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Did anyone tell you today you are beautiful?

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  • Ellie_xo

    mumbled "A hug before I shut the door "

    1 years agoReply
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    Hey people!
    Don't be in shock, I rarely mumble :) it's just to say that I think I am leaving for a little while. I don't know if anyone will read this, and maybe you'll only stumble across it if you're reading one of my books and go onto my page ... If this is the case, hey there :)
    The decision to stop writing for now is a personal one. There's so many mumbles I read from the amazing people I follow and believe me when I say, I've smiled, laughed and hurt with you throughout those words.
    It's just sometimes I see things and it makes me so sad that I find myself being drawn into memories I want to forget, or it makes me feel utterly helpless over things. There have been many many times when I've wanted to reach out, but sometimes the topic is too close to home and when you feel like you have failed one person (and I did) I can't help with something that is my trigger ... And so out of my depth. For that I am sorry. We all have our demons.
    I've really enjoyed connecting and talking to some of you ... And I only say some because I can be shy. It's just the way I am :)
    I especially enjoyed writing my first fanfic ... Probably because when I read it back I literally cringed and laughed at the typos and just the whole thing of thinking what I thought was great actually wasn't (oops) ... It's good to laugh at yourself, right?! :) then there was Luke and Carly, my two favourite people. This is the part where I tell you the sequel will be taken off (out of reach) I hate books that are just left half done and I don't want to do that to you guys, the ending of the first book gives you the opportunity to end Luke and Carly's story the way you want to. I know the ending to the sequel, I hope yours was the same as mine ;)!
    I'm not saying I will never come back, but for now I just need to delete the app and sort out this fuzzy, over thinking brain.
    The only parting words I want to say for now are, thank you for taking the time to recognise my books, your judgment of them has always been kind :)
    Also be nice to one another. I see some of you struggling and it breaks my heart. If you want to be like a star then you have got to shine through the darkness. I KNOW it's easier said than done but your life is in your hands and it's so so precious. No one but you can change your destiny. Live it, breathe it, cherish it. Our time here is so so short.
    On that note the door is closing but it's not locked. A hug from me to you and see you soon my friends

    Ellie
    xoxo
    mizzkiahmarrie
    1 years ago
    I honestly hope you feel better. I had a lot of fun reading your stories, and I'm glad you're taking some time away... Maybe, if you return, you will create yet another wonderful book. We love you Ellie! And we wish you luck and happiness while your away.
    Sending All My Love,
    Majestic
     Perfectionist☺
    Awe Ellie): I enjoy your books & I'll miss out of reach I was so excited to catch up. Hope you get better. Love youxx
    Emma_Babe
    1 years ago
    i really will miss out of reach..used to check it everyday. I will miss you. much love-emma
  • Ellie_xo
    1 years agoReply
    Majestic, you have done it again ... The first page and I'm
    Sucked in!
    I love your style of writing as you go so in depth with the character and pick up on small details others pass on, that you really get a sense of who Ray is, that being said you have left the door wide open that this book can go anywhere and I can't wait to see where life will take Ray now (I've got a feeling it's going to be an epic journey)
    I honestly can't wait to read the next chapter!
    Congratulations on writing this, you are going to go far, I know it.
    All my love
    E
    xoxo
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    It's a challenge when you're trying to fix a mistake you didn't intend on making, I mean I didn't mean to walk out on him, don't get me wrong he's a great guy, but there is so much more to life then belonging...
    mizzkiahmarrie
    1 years ago
    Thank you dear! I was very excited to release this one, and to be honest, I think we can both tell both of our writers block is finally gone! :) I am writing the second chapter now, and I can't wait to show you!
    Sending all my love,
    *Majestic*
  • Ellie_xo
    1 years agoReply
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    I absolutely LOVE your writing! I already like Bailey and the bond she seems to have with her brothers (I also love the fact she has a diary!) I can't wait to read more of this book. You should be very proud of yourself ��
    All my love
    E xoxo
    Not Right Now
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    mizzkiahmarrie
    1 years ago
    Thank you dear! I haven't updated in a while, I have been trying to work on a new book (that will be possibly out next month if I can find a co-author) called "In Disguise," but I have had major writers block as well :(
    I am very excited to write another chapter of "Not Right Now" and I can't wait to see what you think about it :)
    Sending all my love,
    *Majestic*
  • Ellie_xo

    mumbled "Updating Tuesday "

    1 years agoReply
    Hello my lovelies,
    I'm volunteering at a dog rescue over the weekend and then on a day trip to the exotic land of Blackpool Monday so will carry on writing Tuesday :)
    Wishing you all a fabulous weekend and for my uk friends have a fantastic bank holiday :) xoxo
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    Hey hey Pres ��
    Preslee Lily Potter ❤️
    *starts hug you*
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    *gives you a big hug* hope everything is brilliant for you ��
  • Ellie_xo
    1 years agoReply
    Hmmm I think this is going to be interesting ��
    Totally get you don't like 5sos and that's ok by me. I don't feel like I need to go on a defence rant because everyone's taste is totally different and I respect that.
    As someone who was beat up by 7 boys because I was walking home in a coal chamber hoody (so clearly I was one of those "dirty rockers") I've learnt that not everyone is going to like the same music as me. To be honest my iPod is so confused, I've got guns and roses, fear factory, nirvana, T.Rex, Bowie, Adam ant and then I have Britney Spears greatest hits *sings* oh baby, baby!
    Anyway I look forward to reading your opinion on music, just don't slate Jonathan Davis, because then we will have a problem ����
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    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    They aren't metal, just don't want you upsetting me! ��
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    I do love korn I can't lie! Think I make up my own lyrics but it's all good ��
    Ellie_xo
    1 years ago
    Take for example the song - got the life. I was convinced he was saying ... Oh Ellie, got the life, so my reaction was - oh hell yes you do dude. But he was saying already got the life ... *sigh*
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