I Only Want You (18+)

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[sequel to head over heels]
Adrian has left her previous relationship with Justin after she finds out that another girl is the mother of his child. After walking out on him at the wedding, months later Justin decides he wants to rekindle their relationship to give it another try.

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As I sat on the bed in my comfy pj's taking off my makeup I called Kathy, hoping she would pick up. It has been a while since we've talked. 

“Hi, this is Kathy, sorry I can’t get to the phone right now I’m either busy or busy with your boyfriend” I rolled my eyes at her silly idiotic voicemail.

 

“Fuck,” I said to myself tossing my phone across the bed. I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened tonight. My phone went off continuously from a text from Justin. He would either text me ‘Good night beautiful’ or telling me he wishes he could see me now. Maybe I was wrong. It hasn’t been two days and it’s been killing me how bad I missed Rhett. I brushed the thought of it in my head laying down going to sleep.

 

When I checked my phone the next morning, it was a goodnight text from Justin as always. I remembered he invited me on his yacht today with a couple of his friends. I’m still trying to figure out how he can do all of this with a messed up leg. I took a shower and put on something comfy doing my morning routine, packing up a couple things in my bag before leaving. As I opened up the front door I seen my dad standing there as if he was just about to knock on the door. He smiled and hugged me.

“Hi...w-what are you doing here” I stammered hugging back. 

 

“I can’t come and see my daughter. How are you? Where are you going”

 

“I’m good dad I was just going out,” I said pulling away.

 

“Okay. Well, I missed you, I haven’t seen or spoken to you in a while. Rhett called me and told me to keep you company, he said you sounded a little off last night, but I didn’t know that you would be hanging out with someone. Who is it exactly” He says with a suspicious look on his face.

 

“Mike. Remember him, from college. The guy that doesn’t have any interest in me”

 

“Oh yeah, him. He’s a nice guy. Didn’t know he was back in California. Well, maybe next time we can hang out. Are you okay? You look a little pale”

 

“I’m good, it’s just I’m really busy today”

 

“Alright. Well come and see me..including Kristie, we missed you. Promise me you’ll come”

 

“Yeah, I promise,” I said. He nods.

 

“You’re not...seeing or speaking to Justin, are you? I’m just curious”

 

“Um..no. Nope, not seeing or speaking to him. I know you hate him”

 

“I don’t hate him, I just don’t want to see you get hurt again, by any guy at that. Rhett is a nice person I respect him. I just hope you don’t fuck it up wanting Justin back. I know he still has feelings for you and he’s crazy obsessed with you I just want you to know if you do speak to him, at least tell Rhett you still have some feelings for Justin” He says, I nod agreeing. He hugs me again and walks off. My phone started to vibrate inside my bag. I opened it up digging for it. “My driver will pick you up at your house, don’t worry about driving. See you soon” I smiled at Justin’s text. I slid my ring off putting it in my bag. The driver pulls up in front of the house honking. I locked the door as the driver got out to open the door for me.

 

“Hello, Ms. Philips. Justin’s expecting you” He says with a warm smile, I smiled back getting inside. He closed the door getting into the vehicle driving off. I looked out the window of the beautiful view of California. The palm trees and fancy cars driving by, it’s all a fantasy. As the car stopped moving, I noticed that I was by a boating dock. I saw Justin. God, he looked so amazing with his red plaid shirt exposing his to die for v-line. The driver opened the door for me, I got out of the car making my way up to the yacht.

 

“Hi,” I said with a cheerful smile hugging Justin.

 

“Hey, I’m so glad you could make it. This is my step-sister Angie and Galvin, guys this is Adrian”

 

“So you’re the one he’s been talking about for the past twenty minutes. He’s been telling Galvin and I all about you. It’s nice to finally meet you Adrian” She says shaking my hand with a huge smile along with Gavin.

 

“You too. It’s nice to meet you both. I didn’t know Justin had a stepsister”

 

“His dad married my mom before he went to prison. Patricia ran off, no one knows why she was a strange woman. Have you met her before”

 

“Yeah. She was pretty strange. Loves to drink”

 

“Yeah, she had a habit of doing that. If it’s not daytime drinking, she’s making everyone lives miserable. We’re gonna give you two some privacy” She says grabbing Galvin's arm walking away.

 

“So, glad you could make it. Didn’t want my buddy staying at home not doing nothing”

 

“Are you kidding, I’ve never been on a yacht before. You, my friend, are a lifesaver. Thanks for inviting me I don’t see how you can do all of this, walking on your leg knowing your condition”

 

“Yeah well, Justin Bieber can always do the impossible. Hey, I want to start over..between us. Things ended differently and I can’t stop thinking about what I’ve done to you. Everything in the past was because of me. I’m better now, I may have a couple breakdowns here and there but I’m working on that. I like hanging out with you, it makes me feel like I’m back in high school again and I know you feel the same way..right”

 

“Y-yeah of course. I do want us to start over but I just want to wait a while y’know. Take things slowly”

 

“Right..take things slowly. I’m fine with that”

 

“What? Let me guess you want to invite me somewhere else” I asked. He chuckled.

