Is this love?

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  • Published: 21 May 2018
  • Updated: 22 May 2018
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Looking back, I can see why people would call me a slut. But that sure as hell doesn’t give them the right to do it.
They broke me. Can I ever be fixed again?

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5. Am I happy now?

No.

I am hurting. 3 years later. 

I found peace in my boyfriend. We met 6 months after BD. I love him, C. I really do love him. And i do not want to hurt him. He knows of my past and he chose to look upon my past. He doesn´t care. Because he knows that I love him. I feel safe around him. He protects me. He knows that I am sad. He knows what I have been through. He knows. 

He wants the best for me and I have never had a guy love me like he loves me.

We´ve been together for 2,5 years. We have our fair share of fights but also all the good a relationship brings you. 

I do love him.

I am not the mess i used to be. I like to think that he saved me from myself. I don´t know what i would have done without him. I don´t know what would have happend i he didn´t "tied me down". I owe him a lot. 

But I am still sad. I do not have control of my life. 

But I continue to live on. I continue to get stronger. I want to get stronger. 

I don´t want this to be my last story. 

I will do great. 

I will live on.

I will be my own.

I will love myself.

I will conquer fear.

I will be the best.

I am uniqe.

I am special.

I am the best.

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