There's a girl

There's a girl, she doesn't know how to handle things. Everything is out of control. Sometimes she can convince herself she's not really alive maybe she's a nightmare and just can't wake up? You would never guess her secret.

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1. There's a girl

There's a girl, she doesn't know how to handle things. Everything is out of control. Sometimes she can convince herself she's not really alive maybe she's a nightmare and just can't wake up? You would never guess her secret. Even if you knew her, you wouldn't guess it, she hides it too well. She seems so happy. Do you want to know her secret? She cuts herself. She doesn't know why and she doesn't understand why she resolved to it, but one thing she does know. She can't stop, but why? When she feels out of control and overwhelmed with emotion. Cutting helps her calm down and be able to think but at the same time, when she feels so numb, empty. Cutting helps her feel alive even for a minute. She didn't have an easy childhood, there were always arguments. She was always giving never receiving and she never felt good enough, important enough. "Who would care if I self-harm? Everyone is better off without me." That's what she told herself each day. She was everything she despised, sometimes she would sit in her room crying. A razor blade in her hands ready to cut away the pain. Hearing the laughter from downstairs, she'd never felt more alone and yet no one noticed? She just wanted a hug, someone to love her and tell her everything's gonna be okay and that they care. So why didn't they? Sometimes she thought about dying, just taking a load of pills and ending everything. She would never do it but sometimes she really wanted to, who would care after all. Right? She was only 15, a lonely and misunderstood girl. By the time she was 16, her body was covered in scars and cuts. She just wants to be loved, was that too much to ask? She always tried to be everyone else idea of perfect, that she completely lost who she was. She lied to her friends and family, just so she wouldn't see the tears of disappointment in their eyes. She just wanted someone to understand, to care but it didn't happen. Who knows if she ever escaped from self-harm? Who knows if anyone ever cared for her? One day, you might even realize you've known her all along. That bubbly girl who tells you her cat scratched her. Could be hiding it all under a smile. She wants someone, needs someone. There's a girl. Do you want to know her secret? She self-harm. So help her, cause that's all she wants, needs. Can you guess who she is?  

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