Made to Forget

I roll my eyes. “I’m fine. I don’t feel any different.”

He frowns. “Did something happen other than kissing while you were with Mara?” He asks.

Before I can answer there is a growl at the doorway. I turn my head to see Dimitri looking at the both of us angrily. “Get your hands off my mate Alexander.” He says.

I growl at Dimitri. “I am not your mate. You can’t control him or me.” I say getting up.

Dimitri looks at me with hurt in his eyes. “Yes we are mates.”

I cross my arms. “You can’t be mates with someone you have no feelings for. I don’t like you at all. In fact I hate you.” I say.

His face completely drops and I can tell my words cut him deep. Deep down I feel guilty and regret saying those words but on the surface I smile to see him like this. I walk past him without another word and head to the kitchen.


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2. Chapter 1

Abigail’s POV

 

I feel a hand on my shoulder and I feel comfort. I look up and see Dimitri. He looks at me with soft eyes kneeling on the ground next to me. He wipes my eyes. “I’m sorry Abigail. This is all my fault. If I hadn’t have lost control you wouldn’t be like this.”

 

I pull his hands away. “If you hadn’t have lost control I would be in the one place I despise most. Don’t blame yourself. I just wasn’t strong enough to fight it. The pain ended up being to much.” I regret those choice of words instantly because guilt flashes through his eyes. I grab his hand. “It wasn’t your fault. Don’t have that look. You didn’t know. You should be at the pack house eating and resting though.”

 

He shakes his head. “I’ll have time later. Right now being here with you is more important.” He wraps his arms around me and pulls me close to him.

 

I tense in his arms. “I don’t want to risk hurting you.” My fangs had already retreated a couple minutes before he got here but I still don’t want to lose control.

 

He tightens his grip. “You would never hurt me. Or any of us. You could have easily got Nick but you fought it and left. He’s already healed up. He was just testing to see if he was right on what he thought.”

I sigh relaxing. “But what if I hadn’t? What if I had lost control?” I asks looking at him.

 

He looks at me. “You wouldn’t have. Your heart’s too pure for that.” He says kissing my cheek. He picks me up off the ground. “Come on. I’ll eat once you’re safe inside.”

 

I sigh but don’t protest.

 

He smiles. “It’s good your voice is slowly going back to normal. It’s still a little scratchy but I can understand you better.”

 

I nod. “Yeah though I think I prefer the mind link until my voice is completely back to normal.” I say breathing in his scent.

I see a girl walk up toward the pack house that I don’t recognize. Nick opens the door and smiles at the girl before kissing her. I look at Dimitri. “So I’m guessing i missed the mate ball and Nick finding his mate?”

 

Dimitri nods. “Yeah they haven’t been together much though. We’ve been mainly focusing on keeping you alive and finding a way to get your family back. We have an idea but it’s not much.”

 

Nick laughs and spins the girl around then hugs her close burying his face in her neck. I sigh. “I wish I could have been there.”

 

Dimitri kisses my neck. “I know.” I shiver as his lips meet a sensitive spot on my neck. His lips curl up in a smile. “I love how you react to my touch now that I’ve marked you. I’m sorry it wasn’t as spectacular as I wanted it to be for you.”

I look at him surprised. “Wait you bit me?!”

 

He nods. “We thought it might counteract the venoms mind control thing. We couldn’t get the venom out so we wanted to make sure there was at least you still having your free will.” He kisses my neck again and I bite my lower lip.

 

He walks toward the house with me still in his arms. Nick looks up and I can see the relief in his eyes. The girl turns and sees us. She cocks her head slightly. Nick whisper’s in her ear and she turns to him then back at us looking at me.

 

She smiles once we get over to them. “I’ve heard much about you Abigail. Nice to finally meet you. I’m glad your awake.” She says.

 

Dimitri sets me down but keeps his arms around me. I smile. “Nice to meet you as well. I’m a little disappointed I wasn’t at the ball to see you all. I’m glad my Alpha has found his mate.” I nod at Nick.

 

Nick smiles. “Well I’m glad you’re ok. We were worried when you ran off like that.”

