Made to Forget

I roll my eyes. “I’m fine. I don’t feel any different.”

He frowns. “Did something happen other than kissing while you were with Mara?” He asks.

Before I can answer there is a growl at the doorway. I turn my head to see Dimitri looking at the both of us angrily. “Get your hands off my mate Alexander.” He says.

I growl at Dimitri. “I am not your mate. You can’t control him or me.” I say getting up.

Dimitri looks at me with hurt in his eyes. “Yes we are mates.”

I cross my arms. “You can’t be mates with someone you have no feelings for. I don’t like you at all. In fact I hate you.” I say.

His face completely drops and I can tell my words cut him deep. Deep down I feel guilty and regret saying those words but on the surface I smile to see him like this. I walk past him without another word and head to the kitchen.


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5. Chapter 4

Abigail’s POV

I wake up to strong comforting arms around me. I sigh and open my eyes. I look around and see I’m in a room. I remember it to be the guest bedroom Nick is having me sleep in. Everything’s foggy and confusing. Why is there arms around me? I turn my head to see a guy I don’t know sleeping peacefully behind me. My eyes widen and I scream pushing him off me.

 

The guys eyes widen as he falls of the bed. I scramble off the other side backing away. The door slams open and concerned faces appear as they walk in. The guy looks at me confused. “What’s wrong?” He asks.

 

“Who are you and why were in the bed with me?” I ask in a rush my heart beating in my chest.

 

Now everyone looks confused. The guy frowns. “This isn’t funny Abigail.”

My eyes widen. “H h how do you know my name?” I ask tears starting to form in my eyes because of how scared I am.

 

Anger flashes in his eyes as well as hurt. “You don’t remember me? How is this possible? It’s me Dimitri, your soulmate.”

 

I look at him confused. “I haven’t found my soulmate yet.”

 

His face drops and he looks at the others behind him. Alex and Nick frown. “Abigial can you tell me what you remember about last night?” Nick asks.

 

I nod. “But can you get this guy out first. He’s scaring me.”

 

They look at him with sad eyes. Suzannah holds out her hand and helps him up. They walk out of the room. I relax once he’s gone and sit on the bed and think about last night. “Well I hardly remember yesterday. Most of its fuzzy. What I do remember about last night is I was in bed about to go to sleep when I’m woken up to a hand to my mouth and a body pinning mine to the bed. When I tried to call out to you guys Mara had commanded me to stay quiet so I couldn’t say a word. I don’t really remember much else other than her kissing me a couple of time.”

 

The guy, i now know his name as Dimitri, burst into the room growling. “Who did you say pinned you against the bed?” He asks. His eyes are dark almost black.

 

“M m m mara.” I say scared of Dimitri. Alex grabs him and pulls him out of the room as I hear bones snap and clothes rip.

 

Nick curses. He looks at me. “You don’t remember anything else?” He asks.

 

I shake my head. “Other than me being extremely mad over something else she said. I can’t remember what. Then she told me to go to sleep and I did.”

 

Nick walks over to me. “Don’t worry about it then.” He sits down. “Abigail, Dimitri is not here to hurt or harm you. He’s going to help us get your family back.”

 

I frown. “My family?”

 

His face drops. “Your sister and parents?”

 

I scrunch my eyebrows. “I have those?”

 

Anger flashes in his eyes. “Alex get in here! Suzannah you too!” He yells.

 

They rush in. “What’s wrong?” Alex asks his face full of concern. Suzanah looks just as concerned.

 

Nick grrowls. “I know what the command was. Abigail doesn’t remember her family either.” He says angrily. “She must have commanded her to forget her loved ones. We need to find Mara.” He turns to me. “Abigail you will not leave this house without one of us by your side.” i don’t feel like i have to obey and am glad. I hate feeling like I need protection.  And taking orders I have to follow.

 

I nod and pretend I’ll listen while deep inside I know they all are aware that I won’t. I sigh and look at my hands. Truth is I’m now embarrassed of my reaction to Dimitri being in my bed. I feel like I should hold myself better. Like next time, well if there is a next time, I’ll choke ‘im. I get up. “Where’s the guy Dimitri?” I ask.

 

They all look at me. Alex answers. “He’s outside taking a breather.”  I can see a small relief in all of their faces. I walk to the door. “I’m going to go talk to him.” I head out to the porch. He back in human form and thank the goddess he is fully clothes. A blush at the thought of him being undressed. I scold myself before walking outside.

 

Dimitri looks up and his eyes went from being sad to lighting up as soon as he sees me. They turn sketchy and looks around as if looking for someone else.

