Forever Will Forever Be Ours.

Justin Bieber is the most famous 18 year old on the planet. He has sold out hundreds of arenas and has millions of fans. He lives his dream everyday, sharing his music with the world. Selena is pretty much a normal 18 year old girl, except for the fact that her little sister, Avalanna, struggles with a rare form of brain cancer, AT/RT. They are both in love with Justin and his music. One day, Justin finds out about Avalanna's story and decided he has to meet her. He arranges a meet up with her and from the minute they meet, he falls in love with the little girl. He also meets with her family, giving him the chance to meet Selena. Selena is completely starstruck at the fact she's meeting her idol and Justin is stunned by how beautiful Selena is.

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22. || CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO ||

Selena's POV:

*1 week later* This week has officially been the longest and worst week of my life. It's been so hard to get out of bed every morning, knowing she's not down there to greet me when I wake up. All I do at night is lay in bed and think about her, I can't bring myself to forget about such an amazing girl. I've gotten about 6 total hours of sleep in this entire week and it's killing me. I'm so tired, but no matter how hard I try, I can't sleep. If you are wondering about Justin, he had to go back on tour the day after Avalanna died. He calls me every single day though, and he just listens to me. I can cry to him and tell him things I've already told him a million times before and he can do the same right back to me. I'm so grateful because if it wasn't for Justin, I wouldn't have made it through this week. He understands everything that I am going through, because he's going through most of it too. Justin's the only reason I force myself to get out of bed every morning and the only reason I force myself to try and be happy, even though I will never truly to happy ever again. I'm just so so thankful for him. Avalanna's funeral is tomorrow in the morning, yet it's 1am and I'm still not asleep. There's just too much to think about, I can't sleep. I tossed and turned trying to get comfortable for the hundredth time, when I saw my phone light up. I quickly sat up and looked at the screen, to see that Justin was calling me. I didn't hesitate to answer.

"Hello?" I said quietly into the phone, not wanting to wake my parents up.

"Hey Sel." Justin said, his voice sounding full of pain, like always.

"I'm sorry to wake you, I just needed to hear your sweet voice." Justin explained. Did I mention that Justin is like sweetest boy on the planet? Well he is, he compliments me at least 3 times a day and it's so so sweet of him.

"It's okay. I wasn't asleep anyway." I said into the phone, as I leaned back against my bed frame.

"You can't sleep either?" He questioned.

"Yeah." I said with a sigh.

"But, you have the funeral to go to in the morning. Selena you need to sleep." Justin said in a concerned tone. It's so cute how he cares about me so much, I just love it, and him.

"But, I can't sleep. No matter how hard I try, I always end up just laying here and thinking about her. I miss her so much Justin." I cried, with tears forming in my eyes.

"Selena, please don't cry. I know exactly how you feel and I know it hurts, but we just have to keep telling ourselves that things will get better." He said.

"I-I know.." I quietly said.

"Now, I want you to lay down and close your eyes, but stay on the phone with me." Justin instructed me.

"Why?" I asked, as I laid myself down in bed and covered myself up.

"I'm going to sing to you to help you fall asleep." Justin said, causing just a small smile to come to my face.

"Jay, you don't have to. I can live on no sleep." I said, not wanting to take time away from his sleep.

"No, no, I want to. It will help me sleep too." He said.

"Okay, well then whenever you’re ready, I am too." I said, as I plugged my headphones into the phone so I could hear his voice better. Just as I closed my eyes, I began to hear the most angelic voice singing to me. Listening to Justin sing like this was a million times better than listening to him on the album. Both were amazing, but like this I could hear the emotion he put into it and it just sounded so amazing. Justin softly sang ‘Believe’ to me, but sadly I only got to hear the first verse because it took less than a minute for his magic voice to put me to sleep.

*the next day* I woke up from the most wonderful sleep I have gotten in a week. The sound of Justin's voice put me right to sleep, it's just so peaceful and perfect. I sat up in my bed and sighed knowing that today was going to be a day full of crying, remembering, and wishing Avalanna wasn't gone. I pulled myself out of bed and slowly walked downstairs. My mom was in the living room, helping my dad tie his tie. They both shot their heads to me when I reached the bottom of the stairs.

"There you are sweetie, your dress is on the couch." My mom said, as she finished up helping my dad. I went over the couch and picked up the elegant black dress.

