Army Tanks - Lashton

''This is no girl scout camp, Private.''

''Sir, No, sir.''

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Luke is the scrawny new guy in the army, where no one think he belongs.

Ashton is the sir in Luke's tent, and not going easy on any of the boys.

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This story is partly inspired by 'The Load' by ali (dancinginthestreet) and partly by PE in my school. This story is also on Wattpad.

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5. ''I Could Kill You All''

I bit my lip, as I was sat in the truck, with about seven others, who were all sending me judging looks.

I looked down at my hands, especially at my ring finger.

I sighed softly, before closing my eyes.

''I know I got here from my father in law's money, but could you at least not make it that obvious that you're sending me looks. I really am not in the mood for this, and I could kill you all, instead of saving you if you get wounded, so think carefully.'' I took all the advantage I could from being the only medic.

I heard some of them clear their throats, and a bit of ruffling, before it got dead quiet.

 

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I threw my bags onto my shoulders, ignoring the pain in my back, as I followed.

I felt someone push me, but I kept myself on my feet, rolling my eyes, as I continued on as if nothing happened.

This is going to be hell.

The sun was shining brightly, scolding my skin already.

I walked into the tent, that for once, actually was a tent.

I walked over to the bed that said 'Private Hemmings' and laid my medic bags beside the bed.

I looked around and noticed that there were two names by each bed, making me realise that the beds are a bit big for just one person.

I heard someone throw a bag to the floor at the other side of the bed, and as I looked over, I saw Sit Irwin.

I looked at the names and saw it said 'Sir Irwin' too.

I gulped, since I don't really know where we stand. 

We had sex yesterday morning, and he has been avoiding me ever since.

I ran a hand over my neck, feeling a slight pain from the hickeys. 

I walked out from the tent, deciding that I couldn't be in there while he was.

I opened up to him yesterday, and what does he do?

He fucking ignores me afterwards.

It's not even like I tried to make him favor me, or make me his soft spot.

I just needed comfort, and he was there.

And now he's being a dick about it.

I sighed softly and sat down a little away from camp, looked out over the ocean.

I closed my eyes, just listening to the birds chirping and the waves colliding.

I sighed softly, laying back against the sand.

Why did I even agree to coming here?

I could be getting ready for my wedding now.

Or. 

I don't know.

I still wouldn't know about James cheating, and I would feel like hell if I found out about it in ten years, when we have kids and all.

When I opened my eyes, I was met with an orange pinkish sky, meaning the sun was about to go down.

I sat up, and looked out over the ocean again.

I wish I'd never come here.

I wish I'd just stayed at home, never fallen in love with James.

Never thought he actually loved me back.

I looked down at my hands, not really feeling like being here at the moment.

I was dead tired, but couldn't do anything about it.

I wouldn't be able to sleep anyway.

And the fact that I was supposed to share a bed with Sir Irwin just made it worse.

I then felt the presence of someone beside me, but I didn't bother to look.

I already knew who it was.

''What do you want? Are you going to fuck me here in the sand, and then stop talking to me afterwards?'' My voice sounded emotionless.

Just how I felt.

Emotionless.

Numb.

Dead.

I heard him let out a sigh.

''Luke...'' I didn't want to listen to him, so I stood up and began walking.

I could hear his boots thump against the sand, the sound of crushing filling my ears.

I then felt a hand around my wrist, before I was turned around, looking straight into those hazel orbs.

''What.'' At this point I was furious.

''Please listen to me...'' His eyes looked like he was in so much pain, but I've been fooled before, and I will not let it happen again.

''What do you want to tell me? That you only wanted my virginity? Cause congrats. You already took it.'' My words were harsh, but they needed to be said.

I pulled my hand away, before I started walking again, just wanting to be alone.

But oh how the world was against me, because suddenly I was tackled to the sand, as a body was on top of mine.

I turned onto my back, only to have Sir Irwin sit across my crotch, pinning my hands above my head, as his honey curls fell in front of his hazel eyes.

''Luke... I would never just use you, or anyone else for sex.'' His eyes screamed honesty, but I felt like I couldn't trust him, knowing he used to have an affair with Calum.

''Well, you used General Hood so you have no right to say that.'' I tried to calm down my voice, but it still sounded hurt and annoyed.

''What...? How did you know about Calum and I?'' Fear etched it's way onto his face and his features, and I just wanted to pull him to my chest and hold him.

But I couldn't since he was pretty much pinning me to the sand.

''Michael told me, just after James broke everything off with me.'' At the sound of Michael's name, he looked down, regret screaming from his body.

''That time was a mistake... Everything between Calum and I, is over, and it should never have started. It was a mistake. We were younger and naive, and stupid. It should've stopped before it started.'' He seemed sad now that he said it.

''Why did you even do it...? Didn't you think that it could hurt Michael? Does anyone really care about who they hurt, as long as they get a good fuck!?'' Tears filled my eyes, as everything suddenly came tumbling down on me.

''We didn't think about it when we actually did it... Or... Calum didn't think about it... I did... Michael and Calum were my best friends, who were getting married, and suddenly I was having an affair with one of them. I felt so fucking guilty every time we met. And the guilt just got even worse when Michael caught us. That's why I decided to ask to get Michael moved, so he wouldn't have to look at either Calum or me. I didn't want to put him through that.'' By the time he stopped speaking, he had tears in his eyes too.

I looked away, not being able to look into his eyes anymore.

''I don't know what I would rather want... Finding out about James cheating before we got married, or never knowing it at all... Everything would have been so much easier if I didn't say the wedding wasn't a life or death situation. I'm so fucking stupid. I should've just stayed back at camp, and get married, and this would never have happened.'' I felt so much guilt and sorrow inside right now.

''No... Luke... Don't think like that... Because at some point you would find out about the affair James had going, and it would just break you even more, if you found out later about it, when you had kids and had been married for years you thinking he just had a lot of meetings, thinking he still loved you, though he never did.'' He made me turn my head, so I was looking into his eyes again.

''He did! He did love me! He did!'' My voice was no longer hushed, and soon after loud sobs left me.

I felt Sir Irwin get down from my lap, before he pulled me to his body, as we laid in the sand.

I sobbed into his chest, feeling him rubbing my back.

''Shhh... It's okay... I'm here... I'm here for you Luke...'' And as those words entered my ears I fell asleep.

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