 

“It’s just me. Dimitri right? Well apparently I know you but I don’t. I have know memories of you or this family I apparently have. I need to know what memories of me you do have. I want to see if you actually do know me.” I say and sit beside him.

 

He looks at me. “My first memory of you was when I saw you on the ground hurt. Charles had kidnapped you and was trying to take you to the place that turned you into a werewolf like us.”

 

His story seems familiar. I do remember being taken and were the rest goes foggy I remember at first being afraid then all of a sudden not being afraid. My head pounds and I groan holding my head.

 

I feel his arm on my shoulder and feel a spark of electricity. I shake of his hand denying that feeling. I look at him my headache slowly going away. “Most of my memory is foggy. I can’t remember much. That day I do remember being taken by Charles but I don’t remember meeting you. In fact I can’t remember anything else from that day. This is so confusing.”

 

Dimitri looks at me with sad eyes. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have left you last night. This is all my fault.”

 

I frown. “It isn’t your fault.”

 

He laughs dryly. “I should have known better than to leave you. Now you don’t even remember who I am.” I can hear the hurt in his voice.

 

I look at my hands. “I’m sorry. I’m so confused. I can’t remember much. There’s very little memories I still have and then there’s this huge gap. It hurts to try to remember anything.” I get up frustration causing tears. “I hate her for this.” I walk back inside.

 

I see Charles sitting on the couch next to Suzannah who is leaning against him. I growl at him anger coursing through me. I turn away from him and head to the kitchen wiping tears from my face. I feel a hand go to my shoulder and I see Alex. “Hey. We will try to get this solved Abigail. We will find Mara and make her give you your memories back.”

 

I laugh but there’s no humor in my eyes. “Yeah good luck with that.  She was able to slip under all of our noses. Now I’m going to the bedroom to be alone. Give me that at least. I don’t feel like being guarded right now.” I see understanding in his eyes. I turn and walk into the guest bedroom. I slam the door shut behind me.

 

I throw myself on the bed and scream into a pillow then throw the pillow against the wall. I look at the window and glare at it. The window didn’t do anything sweetheart. I did.

 

“Get out of my head Mara.” I say angrily.  I hear her laugh. Now where’s the fun in that?

 

I ignore her and sit on the floor. I let out all the emotion I didn’t show in front of everyone. The only thing left that I feel once I’m done is a dry throat and an itch in my gums. Come to the bar. Since you’re a youngling I know you’re probably already hungry for blood again. I know I was. She commands in my head. I feel the urge to obey and try to fight it. Pain goes through my body and my legs start shaking.

 

I feel myself move to the window and my hands open it. Without turning back I hop out and close it. My whole body is shaking as I try to fight it but I keep moving forward. The pain becomes to much and I can no longer fight her. I’m in front of the bar before I can finally gain back some control. I see Mara through the bar window. She smiles at me and waves motioning for me to come in.

 

I glare at her and walk inside. A guy stops me. “I need to see your I.D.” He says. Mara walks up to us. “It’s fine she’s with me.” She says a sparkle in her eye. The guy nods and lets me inside. Mara grabs my hand. I snatch me hand out of her’s anger going through me.

 

“Don’t touch me!” I hiss. I feel my fangs poke through my mouth and she pushes me toward the rooms and shoves me in one.

 

She looks at me. “Are you crazy? You need to control that temper of your sweety. We don’t want people in this bar seeing those cute little fangs of yours.”

 

I glare at her. “You’re seriously telling me to control my anger right now?! You left me last night confused and in a daze. I wake to not remembering practically anything! What the hell do you think was going to happen? I would walk in here happy?! I don’t even want to be here right now! You fucking ordered me to be here!” I say a growl rumbling in my throat. I’m shaking with anger and starting to see red.

 

She sighs. “I guess I should have thought through the command. I don’t know why your so upset.” She looks at me. “Everything is fine.” She says calmly and walks up to me.

 

I back away from her. “Everything is not fine! Stay away from me!” I say as she keeps coming closer. My legs hit the bed and she keeps coming forward like she’s stalking her prey. I move away from the bed knowing full well what her intention is.  “I’m not a fool either. Keep your hands off of me!”

 

She smiles. “You don’t have a choice now do you? Remember I can command you to do whatever I want.”

 

My throat goes around her neck and I slam her against the wall. “I always have a choice.” I growl at her.

