Seokjin has been bullied his whole life. His parents split up when he was 11. Because of that, people made fun of him. The only person who was there for him was his sister, Eun- Byeol. She always stood up for him when people picked on him. But due to a serious illness, he could not be near her. She passed away before he could see her again. He lived with his grandparents, who took care of him for a few years. But they also passed away because of of old age. Jin had now entered a stage of depression. He had numerous thoughts of committing suicide. Just when he thought things were getting out of control, an old friend comes to his rescue.


11. Chapter 11





(not my video)



     I lean against the wall with my eyes closed. I've been feeling cold for a while. My heart won't stop racing. I mean, not after Namjoon confessed to me. My body has been shaking ever since. I can't get him out my head. More specifically, I can't get his lips out of my mind. The perfect shape of them. The softness and comfort I feel when they're against mine. 

     "Stop fantasizing so much, Jin!" I yell at myself. I still can't get over the fact that Namjoon is dating me.

     "I mean, how can a jock, like himself, want to date a wimp like me?" I ask myself. I run my hands through my hair in frustration. I close my eyes and think about Namjoon. 

       "This is reality, isn't it? Namjoon... is my boyfriend. Life isn't playing a cruel joke on me...right?" I try to assure myself. Without thinking, I grab my phone and call Namjoon.

     "Hey baby!" Namjoon says from the other end. I bite my lip and smile.

      "Hey, Joonie! How are you?" I ask. I mentally face palm myself as I realized what I said.

      "S-say that o-one more time." Namjoon insisted. I sigh and take a deep breath.

      "J-Joo..nie..." I mumbled once more. I waited for a second. But there was silence. I opened my mouth to say something but Namjoon hang up. 

      "Why'd he hang up?" I mumbled to myself. I shook my head and washed up. When I was done, I checked around the house for some food. 

     "I really have to go buy groceries." I said when I couldn't find anything. Usually, Ye-Seul would buy them. But she won't be coming back in another week or so due to her flight being delayed. I sigh and was about to sit on my couch when the doorbell rang. I stood still for a little bit before the doorbell rang again. I ran to the door and looked out the peephole. I saw Namjoon and opened the door.

       "Namjoon?" I whisper. Namjoon grabs my wrist, closes the door, and drags me to my bedroom. Before I can say anything, I'm laying on the bed with Namjoon an top of me.

       "Call me what you did." he said. I furrow my eyebrows and think. I blush when I remember what I said.

        "Ah, that. I did that by accident. It just... kinda... slipped out..." I murmured. Namjoon rose his eyebrow at me. I swear I almost melted.

        "Say it for me, please. One more time." Namjoon said. I smiled and put my arms around his neck. I pulled him closer.

        " ~Joonie~!" I whispered in his ear. 

        "Ah! I swear! W-why do you want to kill me like this!?" he yelled. I chuckle and grab his face. I lean in, but Namjoons lips are already on mine. I smile a little. Namjoon puts his hands under my shirt and runs them over my back. I groan and Namjoon slips his tongue in my mouth. I gasp and Namjoon pulls me closer. Namjoon twirls his tongue around mine. We don't stop kissing for a few minutes. But I had to take a breath and so did Namjoon. He moved back and stared into my eyes.

       "Next time, I won't be able to control myself." Namjoon said. I smile and peck him once more. 

       "I love you, Namjoon." I tease. Namjoon puts his head on my chest and laughs. 

        "Keep my warning in your head, idiot. I told I won't hold back." he reminded me. I nod my head and Namjoon gets off of me. I get up after him and he holds my hand. 

        "Did ya have dinner yet?" Namjoon asked. I nodded my head (which was a complete lie) and Namjoon pulled me outside. He opened the passenger door and I took a seat. Namjoon came shortly after and sat in the driver seat.

        "Where are we going?" I asked him. 

       "Well, I didn't plan on staying inside for the rest of the day. So I thought that maybe, we can go somewhere. Just relax and have fun." he said. I nodded my head and Namjoon pulled away from my driveway. I turned up the volume of the radio and just jammed out to whatever song came up next. Namjoon continued to glance over at me and laugh. I blush but don't stop. After a long drive, we finally pull up at a theater. 

       "S-so... would this be considered a d-da-te?" I asked. Namjoon winked at me and got out the car.

       "I have so much more planned for the next few days." he said. My heart fluttered and I follow him inside of the theater. The place wasn't overcrowded, but enough to make me feel claustrophobic. I moved closer to Namjoon and went to buy our tickets. 

       I stood behind Namjoon as he talked to the girl at the booth. I was feeling nauseous so I stood behind him and waited. I felt like people were staring at me. Even when I turned around, I could feel their eyes burning my back.

      "Jin?" I heard Namjoon say. I stepped out of my trance and looked at him. I calm down and smile.

      "So! What movie are we watching?" I asked him. Namjoon rubs his neck with his hand and looks away. 

       "M-maybe... we can do something else." he said. My heart felt relieved to get away from all these people.

      "I would like that more than anything." I said. Namjoon smiled and we went back to the car. 

      We sat in silence as he drove. But it wasn't uncomfortable. It was peaceful. Even to think about spending time like this with Namjoon was a dream for me. I smile at the thought and Namjoon finally stops in front my house. I felt comfort in my house than anywhere else.

      "Come on, it's cold!" I said. We ran into my house and hanged our coats on the coat hanger. I walk into my room and lay down. Namjoon kneels by the bed in front of me. I give him a big smile. 

      "I love you, Jin. You're the best thing that ever happened to me." Namjoon said and kissed me. I close my eyes and put my forehead on his. We stay like that until I hear Namjoon yawn. I chuckle and pull him up. He lays next to me his eyes slowly close.

      "Goodnight..." we both say to each other and drift off to sleep.


Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...