I Only Want You (18+)

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[sequel to head over heels]
Adrian has left her previous relationship with Justin after she finds out that another girl is the mother of his child. After walking out on him at the wedding, months later Justin decides he wants to rekindle their relationship to give it another try.

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4. Run Away.

Now that I’ve forgiven Justin about his mistake, I just hope he finds it somewhere in his heart to do the same for me when the time comes. During dinner, you could say we had a great time by talking and catching up with each other. The good thing is that we didn’t bring up the good and bad about when we were together. Bad as I wanted to talk about it, he didn’t say anything about it. We waited outside for the valet person to bring the car.

 

 

 

“Are you cold?” He asked seeing me rubbing my arm. I shook my head; he takes his jacket off putting it around me. I gave him a soft smile.

 

 

“The night isn’t over just yet, I want to show you something,” He tells me. Soon as the valet person pulled up in front of us, Justin opened the door for me. I got inside putting my seatbelt on as he got in on the other side, driving off. The car ride was long and quiet I wanted to turn my phone on and call Rhett, but I thought it would be rude to do that since I’m out with my ex-boyfriend. The car started to slow down a little; we were in front of a fence. He puts the car in park turning the engine off.

 

“The airport,” I asked.

 

“Yeah. It’s my favorite spot. Came here when I was old enough to drive and run away from home when my crazy ass mother was high on drugs. I remember that night; she told me she hated me because I ruined her relationship with a drug dealer and that I was a mistake. Shit like that- words like that, it scars people for the rest of their lives. That shit never leaves, the good thing about it is I would never say that to my kid. I always watched the airplanes fly above me. I don’t know, but I always thought it was a getaway for me y’know to get on a plane and go far away where no one could find me. I thought about doing that then and...a couple of weeks ago. Just run away from my career and dealing with everyone’s bullshit. Something stopped me; I just couldn’t figure out what it was. I’m not used to being alone, maybe that’s why I dated so many crazy psychopaths because I was desperate enough to have someone in my life. Then once I couldn’t get you I got angry and angrier, my heart was hungry Adrian. You were my first love. I couldn’t leave. Not without you with me there by my side starting over with me. Maybe that’s what stopped me.”

 

 

 

“It’s okay to be alone Justin. You don’t need to depend on someone else for love and happiness. Maybe that’s where the drugs came in. Popping pills, cocaine, weed, drinking. Stop doing that. Stop trying to numb away the pain and try to forget it all; it’s not gonna work. It took a lot for my dad to stop drinking after my mom passed, he would get so angry that he would throw things and throw a fit because it hurt him so much that the love of his life passed away. But this isn’t about him it’s about you. Things that you love the most can kill you, and that’s what I learned being with you. I loved you so much that being with you was dangerous and I ended up dying. Don’t take the easy way out; you have to face your problems just like everyone else in the world does. I know you’re strong Justin, and I know what being alone feels like. It’s okay not to be okay; you don’t always have to be cheerful and happy all the time. We have our days, but just because a day isn’t going the way you want it to be doesn’t mean it’s the end of the world” I said. He smiled at me a little. We stared at each other which led into a kiss. I did feel guilty about this, but it just felt so right to have his lips against mine. I removed his jacket from over my shoulders climbing on top of him, without breaking the kiss. He pulls away pulling the straps of my dress down off my shoulders, I look at him and smile. He held my tits in his hand sucking on nipples as I bit my bottom lip running my fingers through his hair. He kisses between my tits sucking the other.

 

 

 

“Are you sure you wanna do this?” He asks I nod kissing him. I reached down underneath me unbuckling his belt pulling his pants down a little along with his boxers. As I entered it inside of me, I gasped a little holding onto his shoulder; he moved his eyes on me grabbing me by my hips pulling my body down.

 

 

 

“Shit, you’re so fucking tight” He chuckled. I smiled putting my other hand on his shoulder. He let the seat back, and I slowly started to ride him. I closed my eyes gripping onto his shoulder. I couldn’t believe I’m having sex with my ex. I tried forgetting about Troy for just a few minutes and kept riding him. I could tell he was enjoying by his moans and the expression on his face. I moaned too picking up the pace. His grunts and moans turned me on; it drove me insane. He lifts up my dress above my waists smacking and gripping onto my asscheek.

 

 

 

“Fuck I’m gonna cum” He moaned.

 

 

 

“Yeah? You’re gonna cum” I asked. He nods biting down on his bottom lip cumming inside of me. His warm load warms me up inside; he kisses me continuously pulling away.