 

She glares at me. “Let go.” She commands. I growl as my hand releases her. She grabs me and shove me onto the bed before pinning me with her body weight. She grabs my arms and pins them above me. “Listen here little hybrid. Your little boyfriend is going to regret ever trying to kill me. I suffered for a month! That’s how long it took for my neck to heel. I was coughing up water when I could finally move again. They deserve everything they are going to get. You will stop being angry at me. You will act like your memories are not gone and that everything about it is fine. You will not fight me when I do what I want with you. You will hate Dimitri and deny the feelings you have for him.” She does one command after another.

 

Each command has its effect on me and I forget why I’m mad at Mara. She leans down toward me and kisses me on the lips softly never taking her eyes off mine. My fangs have retreated back into my gums. She pulls away and smiles. She moves to my neck and starts kissing it causing me to shiver as her cold lips touch the place she had bitten. “The wonderful thing about a bite that turns is the bond can cause pleasure to the one it was given to.” She says then nips at it.

 

A small moan escape my lips. She smiles and I see her fangs extend. She plunges them into my neck and I gasp in pain before it is replaced with a warm pleasurable feeling. My body relaxes and a moan passes through my lip. She finally pulls out her fangs and lick the spot she bit.

 

I feel completely disgusted with myself. I don’t like girls in this way. I’m not lesbian or Bisexual. I’m completely straight. To be reacting this way to her makes me feel dirty. Nasty in some way.

 

She kisses my neck then lips before pulling away with a sigh. “You need to go back to that mutt Nick’s house before they realize your gone.” She releases me and I quickly get up.

Before she has a chance to say or do anything else I’m out the door and running with quick speed, I head back to the pack house. I get to the window of the guest room and open it. Careful not to make a sound.  I hop in and close the window. The door slams open and I turn to see a very angry Alex. “Where have you been? We’ve been worried sick! We thought Mara had a hold of you again!”

 

I glare at him. “You thought fucking right! I had no choice in the fucking matter. She can command me to do her bidding even at a goddamn distance!” My eyes tear up. “Just leave me alone!” I say defeated. I curl up on the ground.

 

His eyes soften and he walks over to me. “I care about you Abigail. A lot more than a bodyguard should. We all got scared when we open the door and you aren’t in the room.” He says sitting next to me.

 

I wipe my eyes and look at him. “She made me go to a bar and when I got there she shoves me onto a bed in the back and starts kissing me. Like sexually kissing me. I feel dirty now. I moaned! I fucking moaned Alex!” I say angrily hot tears streaming down my face.

 

Alex grabs me and pulls me to him wrapping his arms around me in a hug. “I’m sorry Abigail. I wish I was a better bodyguard. You wouldn’t have to deal with any of that.”

 

I look at him. “I don’t think any bodyguard could have stopped what has been happening to me. You shouldn’t keep blaming yourself.” I say.

 

He laughs and wipes the tears from my eyes. “Yeah well coming from a girl whose lost almost all of her memories. It’s not much help.”

 

I roll my eyes. “I’m fine. I don’t feel any different.”

 

He frowns. “Did something happen other than kissing while you were with Mara?” He asks.

 

Before I can answer there is a growl at the doorway. I turn my head  to see Dimitri looking at the both of us angrily. “Get your hands off my mate Alexander.” He says.

 

I growl at Dimitri. “I am not your mate. You can’t control him or me.” I say getting up.

 

Dimitri looks at me with hurt in his eyes. “Yes we are mates.”
 

I cross my arms. “You can’t be mates with someone you have no feelings for. I don’t like you at all. In fact I hate you.” I say.

 

His face completely drops and I can tell my words cut him deep. Deep down I feel guilty and regret saying those words but on the surface I smile to see him like this. I walk past him without another word and head to the kitchen. My fangs are itching to some out and my thirst is getting stronger. I know I will have to get some blood soon.

 

A wave of dizziness goes through me and I hold onto the counter so I don’t fall over.

 

“What is your problem Abigail?! You’ve turned into an Asshole and I don’t like it!” Suzannah yells.

 

I close my eyes gripping the counter tighter. “Did I ask whether you like it or not? I honestly don’t care. I don’t care I hurt the guys feelings. I only speak the truth.” I say.

 

“Bullshit! You’re not speaking any goddamn truth. You’re head is full of lies Abigail! You told a man you love that you hate him. I have seen the way you have acted with this man before Mara had taken away your memory. You love him.” She says.

 

I shake my head. My fangs start to extend and poke through my upper lip. “I hate Dimitri. I don’t have any feelings for him.” I say. I feel my legs give out underneath me and arms catch me.

 

“Abigail.” I hear Suzannah’s concerned voice call my name before the world around me turns to blackness.

 
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