 

I raise an eyebrow at him. “It was either that or hurt you. I would rather be at a distance then risk it.”

 

The girl gives a confused look. Nick kisses her cheek. “I’ll explain later Rory.”

 

I smile. “Rory. Beautiful name. Isn’t that Irish?”

 

She nods. “It means red ruler.”

 

“I think it fits you well.” I say.

 

She smiles. “Thank you.”

 

Dimitri kisses my neck. “Come on. Let’s go inside.” He picks me up off the ground and carries me inside before I can protest. I shoot an apologetic look at Nick and Rory. Rory smiles and Nick wraps an arm around her.

 

I glare at Dimitri. “That was rude.”

 

He smiles down at me. “Well I want my mate. I haven’t been able to be with you for over two months and I want to catch up.”

 

I cock my head. “Catch up?”

 

He places me on the bed of the guest bedroom and closes the door. He smiles. I sit up and look at him. He walks back over to me and kisses me deeply. I kiss him back wrapping my arms around his neck loosely. He gets onto the bed and slowly pushes me down so he is on top of me never breaking from the kiss.

 

My heart picks up pace in my chest. His arms move to rest at my hips as he continues kissing me. My eyes close and I can feel the heat of his touch through my pants. I run my fingers through his hair as he deepens the kiss making me feel dizzy. He pulls away only to kiss the sensitive spot on my neck. I shiver and his lips curl up. He nips playfully at my neck. I bite my lower lip.

 

A growl rumbles in his throat and he places his lips back on mine and his kiss becomes more rough. His hands move under my shirt and the touch of his skin sends electricity through me. I gasp and my eyes shoot open.

 

He pulls away and looks at me. “You ok?” He asks.

 

I nod. “Just more….Attuned to your touch then I was a couple of months ago.”

 

He smiles. “It makes it a lot more pleasurable.” He kisses my neck and lightly sucks on it. A small moan escapes my lips and I swear my face must be beat red right now. He chuckles and pulls my shirt up. He kisses my exposed stomach sending heat wherever his lips touched.

 

Dizziness causes the world to seem like it’s spinning. My throat starts to hurt and I feel an itch in my gums. The heat from my stomach is gone. I feel it on my face instead. Those Idiots! You’re going to die before I can have a chance to even get my revenge! I hear a familiar voice in my head. I can’t put my finger on it. You need blood. Not animal. Human.

 

My vision slowly start to clear. I see concerned faces all around me. I blink confused. “Abigail are you alright?” Nick asks.

 

I try to sit up but Dimitri places his hands on my shoulders keeping me down. “I’m fine. I just….” I sigh not wanting to say it. I need blood.

 

Dimitri’s eyes light up in understanding. “We forgot. I’m sorry Abigail.” He kisses my forehead. He looks at Nick. “She needs blood.”

 

Nick nods and turns. “Wait….It can’t be animal blood.” I say. He looks back at me with a frown. I sigh. “Please I just know for some reason it can’t be animal blood.”

 

He nods. “Ok.” Though I can tell he’s hesitant. Hell I would be to. The thought of drinking blood makes me want to gag. The smell of it used to. He walks out.

 

I look at Dimitri. He kisses me briefly. “I’m sorry.” He says.

 

I glare at him. ‘Stop apologizing. It’s not your fault. What you need to do is eat.” I say pushing on his chest.

 

He sits up with a sigh. “Fine I’ll eat.” He looks at me. “But not until I know you aren’t going to pass out on me while I’m eating.” He says.

 

I frown. “I’m not going to pass out on you. You need to eat something.” I say sitting up. “You should have been eating in the first place. You wouldn’t have to deal with a concerned made bitching at you like I am if you had.”

 

I see annoyance in his eyes. “I already told you. I couldn’t. I physically couldn’t. I just wanted you to be ok.” His eyes soften. “I couldn’t bare it. You being unconscious because I couldn’t control myself.”

 

I place a hand on his cheek. “I don’t know how many times I have to tell you that you shouldn’t have. You kept me from the one place I didn’t want to be. I may not have been able to win against the Vampire venom but Mara is dead. We don’t have to wor…” Then it hits me. The voice I has heard in my head. That was Mara.

 
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