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  • Gtastic

    mumbled "Update"

    2 years agoReply
    hey,
    its been about two years since ive been on here or any of my group has. things have really changed its nice to see how far this sites come. a lot of things have changed and I think I should re introduce myself.

    my name is Spencer Barnes i am almost 15 years old and a trans male from England. im a lot less problematic and although i am still very up to date with Dan and Phil and still love them very much a lot has changed with what i am a fan of and how i respond to the people I idolise.

    in late 2013 i was introduced to music in a way i never thought was possible and it honestly changed my life. music is my entire being and what i live for every day. i owe that all to my friend Charlie as if i had never met them i would never have been introduced to the music that saved my life and although everybody hates me instantly at the mention of their name, i would like to thank My Chemical Romance for making me fall in love in a way i never thought possible. without them i would not have made it and i owe them all the world.

    a lot of the things ive written on here i regret and honestly im so glad ive changed the way i have for the most part. its interesting to look back on my personality and how i was and im proud of the anxiety ive over come to fit in and not be hated. although it still stands im proud im not fake and i know now i will never fit in anywhere so why bother? life is too short to not express yourself how you feel is right and although im still in an environment where i can never truly be myself im grateful for maturing so well.

    also my most sincere apologies to anyone who read my writing from 2013. i know its atrocious and i still write a lot of the time. i focus on lyrics and my music now and im glad to say i have written 0 phanfiction since 2013 (i have however read the milk fic skin fic hat fic chair fic etc and would not like to relive those experiences.

    so thats me now and i wont be updating stories or mumbles anytime soon i just purely logged on out of boredom and hopefully ill see this in a while and laugh. in the mean time if anyones interested im constantly on twitter @thecrystalqueer so check me out.

    - Gtastic =^.^=
    Chloe McCormick
    2 years ago
    We hope you will return again someday :)
  • Gtastic

    mumbled "Aloha "

    4 years agoReply
    hi guys. so i havent been on recently due to stress and other things in my life right now but i have posted a new movella which is going to be really awesome when it is done


    also for a quick update on my life- ive started more excersize stuff and lost a load of weight around my face, neck , and waist and you can see my collar bones now and i now have red hair, which is interesting...
  • Gtastic

    mumbled "whywhywhywhy"

    4 years agoReply

    im annoyed, and sad and i just cant even explain how i feel at the moment, im just an outsider and im getting used to it, im also putting on weight , which doesnt help. Im not as skinny as i could be and its getting on my nerves , i need to just stop over eating and uurgghh why are all my freinds so gorgeous dfhfehhefjjwdhkbefdw3rhghefkwqdjwbj
    Gtastic
    4 years ago
    thanks thats really nice <3
    Emmylou8752
    4 years ago
    np sorry for the late reply lol things have been hectic today
    Gtastic
    4 years ago
    its fine, you honestly didnt have to say anything at all but u did and i appreciate it :)
  • Gtastic

    mumbled "hi guyyzz"

    4 years agoReply

    so nobody really reads my mumbles anymore which is good really idk why. been panicking/ in worrying a lot in school lately which has got on my nerves because it affects the way i behave around my friends. I dont want to be moody and stuff but i feel left out and unwanted and i worry that im floating away because of how i am sometimes. i should be finishing on the inside soon and then starting NEW LIFE NEW SOUL 2 which is going to be called-NEW TIME OLD SECRETS yayayayay ok byee
    Gtastic
    4 years ago
    thanks but i think its a bit late for dat
    Gtastic
    4 years ago
    yeah thanks. u da best =^.^=
  • Gtastic

    mumbled "Truth or Dare"

    4 years agoReply
    hey so ive published the final chapter for truth or dare. apologies guys but i wont be updating anything for a while.
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