 

 

 

“You don’t know how bad I needed that,” He says I giggle kissing him again. I slid the straps onto my shoulders, pulling my dress down from above my waists climbing off of him sitting back in the passengers' seat. He pulls his pants up buckling his belt, lifting the seat up as I fixed my hair in the sun visor mirror. We got out of the car laying on top of the hood as a plane flew over us. We both laughed at the fact that it was so weird but exciting at the same time to see it take off in person. As he still watches the plane go into the air, I look over at him. The look on his face was priceless. It looked as if he was thrilled; it even made me smile. I missed him dearly. He pulled up in front of my house, cutting off the engine, walking me to the door.

 

 

 

“I um...I had a really nice time I just hope I didn’t mess your leg up or anything.”

 

 

 

“I could barely feel any pain. I’m happy you had a nice time I did too. So are you doing anything tomorrow, I’m having this get together on my yacht. A couple of friends will be there it’ll be nice, I promise. I mean if you have anything else to do then it’s okay-“

 

 

 

I cut him off with a kiss; I smiled pulling away going inside. Maybe he got the memo, of course, I would go. I closed the door hitting my back against it smiling. I felt butterflies all over again; it’s so bad how he fucks my mind up. As I heard him cut on the engine and leaving, I snapped back to reality and dug in my purse for my phone. When I cut it back on, I waited a minute seeing missed calls and messages from Rhett. Fuck! I said aloud hitting my forehead with the palm of my hand. I sat my purse on the table walking back and forth calling him.

 

 

 

“Hey, baby how are you? I saw your missed calls and messages are you okay” I asked.

 

 

 

“Yeah. It’s kinda late over here I was sleeping. I just wanted to tell you how my day was and to ask you how you were doing”

 

 

 

“I’m okay. I just went out with a friend for dinner.”

 

 

 

“Who Kathy? I thought she wasn’t gonna be back until later on this month” He asks.

 

 

 

“Well, she’s going back tomorrow her and Drew.”

 

 

 

“Okay. Well I missed talking to my wife that’s why I called you, I hate being away you know that. I wouldn’t do it if it weren’t for us Adrian.”

 

 

 

“I know. And I appreciate it so much. When are you coming home exactly” I asked?

 

 

 

“Soon. I don’t know exactly when but I will be home in no time. I know you don’t like me being away, I don’t either. I could bring you with me. Would you like that.”

 

 

 

“Yeah definitely. I wouldn’t mind, sounds like fun. I didn’t want you to think I was ignoring you or anything.”

 

 

 

“I know you’re bored staying home with nothing to do. It’s okay to hang out with some friends to keep you company. You could always come work for me in Miami. I don’t want you to work but if you want to..you can. I get the whole banging my boss thing, but we’re married, you’re my wife, and I want to support whatever you want to do.”

 

 

 

“Yeah. Thanks for believing in me.”

 

 

 

“That’s what I’m here for. Anything else you want to get off your chest.”

 

 

 

“No. I’m fine, I just wished you never left,” I said.

 

 

 

“Me too. It’s business; I like to work.”

 

 

 

“I understand. I’m really happy to hear your voice. Maybe I could come up there and visit.”

 

 

 

“I would like that. Sounds like a plan, talk to you later okay. I love you” He says. It took a moment for me to process his words into my head. He loved me so much, and I fucked my ex-boyfriend/ ex-fiancé, Justin. I love these two guys with a passion, but it’s just so hard for me to choose which one is better for me. I mean I’m already married, and Justin and I are like a fantasy. I pulled the phone away from my ear sliding down onto the floor, I wanted to cry but couldn’t. I took a deep breath putting the phone back to my ear.

 

 

 

“I love you too,” I said sniffling.

 

 

 

“Are you crying? What’s wrong.”

 

 

 

“Nothing. I’m just happy you care about me.”

 

 

 

“I’ll always care for you. It’s always about you Adrian; I’m sorry if I said anything that made you start crying.”

 

 

 

“No. No, it’s fine. You didn’t say anything; it’s just I regret some things that I’ve done. I’ve hurt myself, and I don’t want to end up back in that situation” I said.

 

 

 

“It’s okay not to be okay. You have to understand that. You can’t always be fine, I know you’re going through some things, but I want to make sure your problems are mine too so we can solve it together.”

 

 

 

“Yeah, you’re right. Sorry”

 

 

 

“No need for apologizing. If you need anything I’m just a phone call away, I’ll wake up at midnight if I have to” He says, and I chuckled.

 

 

 

“No. I doubt I would do that. I know you’re very busy and you get tired so..I’ll let you get your rest. Talk to you tomorrow” I asked.

 

 

 

“Yeah. Talk to you tomorrow” He says hanging up. I know that I’m hurting not only myself. I’m hurting Rhett and Justin at the same time; they don’t know what the hell going on. I got up from the floor going upstairs, slipping my heels off my feet tossing them into the closet.

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