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Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel... can you feel my heart?
Can you help the hopeless?
Well, I'm begging on my knees,
Can you save my bastard soul?
Will you wait for me?

I'm sorry brothers,
So sorry lover,
Forgive me father,
I love you mother.

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Can you feel my heart?
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel... can you feel my heart?

Name: Danie

Why hello there, fuckers. Welcome to my page. Here, you will find fan fictions of all my favorite bands, actors/actresses, and some original self written stories. My favorite bands are (not in order of importance)

All Time Low
Asking Alexandria
Black Veil Brides
Bring Me The Horizon
Bullet For My Valentine
Blood On The Dance Floor
Escape The Fate
Evanescence
Falling In Reverse
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At The Disco
Linkin Park
Paramore
Sleeping With Sirens
Pierce The Veil
My Chemical Romance
Blessthefall
Four Nights Gone (Now, Milestones)
Vampires Everywhere (Now, The Killing Lights)
Suicide Silence
Skillet

And soooo many more.

My favorite shows are
Supernatural
Doctor Who
Avatar The Last Air Bender (Not The Legend Of Korra. Ew)
Ouran High School Host Club
Black Butler
American Horror Story
Criminal Minds

My past isn't so exciting. In fact, it's the complete opposite. Ever since I was born, my mom has said I was an embarrassment to the family. She didn't like being seen in public with me, she hated taking pictures/family portraits. She just never accepted me. I'm the Atheist in a family of Christians. I've always wanted to dye my hair, my mom never accepted it. Even if it was a natural color like black or brown, she never liked it. You can basically say my mom has emotionally abused me. My whole family has. My little sister tells me to drop dead, my older sister can't be in the same room as me for more than 5 minutes without having to yell at me. My oldest sister just isn't in my life. She hates me. My grandmother calls me fat, my aunt says I'm weird and disrespectful, dear god my family tried to convince me I was adopted! They never wanted me. My dad is the only one who's been there for me. I love him.

I've been struggling with self harm for a couple years now. Ever since I was about 11 I've been self harming. I self harm due to family, school, and myself. My family, you already know that. School, yeah, I've been bullied since I was in 5th grade. I've been verbally abused and in 7th grade, I was almost raped. The principal didn't do anything. My dad had to come down to the school and talk with my principal a couple times but he never did anything. School was is horrible for me.

The struggle against myself? I hate myself. I hate how I look, how I sound, everything. I'm short, fat, and ugly. I hate it. I try to starve myself by only eating dinner (My mom would send me back to the therapist if I didn't eat around her). I hate how I look, my face is just... Ew. I just hate myself.

The only good thing that has happened to me was getting my amazing girlfriend, Marin. She has blue hair now and I call her AquaMarin. Hehe. I love her to death. ♥ October 30th ♥ She's extremely awkward and so am I. She's perfect in every way and I just love her. Ugh. I honestly hope things work out between us because I actually like being around her.

If anyone ever needs any help, I'm available to talk. I don't judge and I provide some great advice. I won't lecture you, I will be your friend. I don't like seeing people hurt. It killed me inside. If you can't reach me here on QuoteV, you can contact me on Wattpad or most likely on Tumblr.

Helplines:

Suicide
National Suicide: 800-784-2433/800-442-6473
Suicide Prevention: 1-800-273-8255
Kristin Brooks Hope Center: 1-800-784-2433
United Way: 1-800-233-4357

STD's/STI's/AIDS
800-232-4636

Drugs/Alcohol
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
Abuse Center: 800-784-6776

Bullying/Cyberbullying
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
Cyber Tipline: 800-843-5678
Kids Bullying (Australia Only): 1800-55-1800
Kids Help (Canada Only): 800-668-6868

Depression/Bipolar
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
Support: 800-273-8255

Eating Disorders:
National Hopeline Network: 800-784-2433/800-422-4673
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Eating Disorders: 630-577-1330
National Eating Disorders Association: 800-931-2237

Grief/Loss
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors (TAPS): 800-959-8277

Homeless/Runaways
Boys Town National: 800-448-3000
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
National Runaway Switchboard: 800-786-2929

Rape/Sexual Violence/Domestic Violence
Childhelp USA National Child Abuse: 800-422-4453
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
National Teen Dating Abuse: 866-331-9474
National Domestic Violence: 800-799-7233
Rape/Abuse & Incest National Network: 800-656-4673
Domestic Violence Hotline: 800-621-4673
Crime Victims: 866-689-4357

School Violence
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
National Center for Mental Health Promotion & Youth Violence Prevention: 877-217-3595
SPEAK UP: 866-773-2587

Sexuality & Sexual Health
American Social Health Association: 919-361-8488
Centers for Disease Control INFO: 800-232-4636
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863
LGBT National Youth: 800-246-7743

Stress/Anxiety
Crisis Center: 800-273-8255 or text ANSWER to 839863

Teen Pregnancy/Parenting
Postpartum Support International: 800-944-4773
American Pregnancy: 866-942-6466
Birthright International: 800-550-4900
Planned Parenthood: 800-230-7526Those times in life we learn to try,
with one intention
Of learning how and when we'll die,
but we can't listen
I wish to God I'd known that I,
I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why,
or pain of circumstance

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm

So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed
Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted
You aren't alone just know that I, can't save our hearts tonight

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

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