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formally despairingreject :)
not online much anymore

  • MiniMochi

    mumbled "its been a while"

    há 2 meses atrásResponder
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    wow okay I have no idea how to start this.
    Hello, my name is sarah I'm 16 (17 in like a month whoop!!) and I started writing on movellas in 2014. I had just started high school and I needed a place to write angsty fan fiction about harry styles and ashton irwin. Since then I have left high school and I am now feeling a lot better. If you scroll down far enough through my account you will find very sad accounts of my mental health struggles and my battle with self harm and depression. I'd be lying if I said I still didn't struggle but hey ho I havent cut in at least 2 years so that is a massive win. This website was here for me during my darkest times and I made some amazing friends on it. I don't know if anyone will see this mumble or even care to read all of it but I want you all to know im thankful that you took the time to read my books. i obviously moved most of my books to my drafts and I still like to look back and laugh at them.
    I still read fanfiction, I read on ao3 now i don't like wattpad. I've started to write again? I left this account due to not being able to write, my mental health went to shit and i just couldn't seem to form sentences. However I'm writing again, even if its a little bit. Maybe soon I'll post my work to here but idk.

    Thank you to everyone who made this website a home for me.
    I love you all <3
    Sarah x
    3 SECOND LUKE
    há 2 meses atrás
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    P.S - It's great to see that you haven't cut for 2 years! I'm still going strong too! I miss having my mental health BFF with me <3
    5_sos_
    há 2 meses atrás
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    I read this mumble and went through so many emotions it was ridiculous. Everything you said made me remember the times that this website and writing was all I had. Thank you for sharing your story, thank you for helping me remember and thank you for everything that you have brought to others, me and this website!!! I love you!!! ������❤️
    AnimeAffinity
    há 2 meses atrás
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    @[MiniMochi] Hello. Glad that you are back. My name is also Sarah, it's so nice to meet you <3 <3 <3
  • MiniMochi

    mumbled "so sorry "

    há 1 anos atrásResponder
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    oh my god I'm so shit at being online lmao. but you'd be glad to know after like two years in writing again. and it's good stuff. like actually good. so expect a book soon
    3 SECOND LUKE
    há 1 anos atrás
    @[MiniMochi] Welcome back! I think you should start writing with me. That way I can be your motivation to keep writing and not leave again :D
  • MiniMochi

    mumbled "i guess this is it????"

    há 2 anos atrásResponder
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    I keep coming back to this website, idk maybe its the nostalgia. I joined this website in some of my cringiest most darkest years and I don't want to go back to them. This is ironic. I joined this website and I would write on my mums work laptop because I didn't have my own. Id have to sneak it away from her and id go on it all the time. I then got my own and discovered new fandoms and suddenly movellas wasn't my home anymore. I felt like i didn't fit in. Right now my laptop is being a dick so I'm writing this goodbye message on my mums laptop. The same one I joined on. I won't be deleting my account because I just can't do it, no matter how much i think about doing it. I may come back every now and then if i come up with a story idea and must right it. or if i want to just check in and re-live old memories. i havent checked my spelling in this message and im typing fast so sorry for any mistakes. This is really just my goodbye. Thank you for the last few years and to all the people ive been friends with thank you to them too. I joined this website when I was 11? im now 15. thats pretty cool. Im gonna be online for a while as i scroll through old messages so talk to me if you want it would be nice to say hi or really goodbye.
    i love you all <3
    a special thanks to @[3 SECOND LUKE] you've been through everything with me and ily x
    for maybe a final time
    goooooodbye
    - Sarah
  • MiniMochi

    mumbled "where i have been"

    há 2 anos atrásResponder
    so my laptops broken......... that's mostly why I haven't been online. I also have no ideas. I have no clue what to write or what to write about. Well that's not exactly true I have way to many ideas......I just cant write them down. That and I am not coping well with my mental health at the moment and i cant focus on anything. I'm not doing good right now and i feel very alone. I may come back once I'm in a better state. I don't know until then. ill try to be on for the next few days and see if i can get back into the swing of things but right now its not really working


    - sarah ( formerly despairingreject)
    S o u t h e r n
    há 2 anos atrás
    Hi Sarah <3
    I'm not sure if you know me, because I don't think that we've had a chance to talk to each other before. But I'm here for you if you need anything. You're more than welcome to post on my wall anytime you like if you need someone to talk to. :)

    - S o u t h e r n (Emily)
    MiniMochi
    há 2 anos atrás
    aww thank you that means a lot ❤️❤️❤️❤️
    S o u t h e r n
    há 2 anos atrás
    You're very welcome <3
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