 

“I told you I like hanging out with you. I just wanted you to know that Caroline and I are done, completely done with each other. I just want a fresh start. Blocking out all the girls that I’ve slept with other than you. Do you think we could ever get back together” He asks, I shrugged my shoulders as if I didn’t know. I do have strong feelings about him, it’s bad to know that when you really like a certain person you start thinking about them constantly. Thinking about a future together and dreaming about each other. I can’t stop thinking about Justin. And I’m kinda happy that I ran into him at that grocery store. He didn’t have the kind of look on his face of disappointment, I’m sure he understood my point of view on things. During this small get together, Angie and I sat at the front of the yacht watching the waves, talking to each other about Justin’s and I past. 

 

“Y’know Justin still loves you right, ugh you’re all he talks about. He gets these bright ass red cheeks when you’re even mentioned in a conversation or when he’s talking about you. Smiling like a school girl, I may not know him well but I can tell you got him sprung. He has never gotten so red over a girl before” She chuckled.

 

“I love him too, more than anyone can imagine, it’s just I get so nervous around him. And he knows about my nervousness and he makes it worse which is bad. After we split up I couldn’t stop thinking about him, I couldn’t stop overthinking if he would’ve forgotten me or didn’t feel the same way. It’s scary to think like that but...it’s something about him that puts a smile on my face”

 

“You guys are so cute, seriously. I honestly think he’s not the father of Caroline’s baby. They look nothing alike. I don’t understand at all, it has to be about money. But I may be wrong. Doesn’t matter if it is his, he will always love you. He even told me that, I think the good thing is that he didn’t wait until you two were officially married to tell you that he got a girl pregnant. It was a false alarm and he cared about you so much he just told you without any hesitation. He knew the outcome”

 

“Yeah. I just wished things turned out differently. This isn’t what it's supposed to be” I said.

 

“I understand. But that’s life, things happen out of nowhere. I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Far as I know, he’s not the father I hope he told you that”

 

“He did. I’m happy about that too, thanks for the advice” I said with a smile. Justin told me the truth about Caroline but I just find it hard to tell him the truth about my secret marriage. Rhett is an amazing guy and I don’t know why I keep doing this. Pretending that I’m single and that everything’s okay when it’s not. I slid my sunglasses above my head, taking my jacket off getting up to find Justin talking on the phone.

 

“I will be there in a couple of hours jeez,” He says angrily hanging up. “Hey, how was talking to Angie.

 

“Good. You’re always a good subject to talk about”

 

“My favorite subject. Was it good or bad”

 

“Of course it was good. I like Angie, she’s nice”

 

“Yeah. She’s not that bad of a person I guess. What’s up” He asks.

 

“Well when Angie and I were talking..she told me that you still loved me”

 

“It’s true. I still do..I can’t control these feelings and these thoughts I have about you. You make me..a better person Adrian. God it’s just when I say your name..or when I think about you, I can’t help myself. You’re everything I need, and I don’t want anyone else. I missed you so much, I don’t know what I would’ve done if you didn’t spot me in that grocery store. Maybe somehow destiny wants us back together don’t you think” He asked. I nodded putting my head down not making eye contact with him. He puts his finger on my chin, picking my head up looking me into my eyes. I wanted to break down and cry because I’m living in a lie. I wanted to tell him that I’m married because it was coming up like word vomit, but I tried to control what I was going to spit out of my mouth. Before I opened my mouth, he pressed his lips against mines. Thank goodness he interrupted what I was gonna say with his soft perfect lips. I kissed him over and over I was lost in the moment. I placed my hands on his face he walks backwards as I walked forward. He sat down, and I climbed on top of him. Our heavily breathing turned me on more, including his opened plaid shirt exposing his hot body.

 

“I love you,” He says breaking the kiss, making eye contact with me. I smiled and laughed a little running my fingers through his hair. “I’m serious. I never stopped loving you, Adrian. And I never will, no matter how much we argue or split up, how many girls I get with or how many guys you get with. You’re mine. You will always be mine” He added. I wondered if he already knew I was married or was he just saying that. I wasn’t for sure and I didn’t want to ask him if he knew or not. He looked serious when he said that and I believed him. I started to cry. The mood changed quickly. I sat beside him, he pulls me into a hug kissing my head.

 

“What’s wrong? Is it- is it something I said”

 

“No. No, it’s not you. It’s me”

 

“What about you,” He asks. I wanted to tell him so bad but I shook my head as if nothing was wrong or if I didn’t have anything to say. But I knew he wasn’t going for that. He wanted to know why I was crying. I knew, in the end, I was gonna hurt him just like he hurt me. I hope he didn’t think it would be some kind of revenge to get back at him for humiliating me at our wedding. Every memory, every moment that we spent together built up inside of me and it made me go insane. I couldn’t tell him...and I won’t.

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