My life

The aspects in my life which have tormented me and fear of happening again...

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1. A Painful experience

Usually my life is balanced with both happiness and sadness, but for the past year or so sadness has partially invaded my consciousness . I have been  grieving over the acts I, myself have done, but most of all the decisions my parents make for me. 

Those of you who know me from School, I have left you guys for almost  year when I was in year 7.It wasn't an easy thing to do.The feeling of leaving people who you got attached with, is just unexplainable. I was crying myself to sleep everyday when my parents made this abrupt decision. You might might be thinking that I just moved to another school, well your wrong ! I moved to a whole new country!The pain to go somewhere you don’t even know properly, was deep. To leave a place where you’ve been living for over 10 Years was heartbreaking. I was having a great start to year 7, I thought I was going to have the best year at school. But I guess I spoke too soon.

I still remember the day I was leaving. I was paralyzed with both fear and shock that I couldn’t face my friends for one last goodbye. The only solution I had was to send an email to friends and teachers. It was hard, really hard.I was crying all over my keyboard not knowing how to piece things together.I sat still on my chair, with no strength to move. My finger were nipped that they didn't  have the life to type. Every painful touch of the keys put more weight on my shoulders. A storm of emotions straggled my neck as I gasped for breath.It was nothing like I had experienced before ... 

There. I had finished typing.I glared at the screen as I feared clicking ‘send’. I didn’t know if my friends were going to hate me for doing this. My heart had sunk and I was broken to bits. All the happiness was drained out of me. I was barren, dry and helpless.At that time I decided it was the worst day of my life. Thinking about now still gives me shivers... 

 

 

 

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