Time to choose // Dolan Twins Fan Fiction

Your a 17 year old girl named Neeve and you had a really hard decision to make. Move to LA or London, you followed your heart and ended up doing something you never imagined.

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24. Chapter Twenty-Four

"What about him" he looked concerned with his face dropping.

"Have you kissed him or something" he asked.

"No no no" I started.

"Then what?" He looked raising his voice a bit.

"I had a dream about him.... not like a normal one" I said looking at the ground but then looked up to see his face.

His face looked sad but angry was definitely there.

"So you saying you had a sexual dream about Grayson" he looked into my eyes while saying it.

"Yes...." I said truthfully. I could feel the tears fill my eyes but I couldn't let it out.

"Well... do you like him" he said blankly.

"I don't know. I just.... don't know" I said holding tears back.

This is one thing that I can't get over. I feel so awful. I can't believe I did this... well I'm still doing technically.

"What do you mean by 'I don't know'" he quoted getting angrier by the minute.

"I DON'T KNOW OKAY. THATS WHY I WOKE UP THIS MORNING BECAUSE I HAD THAT DREAM AND I WAS SCARED THAT I WOULD HAVE IT AGAIN SO THATS WHY I WAS AWAKE FOR MOST OF THE NIGHT" I yelled feeling some Weight get lifted up of my shoulder.. but not all of it.

"WELL WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THEN" he yelled even louder.

"BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID" I yelled.

"OF WHAT" he yelled but calming down.

"OF THIS RIGHT NOW. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST SOME STUPID DREAM SO I DECIDED TO TELL YOU NOW." I yelled. I wasn't calming down.

"Well did it mean anything to you" he said.

"What?" I looked up at him in disbelief of what he said.

"I SAID DID IT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU" he said getting angry again.

"I don't know" I said truthfully.

"FOR FUCK SAKES ITS A FUCKING YES OR NO ANSWER" he yelled.

"YES" I yelled. All the weight was lifted off my shoulders. I feel so bad when I saw his face.

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS" he yelled. Tears forming in his eyes.

"I'm sorry Okay. It's not easy when you had to choose between twins and loose feelings for them" I said calming down.

"I thought when you chose me it would be it. You didn't like Grayson anymore" he said staring at ground.

"Ethan.. I-" I started but got cut off.

"NO DON'T SAY THAT NEEVE. 'Oh Your so so sorry for doing this to me' WELL I GET THAT A LOT OKAY. EVERYONE CHOOSES GRAYSON OVER ME SO JUST GO FOR HIM YOU BITCH" he said storming out the room.

"UM WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME" I said following him with anger in me.

Grayson was eating a sandwich but stared at us weirdly and almost scared when he saw us arguing going up stairs.

"YOU HEARD ME" he said walking faster.

"NO SAY WHAT YOU SAID" I said getting closer to him.

"I SAID YOUR A BITCH" he said throwing my things out of his room onto the hall way.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING WITH MY STUFF" I said getting angrier is that's even possible.

"YOUR LEAVING" he said blankly still throwing my stuff until it was all gone.

He started pushing me out the door and before you knew it the door was about to close on me.

"Wait" I peeped out.

He stopped and opened the door slightly.

"What" he said rudely.

"What's going to happen to us" I said on the verge of tears.

He said nothing for awhile then sighed.

"I don't know.... I just. Don't know" and with that he closed the door.

Leaving me outside of his room. In the hall way with my belongings from over night all over the floor.

I feel regret seeking into me. I don't regret telling him because he deserves to know the truth. But it does hurt knowing that I hurt him so much.

I picked all of my things off the ground and put them in a bag. I would go in a fight for the relationship but I have a feeling it will make things worse.

I walked down the stairs with a bag in one hand and my head in the other.

I feel like I just went through world three and had to surrender.

When I reached the bottom of the stairs I saw Grayson with a sympathetic look on his face.

"You okay" he asked.

I shocked my head.

"I'm going home" I said getting out my phone.

"I can drive you" he offered. I shocked my head again.

"No it'll only make things worse with Ethan" I said getting on the Uber app and getting an Uber that'll arrive in 5 minutes.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

I haven't told Grayson about the dreams because it'll make it weird and I can't do that.

"Don't worry... I guess I'll see you around" I said while opening the door and closing it behind me.

I walked out the front waiting for my Uber. I looked at Ethan's window hoping that he was watching or even just their that I can see from down here. But I couldn't.

I sighed and waited for the Uber. I went on twitter to see a tweet that Ethan tweeted.

@ethandolan: have you ever had the moment when you wish you can make all your problems go away.

All the people you just want out of your life.

When I read it my heart dropped. I felt a tear drip down my face. As I looked the Uber was coming

I wiped away the tear because I didn't want to show I was upset.

"Hello madam, where will we be going" the Uber driver asked.

I told him my house location and he started to drive.

I looked at the house one more time and I felt like crying. I looked at Ethan's window and saw him there. Watching the car drive off. He saw me looking at closed the curtains.

I stopped looking and played my attention back to my phone.

I went onto Ethan's profile on twitter and saw he unfollowed me. Ouch.

After seeing that I decided to tweet. I don't normally tweet so for a change I may as well.

@Neeve: I really stuffed up. I'm sorry.

I tweeted and everyone was confused.

Replying to me with.

'You can never stuff up we love you'

or

'How could you say that you can never do anything wrong to make us disappointed in you'

Reading those and seeing how much my fans care makes me want to cry. They don't know what I done but I love how they support me no matter what.

I went onto Instagram. Thankfully Ethan still follows me on that. I didn't stay on Instagram but I went into Snapchat. Ethan still had me as a friend but he put something a his story.

A photo of him with a beanie over his head with the caption 'people'

Oh for fuck sakes. He's being a real idiot about this now. He's acting like how fucking teenage girls would do when their nail broke. To be fair he is a very extra person so I can't blame him.

But it was a dream. I didn't kiss him or anything in real life. Sure I told him I had feelings for Grayson too but he wanted me to be honest so I was. But what I did was still really bad.

I got home and payed the Uber driver and went inside. I ran up the stairs into my bedroom slamming my door and Jumping on my bed.

I feel like shit.

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It's been a couple of days since the argument with Ethan and you haven't heard from him since.

I have had text from Grayson saying.

'Ethan told me what happened. Is it true'

And

'Ethan is miserable without you'

But I've ignored them and watched Netflix and the note book all day with a tub of rainbow ice cream.

I know it's extra but damn I love rainbow ice cream.

I felt my butt vibrate with a text from my pocket.

I groaned because it's probably Grayson making me feel worse about the situation.

To my surprise it was Ethan! But.....

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