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  • Brianna Bennett- Clifford
    I love the way he opened up when he refused to talk to anyone, I love the way he is so hard to read, I love the way he cuddled me and told me I would be okay, I love the way he drew patterns on my back, I love the way he whispered telling me that he couldn't believe that me and him were together, I love the way his lips tasted, his tongue tasted, I love the way he held his arms around me and I love the way he makes me nervous like no one else.

    So I stayed over a guys house last night and he is amazing cuddling and kissing me. He is a few years older than me but he told me nothing illegal will happen
    He is so amazing
  • Brianna Bennett- Clifford

    mumbled "There is always one thing that puts you off and Mine is her obsession"

    She is obsessed on being there for him, when he is not there for her. He hurts her and she goes back and its enough. He is nothing but a heartache and a drug waste of time. She is always hurt and tired of seeing that. I am the one who is always left out when they are friends but then I am stuck as the bad cop when I tell her not to go there again. But im not listened to. I will always be the bad friend.. maybe I should at least be the bad friend with good advice...Move on, Let him go, It's time...
    Im_A_Larry_Girl
    2 years ago
    but you know when I talk to Bain I’m just being stupid and joking about it, you obviously oblivious to how much shit and pain I am going through siting there waiting for him to say something stupid so he can make me laugh, for him to come up to me at lunch and ask me to hang out and to talk about pointless things, I FUCKING MISS MY BEST FRIEND okay and I have every fucking reason to grief, seeing him today got me all stirred up and then you yell out to him, I’m fucking nothing without him and I hate that. you might understand the pain I’m going through but you don't understand the nightmare's the crying myself to sleep every night, I just want him back OKAY, I fucking hate the fact im still waiting for him and don't give me the shit about letting him go, yea you lost your best friend and that's painful but think about will ditching you for Tara except ten times worse not sleeping afraid what you’re going to dream about next, not eating............... YOU KNOW WHAT DONT BLOODY WORRY
    Im_A_Larry_Girl
    2 years ago
    Okay im sorry for saying that and I will apologize to your face tomorrow but seeing him today got me all worked up, I had no right to take all my anger out on you, you know how I feel about all the stuff that has been happening, well you probably don't because I refuse to let you guys see me like this but me zoning out in class's that's for him me sitting along in history I just wanted him to reappear and for everything to be the way it was before. I understand that I need to let go but this is the only way how just let me feel the pain sometimes it help and other times not so much, Idk why it hurts so much Bri and I just wish you would understand, my thoughts and emotions are all messed up. IM SORRY

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