"I'll go upstairs and get ready." I said. My parents nodded, as I walked back upstairs. My parents and I haven't really talked much in this past week. We're all just trying to cope and not really in the mood to talk to each other, that's why I'm glad I have Justin to vent to. I slipped one the black dress and put on a white vest over it. I lightly curled my hair and put on a very small amount of make up, no eye make up of course. After I finished, I slipped on my shoes and took one quick glance in the mirror before walking downstairs. My parents were talking in the living room and both fell silent when I entered the room. My mom walked over to me and rubbed my arms.

"You look beautiful my strong girl." She said with a small smile.

"Thanks mom." I said, then slightly looked down. The only reason I'm so strong is because of Avalanna. She's really the strong one. My mom put her arm around me as we all walked out to the car and got in. We drove to the cemetery where Avalanna was being buried. On the way there, I scrolled through my twitter feed. It was just the same usual stuff except for one tweet that caught my eye. Justin had tweeted;

"The earth may have lost an angel, but heaven gained one. #ripavalanna". I favorited and retweeted it, then kept scrolling down. A lot of other Beliebers have been tweeting me that they will keep me and my family in their prayers and things like that and I think that's really nice of them. It just goes to show how much of a family Beliebers truly are. Once we got to the cemetery, I put my phone away and got out of the car, along with my parents. We all walked over to where everyone else was, and everyone started coming up to us. They were hugging my mom and dad and giving me looks of empathy. I got kind of uncomfortable just standing in the big crowd of people, so I made my way away from them. I didn't really want to be here, but I had to be here. I would much rather be alone in my room, talking with Justin or listening to Justin's music. I found a big rock to sit on while I waited for the funeral to start. I sighed to myself, as I sat there and stared at the sky. Suddenly, I heard a voice from behind me.

"I'm so sorry for your loss, beautiful." The voice said. Not just any voice, Justin's voice. I'd know that perfect voice anywhere. I turned around to see Justin, dressed up in a tux, holding a single red rose in his hand.

"Justin?" I questioned, not believing what I was seeing.

"Hi, Sel." He said, with a small smile.

"Justin." I marveled, as I quickly got off the rock and ran over to him. He tightly pulled me into his embrace.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, as buried my head into his chest.

"I wouldn't miss this for the world...And, I really needed to hug you." He said into my shoulder. I closed my eyes tightly, holding back my tears. We pulled out of the hug, but Justin kept his arms around me and looked into my eyes.

"I missed you." He said, making me melt on the inside. If looking into his eyes wasn't enough, having him say that made my stomach do flips. I'm so head over heels for Justin, and I hope one day I will get the courage to tell him. But, for now I'm just happy to have him in my life. I need him in my life.

"I missed you too, Jay." I said, biting my lower lip. He unwrapped his arm from around me, and looked at the rose in his hand.

"For you." He said, as he held it out towards me. I took it, and put on a fake small smile. Not that I wasn't happy, I just couldn't truly smile and I don't think I ever will be able to again.

"Thank you. I love it." I said, as I placed a soft peck on his cheek. We both blushed, then walked back over where everyone was. We walked over and stood next to my parents. Justin gave my mom a quick hug and my dad a simple nod, then came over and stood back next to me as the funeral started. First, we had the priest say a few words and wish Avalanna good luck in heaven. He did an amazing job at summing up just how truly special Avalanna is and it was very very touching to all of us. Next, it was time for them to bury the body. We all watched as the brought the coffin down into the ground, and started to bury Avalanna. About half way through the process, Justin put his arm around me and I took the opportunity to cuddle into his chest. I let a few tears roll down my cheeks throughout the process, I just couldn't hold them all in anymore. Once they finished burying Avalanna, everyone got to go put flowers on her grave and say one final goodbye. Justin, my parents, and I got in the back of line. Justin kept his arm around me the whole wait in line, which I honestly didn't mind at all. When it came time for our turn, I let my parents go first. I couldn't do it, I couldn't say goodbye yet. Justin looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"Selena, you have to do it." He said. I simply nodded, I couldn't even bare to say okay right now. Justin let go of me and walked over to say his goodbye. I played with my necklace, which was the one Justin got me in New York, while I watched him. When he was finished, he walked away while crying to himself, just like everyone else. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, before walking over and standing in front of Avalanna's grave. I carefully reached around my neck and took of the necklace for the first time since I got it. I bent down and set it next to the flowers, teddy bears, and other things people had set by her grave.

"Thank you for teaching me that everything is possible. I love you so much sis." I said, as tears ran down my cheeks. I stood up and looked up at the sky.

"Goodbye Avalanna." I said in a peaceful tone. That was it, I thought as I closed my eyes. I finally accepted the fact that, this was goodbye.

 
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