want. No need for a note, because there is no one left to read it.

As I took my final breath, all i could was smile. This is my way out; this is how i can re-live again.  I have been dead for too long.  Today was the day i would be re-born. Thursday 12th May 5.23 2011 was my 27th birthday and this was the day i died with a smile.

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